sorry to hear about your bad christmases everyone. I do want to agree with heart on this one. As long as you have at least one person to share it with, its good. Tell the ones who mean the most to you how you feel, give thanks for a completion of another year (at least you made it through no matter how terrible because there is always a chance that the new year will turn out better...no guarantees of course, but you do what you can, thats all anyone can do right?)

The holiday season usually bums me out to, no real reason as to why, but its always sort of solemn. I guess because everything is coming to an end. I usually can't wait to jump right in to the new year and start out fresh.