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I'm ticked at people that you ask them politely to do something for you and they do the exact opposite. I Just asked a old friend to talk to someone that I mad so they put me on there ignore and that friend sent them a very nasty pm. All I wanted was to have someone tell them I was sorry for what I did. This royally get on my nerves. Also People that think that your friends and/or family are your mules and add them to the ignore list next time they see from them, even when one of them can't spell worth his life and you can spell ten times better.

What happened?

Know what I hate?
I hate being hurt... I hate how I give away my heart to people, no questions asked, and they tear it to pieces. And I hate how despite all that.. I'll still care about them, and fix my heart, only to have them rip it up again. I hate that I won't tell them. Or that when I do tell them, they don't care. This doesn't always happen.. But it happens so much.. I feel like.. well, for lack of a better word, s**t. Constantly. And the funny thing is.. I feel guilty when it happens. Because I think it's my fault that they hurt me. If I had been more like this, or less like that, it wouldn't have happened. It's always my fault. And I guess what I'm saying is... I hate repeating the same mistakes.

Something I really really don't like is when people get what they don't deserve. It always seems like the good person, the nice person is always getting hurt, slandered, or just plain given a pile of coal instead of gold. Then you look at the bully, the p***k, the-pardon my french-the jackass, and what do they get? They don't just get gold, they get diamonds, silver, precious stones, everything good. I hate it! Something I also hate is when the good people get good things to spite someone else. Like me: There was this one girl in our school who every year was selected for homecoming court or military ball court, but she never wanted it. People kept complaining that she got everything, so for prom this year, they voted me as queen. I'm friends with that girl and I know that she never asked for the other things but really wanted this. She didn't get it. I got it instead. I would have been happy if people were nice about it, but no! They gave it to me to be mean to her. It made me mad! She's a good person, and she really wanted it, so I let her wear the crown for the night. People were mad, but I didn't care, it was for her to feel happy, not them! And she was happy, she was. So it made me happy! The end!

That was really sweet of you, Its not very easy to be aware of something like this, Your a good person smile

Sometimes its natural to say and do things, but its unnatural to ask someone to stop saying these things, because your more or less going against the way of "nature", Its natural to say something like "Pardon" or "Oh sorry about that", but no1 can ask you to change, and i think the only reason why this person is asking you to change is because they care about you a lot, and they might be worried that people might take advantage of you cuz of that, but again have hope in a friend <3

Hmm, I'm thinking what should I wear? confused