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 Posted: Mon Aug 28, 2006 7:41 pm
They helped me in hard times. They helped me in my transition over to college when I didn't have many friends yet, and the friends I had weren't close friends of mine. I spent my b-day alone last year because of it and spent it listening to MCR, and without MCR that day I probably wouldn't have stopped crying all night. This year is better so far, but I have my moments now and again for things that are school work related because it's very stressful. I had to drop a class and I was worried about picking up another class, and I got really stressed out so I listened to MCR and they calmed me down.
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Posted: Mon Aug 28, 2006 9:01 pm
During the Summer of '05 i Dislocked my Knee Cap..::i suggest NEVER DOING IT:: So for 3 to 4 months i coundnt do much of anything...only look outside at my friends have fun..Then After i got my Brace off..about..a week later..My sister decides She'll Theten to Kill me and take a knif to my wrists and Tell me she'll kill me at any chance she gets..
Next morning my Friend wakes me up..we walk out into my frontroom and my sister is on the couch..looks at me and my Friends and Says "Your Lucky i didnt kill you when you were sleeping...i took a walk so i couldnt..Next time you wont be so lucky"
:: Oh and to add my Mom and Dad are really Close by and can hear what she just said both times..::
after they i Became Depressed and just wanted to end it all..
But as you know im here today thanks to Aiden and My Chemical Romance..
I owe them my Life..and SO much more <333 becuse of them i met some of the coolist people in the world..<333 You know Who The ******** you are!! <3333
yepp..and saddly this is the short verson of it too <333
HA! Lol <3
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Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 6:52 pm
Umm...
This isn't much but..
Last year near the begining of school,my Grandpa died of cancer.
It was the first funeral I had been to,that I remembered. Well then at school,after I went to NC and back,I was real sensitive,and still am,about the subject of death and cancer.
Well everyone at school kept talking about me,like me being so depressed that I slit my wrists and I cry myself to sleep everynight..
Well they were right actually..
To be honest, I used to cut myself and I did cry myself to sleep everynight..
Well..I didn't want anyone to know..and I had intrusted my,who I thought,best freind with my secrets and she spilled to the whole school..I went to guidance 17 times last year because of it.
Well..I was listening to music and my best freind walked into my room.She tossed me a CD and told me "Put that in your CD player...I'm not going to leave until you do and you stop hurting yourself.." So I had to because she is my Quarter and I luff her.
So I put the CD in it happened to be an MCR CD (ITS ALL A BLUR THO OF WHAT IT WAS AND WHICH CD IT WAS..)
After I started listening to them.I started to gain more sence of mind.And I felt a little better..I stopped cutting myself..Though I still cry everynight..
But..
I guess its a cheesy story and you might not beleive it..but I don't care...
It is true and I have the scars to prove it...
They have been there for me in my other hard times and I have thought of suicide but I have been strong..
They also made me think of the people I would leave behind.. cry
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Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 7:53 pm
My Chem helped me get throught reall tough times when I was angry. Just put on their album, and I'm okay. heart
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Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 5:56 pm
my grandpa died i cried for days and i had to see a counseler at school and i got sent home early(i wanted to leave school bad) for crying out of nowhere i begged my school counselor to call my mom to pick me up. she did and i went home into my room cried and cried and listened to 3 cheers for what seemed like forever and my friend came over and we were in my room and then i heard the line "and i miss you and i miss you " and that song helped me so much to relate but i cried if i heard it for a while
also i wouldn't sleep in my room for 2 weeks so since my dad works nights i slept with my mom in her room and talked to her every night before i wet to sleep and i told her of the mcr song and how it helped me and the night i decided to go back to my room (i was 13 [14 now]at the time yeah i know i am too old to sleep with my mom but i couldn't stand being alone)
they just really helped me and it was the hardest loss i have ever had, it didn't save my life it help me save me from insanity and being afraid to be alone anymore heart
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Posted: Fri Sep 08, 2006 10:54 pm
cupids_chokehold my grandpa died i cried for days and i had to see a counseler at school and i got sent home early(i wanted to leave school bad) for crying out of nowhere i begged my school counselor to call my mom to pick me up. she did and i went home into my room cried and cried and listened to 3 cheers for what seemed like forever and my friend came over and we were in my room and then i heard the line "and i miss you and i miss you " and that song helped me so much to relate but i cried if i heard it for a while also i wouldn't sleep in my room for 2 weeks so since my dad works nights i slept with my mom in her room and talked to her every night before i wet to sleep and i told her of the mcr song and how it helped me and the night i decided to go back to my room (i was 13 [14 now]at the time yeah i know i am too old to sleep with my mom but i couldn't stand being alone) they just really helped me and it was the hardest loss i have ever had, it didn't save my life it help me save me from insanity and being afraid to be alone anymore heart that story just made me cry. crying and i try not to cry that much. my chemical romance is awsome like that.
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I EAT BRAINZ! Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 09, 2006 1:49 pm
It's just absolutely awesome to see how many people MCR has saved/helped.
If they read these I know they'd cry out of happiness.
And The Black Parade, you don't need to prove anythign to anyone.
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 9:45 pm
Let's get a book together and send it to them, and then when they talk about fans in an interview and mention the book of survival stories they got, we can all be like "yeah, that's me." in our own private way. I'm being serious - everybody can mail their s**t to me and I'll mail it off to them.
Chorus knows my story, and anyone else in Music=Life, but here's the extreme short version.
I have/had multiple personality disorder (that's a long story by itself).
A little over a year ago, I was suicidal. It was all I could think about. And you know how it's like one thing on top of another in the norml drama of everyday life? Well, yeah. It sucks major dingbats when you're suicidal.
On July 15th, I was ready to kill myself, with a knife sitting on my arm and everything, after my two personalities decided to fight over my body.
By freak chance or the grace of God, "The Ghost Of You" came on the radio thingy on my computer.
And, voila, here I am.
And speaking of Chorus, did you ever get the last PM I sent you? It was a while ago, and I don't remember if I actually sent it. ( redface sad )
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 4:35 pm
rikaLeshay cupids_chokehold my grandpa died i cried for days and i had to see a counseler at school and i got sent home early(i wanted to leave school bad) for crying out of nowhere i begged my school counselor to call my mom to pick me up. she did and i went home into my room cried and cried and listened to 3 cheers for what seemed like forever and my friend came over and we were in my room and then i heard the line "and i miss you and i miss you " and that song helped me so much to relate but i cried if i heard it for a while also i wouldn't sleep in my room for 2 weeks so since my dad works nights i slept with my mom in her room and talked to her every night before i wet to sleep and i told her of the mcr song and how it helped me and the night i decided to go back to my room (i was 13 [14 now]at the time yeah i know i am too old to sleep with my mom but i couldn't stand being alone) they just really helped me and it was the hardest loss i have ever had, it didn't save my life it help me save me from insanity and being afraid to be alone anymore heart that story just made me cry. crying and i try not to cry that much. my chemical romance is awsome like that. aw sorry! i try not to make ppl cry(unless they piss me off that bad! lol j/k) but yeah i just thought i'd share that
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Posted: Tue Sep 12, 2006 9:43 pm
They didn't save my life, but they did help my best friend and me get through her moms struggle and death with cancer.
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 6:14 am
MCR has helped me though so much, and they are still helping me today.
"Its okay to be messed up, cause there's five guys who are just as messed up as you are." -Gerard
That line has helped me though some of my hardest times, and knowing that they're just as ******** up as I am gives me such a sense of comfort. *shakes head* I know its nothing compared to some of the other stories i've heard, but its still something. I really wish I could personally thank Gee for his inspiring words. Cause without them, I prolly wouldnt be here today.
They have given me such a strength to live. And whenever I get the urge to self injure, I put on Bullets or Three Cheers and just lie on my floor until it passes. Something about their music just makes me so calm.
I really wish I could personally thank them all, but I know I will prolly never get that chance.....so thanks Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Bob, and Ray......you have inspired me to no end and have kept me from suicide so many times.
I cant even begin to explain how grateful I am for everything they've done for me.
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 12:50 pm
I wouldn't say they saved my life but they made me realise that killing myself wouldn't solve anything ^__^ Now whenever I feel depressed I throw on an MCR album and draw. Works everytime!
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Posted: Sun Jan 21, 2007 9:26 am
MCR did more than save my life.
They gave me a future.
They gave me my passion for music back.
They gave me the belief I shouldn't change; just to be accepted. I live by the quote Gee said about being yourself.
They gave me confidence to just aim for my dreams.
They helped me get over alcoholism
And if anythign is the most important; they gave me a passion for life I haven't ever had.
I don't have much of a story; it'd be one of those angsty depresed girl who hates the world. And a lot of it; I don't really like posting to the world, but the results ae as above.
I'm not okay helps me through everything <3
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Posted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 9:39 am
It's sad because during one of the hardest times in my life I knew nothing about MCR, but now they are one of the only things keeping me going, when i get depressed i turn them on really loud and just drowned myself in the music
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Posted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 10:18 am
My new treasure has a first name
-deep breath-
I 'spose it started last year.
My Grandma died on my birthday. That really made me sad, I guess. I missed the funeral, too.
I was 'too weird' at school. Kids dared each other to come talk to me. If they lasted 5 minutes, they got ten dollars.
I actually started cutting myself with pens.
And then I realized I wasn't alone.
The MCR guys helped me see it. <3
It's R A R E
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