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"You'd have to make a very strong case that your bad/evil/not to be trusted for me not to accept you." She nodded exaguratedly. "And things take getting used to when you've been without it for so long. I grew up in a place where technology was basically non-existant and now I'm second in comand at a modernized building with robots around. I'm still hardly knowledgable about such things but I've grown used to such things, more comfertable around it you know?"

"Heh well I'm the other way about that, as Magic is what used to make my world go round in Pardwyn. And I just like to believe I can trust people and or that they can change you know?"

"Ofcourse you can." She spoke a little less cheery for the next part. "I've seen the darker side that seems to well attached it's self to you, but you know even that changes nothing. I've dealt with something simular I would imagine."

"No you never did..and yes but I got rid of it. You see I had this sort of demon who invaded my thoughts and occasionally would take over my body and I could not control him. Eventually I was able to set up some rules so he could not harm people well as easily or anything it still was not good you know? Eventually I was able with much help rid him from me but it left me with less power. However now things have worked out for the better." She smiled. "Weither or not you can get rid of that thing it doesn't change who you are, no one was afraid of me, no one hated me because of him. I don't see why anyone should or would do the same to you."

Elec moved closer and hugged her best she could. "He was never able to hurt people, much, as far as I know but he would have....I understand how you may feel about it." She hugged tight. "but like I told you no matter what had happen people still cared for me because they knew that was someone else. And you know what, no matter what the other side to you does I know it's not you and I wont...can't hold any of that against you nor would I want to. We've got plenty of people who can help restrain this darker side when it showss so it wont hurt anyone." She leaned back and looked to her smiling but her eyes were wet. "And lastly Arai, don't blame yourself, it's not you. What ever it has done is it's fault not yours. You can't hold it against yourself."

"I'm sorry that things were that bad, but I honestly don't believe you can blame yourself for something your unable to control, or control easily. My mental battles with the creature took so much energy he was in control sometimes even for days, but that didn't mean I didn't fight my hardest to stop him.."

"No I haven't and I'm still stead fast that you did not either, like I said it wasn't you. I have no idea what that would be like though. Atleast though things are better now are they not?"

"Then hold onto that." She returned the hug. "Well now you know someone who can understand what your going through. I'll also be around to talk you know." She smiled. "And again thank you for teaching me things, I can't wait to learn more."