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 Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 4:03 pm
Hostile_Heart Well I have a life issue that i need to get out. My parents got divorced when I was...ummm I think 10 or 11. Anyway, I haven't ever really gotten along with my dad since then. About 2 or 3 weeks ago I had a nightmare...and well what happened was that...my dad raped me. A few days after that happened my dad was at my house to pick my brothers up so they could spend the weekend with him. I had arrived there wth my friend exactly when he did...it was very awkward, he hugged me and alls i felt was a one shiver after another run up my spine...i couldnt move. Ok, so last friday I was at my dads house ( i have no idea why i chose to go) but i had another nightmare about my dad, he tried to kiss me and i wouldnt let him, so then my dad, his other wife and my brothers all tried to kill me. crying So now i cant even look or talk to him with out feeling the least bit scared, While dreams do have some qualities to telling the future, they aren't entirely accurate. You may not be raped, but something may happen between you and your Dad that could make you afraid of him even more....... god forbid.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 4:10 pm
Kaolla__ Su Well here it goes, there this guy that i really care about, he used to be my bf. Ive known him for almost two years now. Right now we are good friends, we might get back together, but he doesn't want that kind of relationship with me. I dont even think its a good idea, anyway either, because he seems to never tell me the truth. I cant tell wether he's telling me the truth or not. Right now Im thinking that all he's said to me are all lies, that hes been telling lies to me from the very start, and that I am a fool to believe all his lies. And, my friend, im not just saying, small, tiny, white lies, sometimes big ones. Recently, he told me that he was suffering from a life threating illness. First, I believed him, I thought he would never lie to me about something like that, but it is possible. I dont know what to believe right now. I dont know if he's been lieing to me or not. Just go with your gut instinct. If you feel he is finally telling the truth, then assume he's being truthful. If not, assume he's lying again.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 4:22 pm
I know this is supposed to be a sex related guild, but I'm having two different problems. One deals with love, the other doesn't.
Problem #1: Ever since my grandmother was murdered, I've been emotionally unstable. I've gone to a psychologist, and even talked with family and friends, but it only provides temporary relief. My parents have offered to send me to a psychiatrist or a psychologist. I don't want to run up their medical bills though. So, I'm not sure as to what I should do right now.
Problem #2: My love life is really sucky right now. I've gone through so many relationships and so many different girls in a four year period, the numbers are just mind boggling. Now, currently, I have one girl interested in me, but I've dated her like 5 or 6 times before, and I don't even know if I have feelings sufficient enough to even CONSIDER a relationship. Then, there is a girl who lives like an hour away, and we both have strong feelings for eachother......... strong enough where a relationship would be more than long overdue. The problem is though that she decided that she didn't want a relationship. So pretty much, I have one girl going after me that I don't love anymore, and one girl that I love with an amazing passion that I've never fealt this strong before. So, I'm feeling as if I'll be single forever.
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 6:55 pm
Heart of Burning Flames Well, I do have one life issue...
If you want to understand It I will have to start from the beginning so here goes... Ok, So I live with my stepdad because my mom divorced my dad when i was two. When I turned thirteen I got alot of information about that subject:
1-According to Joe (stepdad) My real dad was a nice man. But he had problems in his area . I kinda just let this slip until...
2- Joe also said that One day I was found in the tub with my dad both naked and i was On Top of him. I know, I know, I didnt have anything but he was a sick man just for trying.
3-So the reason she divorced him... My mom let that one slip but she had a interesting convo with him about it. So he stopped for a while. Two months later We were discovered once again in the basement.
4-My mom was so mad at him that she called the cops for sexual harrasment. He was sent to jail and 4 months into his trial, he was found dead in his cell, due to hanging himself with the bedsheets.
5- Last but not least, His problem... He had Genital Warts. Joe and my mom think that he passed them onto me havin had genital contact. (many times they are guessing)
so this is alot of info for a lil girl of 13.
But ever since I have had stepbrothers
(Joe came with 2 and a daughter)
They have known the story.
But sadly they like to take advantage of it.
I have been raped by my older brothers since I was seven!
They were caught many times but the only one who stopped
was the oldest. Now that i have come to accept this,
My older brother doesnt have to force anymore.
So I just accept it
Now for the life issue,
Seeing as though I am now 15 and have genitalia of my own,
He has taken to bringing condems to the house.
Just 2 weeks ago
He came but he forgot to bring a condom.
When he conducted his business,
I dont think he pulled out in time completely
and for some reason I am worrying that I am pregnant.
The case is in a situation in which I probably will not get pregnant
But somehow I have a horrible feeling about it...Can someone help me calm my nerves
I feels so good to know someone knows my case.guess what peoples! I got my period today! I aint prego! biggrin
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 7:06 pm
Heart of Burning Flames Heart of Burning Flames Well, I do have one life issue...
If you want to understand It I will have to start from the beginning so here goes... Ok, So I live with my stepdad because my mom divorced my dad when i was two. When I turned thirteen I got alot of information about that subject:
1-According to Joe (stepdad) My real dad was a nice man. But he had problems in his area . I kinda just let this slip until...
2- Joe also said that One day I was found in the tub with my dad both naked and i was On Top of him. I know, I know, I didnt have anything but he was a sick man just for trying.
3-So the reason she divorced him... My mom let that one slip but she had a interesting convo with him about it. So he stopped for a while. Two months later We were discovered once again in the basement.
4-My mom was so mad at him that she called the cops for sexual harrasment. He was sent to jail and 4 months into his trial, he was found dead in his cell, due to hanging himself with the bedsheets.
5- Last but not least, His problem... He had Genital Warts. Joe and my mom think that he passed them onto me havin had genital contact. (many times they are guessing)
so this is alot of info for a lil girl of 13.
But ever since I have had stepbrothers
(Joe came with 2 and a daughter)
They have known the story.
But sadly they like to take advantage of it.
I have been raped by my older brothers since I was seven!
They were caught many times but the only one who stopped
was the oldest. Now that i have come to accept this,
My older brother doesnt have to force anymore.
So I just accept it
Now for the life issue,
Seeing as though I am now 15 and have genitalia of my own,
He has taken to bringing condems to the house.
Just 2 weeks ago
He came but he forgot to bring a condom.
When he conducted his business,
I dont think he pulled out in time completely
and for some reason I am worrying that I am pregnant.
The case is in a situation in which I probably will not get pregnant
But somehow I have a horrible feeling about it...Can someone help me calm my nerves
I feels so good to know someone knows my case.guess what peoples! I got my period today! I aint prego! biggrin well thats good news... but i dunno what to say about that whole story... thats really messed up
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 7:14 pm
Problem Solved, I told him that I thought he was lying, but he convinced me that he wasent. He swore to his grave that he wasent lying to me. Oh and I know what illness he has already, but I rather not say. Things have
been going great between me and him, we are still just "friends" but I dont
think for long, were really close now. I expect that soon well be back together as Bf and Gf. A happy ending for now.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 6:27 am
gitromboneman I know this is supposed to be a sex related guild, but I'm having two different problems. One deals with love, the other doesn't. Problem #1: Ever since my grandmother was murdered, I've been emotionally unstable. I've gone to a psychologist, and even talked with family and friends, but it only provides temporary relief. My parents have offered to send me to a psychiatrist or a psychologist. I don't want to run up their medical bills though. So, I'm not sure as to what I should do right now. Problem #2: My love life is really sucky right now. I've gone through so many relationships and so many different girls in a four year period, the numbers are just mind boggling. Now, currently, I have one girl interested in me, but I've dated her like 5 or 6 times before, and I don't even know if I have feelings sufficient enough to even CONSIDER a relationship. Then, there is a girl who lives like an hour away, and we both have strong feelings for eachother......... strong enough where a relationship would be more than long overdue. The problem is though that she decided that she didn't want a relationship. So pretty much, I have one girl going after me that I don't love anymore, and one girl that I love with an amazing passion that I've never fealt this strong before. So, I'm feeling as if I'll be single forever. ok, so Grandma getting murdered is kinda creepy (no offense) But if you want to get over her feelings a good thing to do is go to her grave all alone bring some flowers and cry. It seems cheesy but If you get all the tears out it helps tons! biggrin #2? I think that long distance relationships are very hard to keep ut if you truley love her (and i think you do) Then it is definatly worth the try. biggrin
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 11:32 am
gitromboneman I know this is supposed to be a sex related guild, but I'm having two different problems. One deals with love, the other doesn't. Problem #1: Ever since my grandmother was murdered, I've been emotionally unstable. I've gone to a psychologist, and even talked with family and friends, but it only provides temporary relief. My parents have offered to send me to a psychiatrist or a psychologist. I don't want to run up their medical bills though. So, I'm not sure as to what I should do right now. Problem #2: My love life is really sucky right now. I've gone through so many relationships and so many different girls in a four year period, the numbers are just mind boggling. Now, currently, I have one girl interested in me, but I've dated her like 5 or 6 times before, and I don't even know if I have feelings sufficient enough to even CONSIDER a relationship. Then, there is a girl who lives like an hour away, and we both have strong feelings for eachother......... strong enough where a relationship would be more than long overdue. The problem is though that she decided that she didn't want a relationship. So pretty much, I have one girl going after me that I don't love anymore, and one girl that I love with an amazing passion that I've never fealt this strong before. So, I'm feeling as if I'll be single forever. I think you owe it to the girl you're dating to be straight with her; she needs to know how you feel. break it to her gently, but carrying on when you don't have feelings for her anymore wouldn't be fair for either of you. she needs to be able to move on with her life and not live with the miss hope that there might be a happy future for you both together. As for the other girl, is there a reason she doesn't want a relationship? Maybe she doesn't want to put the friendship you have at risk; or she has had back luck with relationships in the past. What ever the reason talk to her about it. Maybe she will change her mind in time. I know it seems you will never find love, but just keep looking.
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 12:10 am
Heart of Burning Flames Heart of Burning Flames Well, I do have one life issue...
If you want to understand It I will have to start from the beginning so here goes... Ok, So I live with my stepdad because my mom divorced my dad when i was two. When I turned thirteen I got alot of information about that subject:
1-According to Joe (stepdad) My real dad was a nice man. But he had problems in his area . I kinda just let this slip until...
2- Joe also said that One day I was found in the tub with my dad both naked and i was On Top of him. I know, I know, I didnt have anything but he was a sick man just for trying.
3-So the reason she divorced him... My mom let that one slip but she had a interesting convo with him about it. So he stopped for a while. Two months later We were discovered once again in the basement.
4-My mom was so mad at him that she called the cops for sexual harrasment. He was sent to jail and 4 months into his trial, he was found dead in his cell, due to hanging himself with the bedsheets.
5- Last but not least, His problem... He had Genital Warts. Joe and my mom think that he passed them onto me havin had genital contact. (many times they are guessing)
so this is alot of info for a lil girl of 13.
But ever since I have had stepbrothers
(Joe came with 2 and a daughter)
They have known the story.
But sadly they like to take advantage of it.
I have been raped by my older brothers since I was seven!
They were caught many times but the only one who stopped
was the oldest. Now that i have come to accept this,
My older brother doesnt have to force anymore.
So I just accept it
Now for the life issue,
Seeing as though I am now 15 and have genitalia of my own,
He has taken to bringing condems to the house.
Just 2 weeks ago
He came but he forgot to bring a condom.
When he conducted his business,
I dont think he pulled out in time completely
and for some reason I am worrying that I am pregnant.
The case is in a situation in which I probably will not get pregnant
But somehow I have a horrible feeling about it...Can someone help me calm my nerves
I feels so good to know someone knows my case.guess what peoples! I got my period today! I aint prego! biggrin
(I am so sorry to hear that story, but the only advice I can give is to kick his a**)
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Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 8:13 am
Bishoujo Samurai Heart of Burning Flames Heart of Burning Flames Well, I do have one life issue...
If you want to understand It I will have to start from the beginning so here goes... Ok, So I live with my stepdad because my mom divorced my dad when i was two. When I turned thirteen I got alot of information about that subject:
1-According to Joe (stepdad) My real dad was a nice man. But he had problems in his area . I kinda just let this slip until...
2- Joe also said that One day I was found in the tub with my dad both naked and i was On Top of him. I know, I know, I didnt have anything but he was a sick man just for trying.
3-So the reason she divorced him... My mom let that one slip but she had a interesting convo with him about it. So he stopped for a while. Two months later We were discovered once again in the basement.
4-My mom was so mad at him that she called the cops for sexual harrasment. He was sent to jail and 4 months into his trial, he was found dead in his cell, due to hanging himself with the bedsheets.
5- Last but not least, His problem... He had Genital Warts. Joe and my mom think that he passed them onto me havin had genital contact. (many times they are guessing)
so this is alot of info for a lil girl of 13.
But ever since I have had stepbrothers
(Joe came with 2 and a daughter)
They have known the story.
But sadly they like to take advantage of it.
I have been raped by my older brothers since I was seven!
They were caught many times but the only one who stopped
was the oldest. Now that i have come to accept this,
My older brother doesnt have to force anymore.
So I just accept it
Now for the life issue,
Seeing as though I am now 15 and have genitalia of my own,
He has taken to bringing condems to the house.
Just 2 weeks ago
He came but he forgot to bring a condom.
When he conducted his business,
I dont think he pulled out in time completely
and for some reason I am worrying that I am pregnant.
The case is in a situation in which I probably will not get pregnant
But somehow I have a horrible feeling about it...Can someone help me calm my nerves
I feels so good to know someone knows my case.guess what peoples! I got my period today! I aint prego! biggrin
(I am so sorry to hear that story, but the only advice I can give is to kick his a**) lol...I cant do that to him, I love him as a brother but i hate what hes doing...but i cant hurt him.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 12:56 pm
Heart of Burning Flames Bishoujo Samurai Heart of Burning Flames Heart of Burning Flames Well, I do have one life issue...
If you want to understand It I will have to start from the beginning so here goes... Ok, So I live with my stepdad because my mom divorced my dad when i was two. When I turned thirteen I got alot of information about that subject:
1-According to Joe (stepdad) My real dad was a nice man. But he had problems in his area . I kinda just let this slip until...
2- Joe also said that One day I was found in the tub with my dad both naked and i was On Top of him. I know, I know, I didnt have anything but he was a sick man just for trying.
3-So the reason she divorced him... My mom let that one slip but she had a interesting convo with him about it. So he stopped for a while. Two months later We were discovered once again in the basement.
4-My mom was so mad at him that she called the cops for sexual harrasment. He was sent to jail and 4 months into his trial, he was found dead in his cell, due to hanging himself with the bedsheets.
5- Last but not least, His problem... He had Genital Warts. Joe and my mom think that he passed them onto me havin had genital contact. (many times they are guessing)
so this is alot of info for a lil girl of 13.
But ever since I have had stepbrothers
(Joe came with 2 and a daughter)
They have known the story.
But sadly they like to take advantage of it.
I have been raped by my older brothers since I was seven!
They were caught many times but the only one who stopped
was the oldest. Now that i have come to accept this,
My older brother doesnt have to force anymore.
So I just accept it
Now for the life issue,
Seeing as though I am now 15 and have genitalia of my own,
He has taken to bringing condems to the house.
Just 2 weeks ago
He came but he forgot to bring a condom.
When he conducted his business,
I dont think he pulled out in time completely
and for some reason I am worrying that I am pregnant.
The case is in a situation in which I probably will not get pregnant
But somehow I have a horrible feeling about it...Can someone help me calm my nerves
I feels so good to know someone knows my case.guess what peoples! I got my period today! I aint prego! biggrin
(I am so sorry to hear that story, but the only advice I can give is to kick his a**) lol...I cant do that to him, I love him as a brother but i hate what hes doing...but i cant hurt him. And that's a good quality to have.
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