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I am so sick of the hypocritical anti-americanism around here. Although it is great fun to respond "Actually, I'm American. (******** you.)"

No. It's because the Canadians in question are hypocritical s**t sucking jingoistic passive aggressive ********. I will never make excuses for being American. There is not a goddamn thing that makes Canadians any better than Americans. That's right you fat, neck bearded loudmouth carnival barker; having semi-socialized medicine does not make us a Utopia so please back away from the flag and put your p***s away. Go make a documentary about paint drying or something.

We shoot, stab, rape, and rob each other. We grow marijuana and trade it in the US for cocaine and guns. Many of us are racist. Some of us cook meth, more of us- more than anyone in the world- make MDMA. Our criminal justice system is a complete and utter joke. We are just as deeply flawed as any human beings on this planet, we just also happen to be the most disproportionately arrogant people this side of Japan because we don't invade people and have a reputation for being polite.

Hell, the average Canadian knows just as little about the US as the average American knows about Canada; they can just name a few more cities.

Both.

*Shrug.*

I'm feeling generally beaten down by life lately, so it comes out in odd ways.

Yeah. My mother keeps telling me to call more often and I just don't know how to respond to that with anything other than "Sorry, I'm ******** miserable and I don't want to talk about it." Which sounds bitchy, but it's kind of hard to say "Hi Mom, I'm feeling shitty because I'm tired of being a guy and I can't afford this awesome wig I see in the store window every day on the way to work."

I'd much rather be learning to walk in heels and sorting out how to fund going to college than worrying about the rent and trying to find a job that is not going to make me want to shoot myself.

The work bit is probably a case of liking, yet hating, the job - as is the issue I have with my job. Or it has turned south towards hating it all, as occasionally happens with my job as well. So its just a job in general.

I'm going to try and be on IM more often Oni, give me a shout if you wanna talk/vent/soonsoforth.

For me, I loooove my co-workers. The job is OK.

I hate the company I work for and I hate 89% of the customers. I'm a bitter b***h.