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 Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 11:15 am
May 22nd:
And now for a little sarcasim: Ahhh how I love to wake up at 7 in the morning to a phone call from my credit card company, The way I can't understand a word he says mixed with my already non functioning brain that was startled awake. Best of all I love arguing with this person for a half an hour waking up my girlfriend which is never good at that time in the morning, then continuing to argue for another half an hour about whether or not I actually had confirmation to use her checking account and explaining to the creditor its not my sisters account, not my husbands account and not a parents account but rather my girlfriends account and still he didn't seem able to grasp that consept, being put on hold literally 5 times and by the end of the phone call becoming a real b***h, all mixed up together to serve for a lovely morning. Swear to god I'd love to have that guys home phone number, I'd love to give him a call at 3 in the morning when I'm up and about.
So now i'm pretty f-in tired, I'm getting pretty sick of looking at people at work. Every single person who comes in looks the same, all boring and plain. Its probably just that i'm in a sort of negative mood, I hope to be out of it after a couple days off. One more thing in my tiny little rant of annoying things, People who ask out my girlfriend when I'm not around to pummel them!!!! evil evil evil
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 11:29 am
May 23:
Seems like i'm more at peace today, I'm not sure where all of my pent up frusterations went to hide but i'm glad they did and I hope they don't decide to come back for a while. More at peace and actually a little tired, I know thats was a big part of my last few days of highstrung anger, I just wore myself out emotionally. After today I have about 4 days off of work maybe three if I decide to pick up an extra shift but I know that will be really good because I can only take seeing so many people spending so much money on such stupid s**t before I start getting more then a little resentful and hateful.
This buisness about the war in Iraq is starting to get old, its all they talk about on the news, that and housefires, bank robberies, tradgedy after tradgedy very lovely.
Spent about 20 minutes callin my friend Anne, and leaving random stupid messages using different accents and crap lol its gonna piss her off so bad, she hates listening to long voicemessages, I liked the old phone system better cause you actually had to listen to the entire message before deleting it. Reminds me I should change my voicemail. I'll never forget the time when I was screwin around with voicemails and I downloaded one offline and It went something like *really annoyed voice* "Helloooo, I'm obviously not at my phone right now and feel its entirely assinine for you to assume I SHOULD have been to take your call" That night my Dad called and he's a great dad, rough around the edges but cares more about me then anyone in the world and lmao he leaves this message, the pissiest message you can imagine in the most angry tone i'd ever heard going on and on about how "I shouldn't have to be called assinine" and bla bla bla, anyways I guess ya had to have heard it, he's a funny guy..... sad I miss my dad, to bad I can't see him more often without having to taste the wrath of my moms guilt. She's all, "he never pays for this this or this and I do, and he has his own new little stepchildren now and he's this this and this" *Shrug* Ah well, I know she just regrets not having been better to him so that they could still be together, ya live and ya learn
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Posted: Mon May 28, 2007 11:46 pm
May 29th:
It just occured to me that I don't need to post the date at all because gaia does that for me, however, For me to feel that extra special diary vibe I think i'll continue on as such
anyhow, Its hotter then hell in this bedroom tonight, doesn't help that i'm all slumped in this overstuffed chair, Wanna wake up Krys real bad cause i'm kinda lonely but I don't wanna be selfish...Took a B-12 complex vitamin and I think it was a mistake cause Now I can't sleep. I hate yahoo "free time trial" download games, just when you figure them out and get into them the time trial expires and you have to fork over 20 bucks to play, then when I pay it I get bored with it in a week. This week starts the nightmare of work. I get up drive Krys to work in the morning she's gone from 11:30 to 5 or 6, then I go to work from 4 to 11 leaving us hmm, 2 hours a day after sleep. Sigh* Guess we do what we have too.
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Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 11:21 am
June 1st:
Pretty sad and lonely today, I feel guilty for stressing out Krys this morning simply because I was stressed, wasn't a concious effort to do so it just sort of happened, I wake up to a damn phone call from a number I thought I recognized but couldn't place cause I was half asleep and then foolishly answer it, Of course it was the realitors of our new apartment wanting more money, I tell her 75 is all I can do today and its like she sticks her nose up at it and I wanted to b***h her out so bad about context of money. To her it seems like nothing but would make a HUGE difference to the two of us if we got to spend it on some things we need. Oh well, I've decided just to short our current landlords this month until our next paychecks which should be vastly better seein as I'm workin more.
I think I now have a chord that plugs into the bottom of my phone and into a usb port so I may be able to download pictures from my phone on the computer, lol kinda scared to try it because the chord wasn't actually made for that purpose it was actually made for a mini digital camera, but the camera sucks so I guess I'll give it a whirl see what happens.
OOOOO!!!!!! Last night, I must warn everyone and yet I don't know how.....The worst movie in the entire history of me watching movies, "Black Christmas" I can't stress it enough if you watch this movie you will want to scream at the top of your lungs and probably fight someone, its just that annoying!
I think their's somethin wrong with my dog, it sits on the bed here next to me and chews its toenails for literally an hour and half lol, I'm hungry : (
-Vanessa
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 11:41 am
June 4th:
So the mom calls me up lastnight to terrorize me about random stupid s**t, I was furious cause I thought that part of our relationship was behind us because it hasn't happened in so long, I think I was just really really tired to top that anger off. Then Krys and I talked to her mother and thing were much better cause her mother is sweet as can be and doesn't start poking around and being nosey in our life. Funny to me that she doesn't realize were together anymore then anyone else close to us in our life. *shrug* Was a good weekend all in all, we had saturday together, slept a little late, till about 1 o'clock then got up and went grocery shopping, spending a little too much money but we should be ok until thursday at least as far as thats concerned. Then what did we do...hmm well we had dinner around 5 or so I guess then I had an unhealthy urge to play monopoly so we did that for about 3 hours which is way to long to play that game, then we came and layed down in our bedroom and watched "Hannibal Rising" which is my latest favorite movie, the whole damn thing was just awesome. By the time that was over, cause its about a 3 hour movie, it was almost 4 o'clock in the morning. Then Sunday I had to get up at 8 and go to work until 5:30, came home tired as hell so I just lounged around on the bed for a few hours got dinner started and then mom called, yelled at her for a while, hung up and bitched for a while, then had dinner after paying the computer bill, then lastly talked with Krys's mom afterwards I fell asleep getting a back massage and woke up 8 hours later and took her to work. Since then i've been fiddling around on the computer wondering how I'm gonna amuse myself at work tonight. Gonna cook some big'ol steaks for din din tonight When I get home at 11 Just wish I could get the droopieness out of my eyes and get fired up about the day.
OOooo on a more fun note, I'm pretty sure, IF we can both get the weekend off work, that the 22,23, and 24th of June, Krys, my best friend from highschool Anne, her roomate Chris and his friend from a former job Angelic are going to ride the train to Chicago for the big Gay pride parade on Sunday the 24th, would be my first official "Gay gathering" Besides that I have visited with Anne since January and I absolutely love Chicago so I'm hoping this thing pans out cause it will be F*K;ING AWESOME all the way around!!
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Posted: Tue Jun 12, 2007 11:43 am
June 12th:
Haven't wrote in a while, I've been really tied down this week working 9 hour shifts every day and of course it feels like I'm getting no time at home that isn't spent sleeping. *shrug* I guess thats just life and I can either get hunkered down into it or rob a bank
I've been having alot of evil thoughts lately while I'm at work, doing what I do I have alot of extra brain time to just think and think so lately my minds been wandering off on doing some really twisted things to people I don't like, like coworkers and customers. as much as its fun to daydream about doing those things I know I really couldn't, I donno
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 12:44 pm
Sorry to heard you are being worked to death. I hope you make it to pride. You deserve alittle fun in your life. I hope things go well for you.
jaa ne
Kat
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Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 12:52 am
Kims_Prince Sorry to heard you are being worked to death. I hope you make it to pride. You deserve alittle fun in your life. I hope things go well for you. jaa ne Kat Yeah, for about an hour when I woke up this morning I thought I might not be able to go because of money problems then I was like, "Screw this, were going" I've decided most of the problems would go away if I just tossed my cell phone in a lake, then people wouldn't be able to get ahold of me to b***h about crap...
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 1:07 am
Sometimes you need to just wing life and go for it. Kim and I were going to go to Pride however our laptop came in today so we used the last of our tokens to pick it up and had a nice evening together walking around downtown, eating hot dogs and having ice cream. I don't think I care about missing Pride now. Today made up for it all. Now we just need to reinstall everything on the computer and I can finally get back to work... maybe by the time the thing is working again I will be in the art mode again... I hope.
Well, enjoy the weekend and have fun.
jaa ne
Kat
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 11:39 am
Kims_Prince Sometimes you need to just wing life and go for it. Kim and I were going to go to Pride however our laptop came in today so we used the last of our tokens to pick it up and had a nice evening together walking around downtown, eating hot dogs and having ice cream. I don't think I care about missing Pride now. Today made up for it all. Now we just need to reinstall everything on the computer and I can finally get back to work... maybe by the time the thing is working again I will be in the art mode again... I hope.
Well, enjoy the weekend and have fun.
jaa ne
Kat I pretty much live my whole life just winging it, whatever it takes to keep from going crazy I guess. Its weird how the littlest things can kind of just turn people off to doing stuff, I hope whatever mode you click into next you enjoy. Been kinda sick lately, not so sick that I'm unable to function but just annoyingly sick, coughing, sore mucles, little aches and crap sick. Thankfully Krys has kept up with me pretty good making sure I take vitamins when its time and getting stuff for me when I'm feelin to sore to get around, I said to her last night, "You think I'm just sick or am I getting old?" lol, She says It can't possibly be that i'm getting old so thats good. We really need to buy a couple year long passes to the rec here in town, I'm so out of shape. Last night at work I had to help unload 2 trucks full of boxes and crap and sort it onto the right pallets and today my arms are pretty rusty feeling, Its a good sort of pain though, one that tells me my mucles are still in their somewhere, I've always kind of enjoyed the sore mucle feelings after a workout. Doing that job though last night was just so out of the ordinary for me, working hard in the heat gave me a splitting headache, it got so bad for a while that it felt like I had popped blood vessels in my right eye and I pretty much couldn't move without crying out. No fun at all. I think if I got used to it though, i'd actually enjoy that job alot more then cashiering, just because its alot more physical and the guys I worked with were pretty cool, I don't work well with a bunch of slutty girls. Only a 4 and a half hour shift tonight some I'm deffinetly excited about that. We watched Eddie Izzard's "Dress to Kill" last night, it was pretty funny, Then we watched the special feature where he was doing the "same" show only in France, it was pretty interesting to see the way he had to switch up the set so he wouldn't piss off his audience, lol, I find that sort of amusing. So yeah, I don't know what to do with myself until 4, I know what I SHOULD be doing but I just don't feel like cleaning the house right now, : / I guess I should though damn it.....Alright here I go -V
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 1:31 pm
October 24th:
So its been a long time since i've written anything in my Journal here, its been a long time since I've felt like it actually. Doesn't seem all that long when I reread some of my first posts here, *Shrugs* time goes by so quickly. Krys just got off of work and I'm about to go spend the rest of the evening with her but first I thought I'd just type a bit.
Few things have changed for the better, I don't worry even half as much as I used to about my debt, I've got a good handle on it, I've changed positions at work and so I'm not nearly as stressed out even though I work about 50&#xha;rder then I did before. I can feel my muscles beggining to grow, I haven't felt that in a while and it is good. I got a little kitten a while back I love her soooo much even though she terrorizes me to no end. All of these things are different, I'm still very much in love with my beautiful Krystal and she still adores me biggrin
My pup at the moment needs a bath something awful which I'll probably do here pretty quick, along with given Krys a bit of hair cut cause its long overdo. The house is clean and the day is gorgeous and full of the colors of fall. I think I'll go sit on the front porch a while and enjoy the rest of this day with my love
I'll be happy to get back into this journal for a while
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 6:33 pm
Oct 25th:
Shwooo, Long long day it felt like today, Got up at 6:10 in the morning to shower before work because Krys distracted me from the task last night, Had to hurry to get that done cause between the hour of 6 and 7 both Krys and I need to wake up, clean our selves up descent enough to pass for a days work, get ready for work digging through piles of clothes to find our work uniforms, actually get ourselves out the door, (this morning while Already running late I was surprised with the treat of frost on the car windows, first of the year and unexpected) so had to scrape that, beggining to panic cause its getting on 6:45...FINALLY! get on the move stop at the gas station, drop her off at work turn around and drive myself clear across town to get myself to work with no time to spare, EVERY DAY! *Sighs* every other morning add heartburn, cramps, lack of sleep or god knows what else and it surely makes for an ugly ugly start to the day.
So on this particular day when I got to work I was met with the fantastic news that we had no freight this morning, I thought, "Well hey, maybe today won't be quite so bad after all"....no.... My position is "ICS Team Member" of course we do NOTHING as a team. My dept. manager and her own personal kiss a** subordinate genenerall work together or rather wander outside to the back of store where no one will bother them for hours and do god knows what while the rest of us get split in 3 different directions just hoping we'll be left alone long enough to get anything done. Around noon I was informed that our "Team" needs to be in at 6am tomorrow instead of 7, why? who the hell knows, just because I guess, so tomorrow should be even more interesting then usual, course the worst part is is I can't give Krys a ride to work so I have to put my faith in this towns transportation services and I'm not all that confident in them.
All in all though I really did bust my a** today, somedays ya earn your paycheck and some days probably not so much. My knee is awful sore from getting ground into a ladder, no need to make anything out of it though, Finally going to be getting health insurance, unfortunately the both of us can't be covered on my plan, cause its a pretty killer plan, lol, kinda scary though now cause I finally know what my mom is talking about when she says she's worth more dead then alive. lol
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