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Kayakurai
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PostPosted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:32 pm


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So much has happened in these last few days. You could say it's been... nice. I guess I have mostly been enjoying myself enormously, but I'll get down to details. The beginning of the day saw me getting down to a bar, all I can really remember is that it was raining outside and that the tavern was, well... slightly goad-obsessed. I know it's amazing that I of all people should set foot into such a low-class tavern, but it was raining and my magnificent wings were growing heavy with water. If I do remember the passage of events correctly I first met an Anwen named Aella, or something. I have no idea why I associated with such a soft little dark, but I did. The next thing I remember was making some wonderfully snide comment about a Hazuiel sitting behind me that I now know as Candince-- of course she wanted to fight me, but now now, I didn't want an angry Hazuiel tripping over its slow feet just to get to me.

Ah, next I remember meeting a Crow whom I now know quite well-- Valentine. He seems to be an overly-calm guy, and we paraded around for a bit before coming upon a little Sarus teenager. It was, oh-so lovely to beat him into the mud~ I was so contented I even let that Hazuiel Candince join us. I mean, a little extra company for the purpose of torture is just fine for me! Well, after getting onto the not-so-submissive Sarus the same Anwen I'd met in the tavern tried to intervene. Of course it didn't work, and I strolled off unscathed, but the foolish creature managed to scratch Valentine on the arm to give him Anwen germs! Euch!

The next thing I remember was attempting to dry my wings more with Valentine-- did I mention he has the rare gift of wings as well? How interesting that we should meet in such a small town as Venna... anyway! We soon met another Anwen. I'm afraid to say this one was an assassin. I've never been that fond of assassins I'll have you know... my parents were killed by one for some reason beyond me.(I was young at the time.) I hate that Anwen's guts now, way too smug! I think her name was Vyassa or something. Eww.

After the encounter with the assassin Valentine and I went our separate ways. I went to my house for a sufficient amount of rest and a bath. I also ate lunch, but who cares about that? Soon I headed back to Venna, which was actually getting quite boring by then.

Back in town I managed to enter a bar where Leonardo and Candince were hanging out or something. It was horrible. Candince was drunk as hell and actually tried to hug me. If that's not the most terrifying thing you've ever heard of, then there is something so obviously wrong with you.

I soon left and was on my way the the Ansantaniel forest where, by chance I met a cute little Chorda. Stupid thing. My attention was turned from it when I saw Valentine. He seemed quite tense and it looked as if he'd disapeared for a moment, but I relocated him in a tree harassing the Anwen Aella. As you can obviously imagine I climbed up myself to attempt and join in on the fun and soon noticed that there seemed to be more people right at that certain spot in the forest than I had realized. I soon had a Candince almost on my lap, making some excuse about spiders though I swear she's been stalking at least me. I know I'm sexy.

I soon spotted the most adorable little Sarus, which I climbed down to try and torture. Valentine helped of course and I think we soon had it scared you-know-what-less. We informed it that we'd eat it, but then we got bored with it. We were soon off to Kinoc, a city Valentine informed me about and that I had already heard about. Supposed to be a hoard of lights, better get going!
PostPosted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 6:12 am


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It has been I while since I've last written; in truth there really hasn't been much to write about in the first place. I've been hanging around in Kinoc mostly these last few days though. I've gotten in a few torturistic moments, but I suppose, to summarize my stay in Kinoc, I've been doing... absolutely nothing.

Well, aside from the actions of the last few days... I have recently just met a female Crow named Mirage. I was drunken then I guess... so I can't remember much but... even if I don't remember, could I be in love with someone? Really, I don't know... This is all absolutely crazy, anyway. Probably just a random Crow. Agh.

Anyway! I should probably be getting to things more useful now in Kinoc, needless to say I'll make a definite effort... Sometimes I wish to completely exterminate the lights. Well, maybe all the time but... I'm off.

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Kayakurai
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PostPosted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 5:09 am


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Oh, wow... I was strolling through the forest, minding my own business when I walked in upon Mirage. At first I was pretty worried-- she looked sick, I mean, now I still am worried, but.. I know the cause. Mirage is pregnant. Ouch. We don't know who's baby it is, and, personally, I don't care, but... but then something else happened. She was worried-- worried she'd be alone... but I told her I'd stay with her. It's funny. I usually wouldn't mean such a thing. And then... oh, God, now I sound like a mushy light... I informed her that I was in love with her. But.. here's the thing; she said she was in love with me too.

After that we had to talk about what to do; my first thought was to go to Mirage's parents, but... after hearing what they're like I don't think I like that trail so very much so we've resolved to stay at my place though I think it hardly suits Mirage. But if we want to avoid her parents for eight or so months it's the prime place to be. All of this seems so odd, it's odd because it all seems to fit.
PostPosted: Sat Apr 14, 2007 7:07 pm


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It's been... a long time, to say the least. The child has just been born and I feel obligated to write at the moment. I have lived the last few months as if in a dream... this place... well, I guess I should start off. We decided that Mirage would be better off if we informed her parents of her... condition. So, of course, we did. They were thrilled and it was slightly scary. I found it strange how easily I was welcomed-- I know of other parents that would feel so great about their daughter coming to the door four months pregnant.

But anyway, we've stayed here for months more, and now Autumn is born. That's her name... isn't it lovely? Ahh, I'm getting soft aren't I? No time to insult the darks, but... as I said before, this is like a dream. I only hope that it will keep up. There's the thing about dreams-- they end when you wake up. That's one thing I don't want. Will my dream end when I wake up as well?

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Kayakurai
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PostPosted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 4:38 am


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We've finally seen Valentine. A journal is to confide, isn't it? Well, in truth, I can see that Mirage still... loves him. I'm not as completely dense as most think. Yet, how? How in all ways around is this? Perhaps I really am dense and she's just a very possessive person, but... I mislike this.

Now, I should probably move to a different subject. Autumn is adorable as ever... of course. And Mirage's parents are as helpful as ever. Distubringly so, and... well, this is life. I find I want a disturbing amount from life these days. I want fly through the forests recklessly and scare any and all signs of the light and even some of the dark as well. I want to get into another fight with a weakling... I want... do I want what I cannot have? I truly hope this is not true. Yet... something is there that informs me of this. Once again I bring this subject down to an unlikeable close.
PostPosted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 4:43 pm


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So it's true. Mirage is actually my blood sister. Twins they said, separated at the age of two by Anwen assassins. Yet still, I swear my name is not Lefton! I grew up alone. I'm not... how can I even be realted to people like that? I mean, perhaps through Mirage if we'd... if she'd, you know... but really, I don't think it's even possible to have a drop of their blood in my veins.

It makes me angry is all. Yes... that's all. It's been about a week and I've been able to avoid my 'family' very well in my opinion. How can I feel this way about my own sister? Goddess Oaxu, this is wrong! Something that never should have happened! Why do we have such a weak goddess anyway?! She can't even stop war in her own lands! Ugh... I can't stand this. Any of it. I'm sorely afraid that I need a drink. I need to get away and forget, and then, after I forget, I'll need a woman to help keep those memories back. This makes me single, hear that? I could never... y'know. Well, off to Venna. I can always take my troubles out on the light!

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Kayakurai
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PostPosted: Tue Jul 03, 2007 11:47 am


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Well, I certainly haven't updated myself with this journal in a while. I've just been mingling about bars as of late - met a few nice Crow girls and the like. I met this really strange one who I don't think could talk, I forget her name. Just another woman. I feel as if I shouldn't get caught up with anymore like I managed with Mirage - it was stupid and not only did it not work out in the end, it completely backfired. The most horrifying case of incest this world has seen, no doubt.

Yet, dwelling on that will do me no go. I have neither seen nor heard anything of Valentine, Mirage, or Autumn as of late. I'm glad. I don't want to see them. Perhaps it sounds rather childish, but those are my feelings completely. It's just too bad, isn't it? Didn't work out.

Lately, I cannot bring myself to my true arts. Terrifying both the young and old of every race - this is what a Crow does. No matter how you'd like to define it, we're supposed to be eveil creatures of nightmares - why should we have to have nightmares of our own? Must the weaver of fear find his own work turning against him?

Yes, I've been having many, many nightmares as of late. Like there's someone or something here to haunt me. I know I even look haunted. Hunted. Why? I have never dreamt of my many crimes turning on me before. So I stopped. Stopping is quite effective - if you're not out torturing someone every day it really doesn't seem to come back at you.

I feel insane.
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