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Well, that's the end of the pre-written chapters...now to post the bit that I do have for the next chapter (which may I add has not been seen by anyone other than FireHedgehog).

Finally the shounen-ai you've all been waiting for!

Chapter 8- Decisions and Blackouts
Warning: Shounen-ai

I stared at the outstretched hand and hesitated. I glanced over at Megaman momentarily, but he was currently standing in shock. Soon enough, he snapped out of his trance.

"Don't do it!" He yelled. "Shademan will just use you!" I hesitated even more. Something about his tone told me to listen to him. Then I was drawn to what Shademan said softly.

"I doubt that. Anyways, why listen to him? He's the one who betrayed you." A part of me nodded vigorously. Yes, Shademan was right. Megaman betrayed me! Why should I help him!

"Plus, my Kesu...I am the one who created you! I gave you this ability. Isn't helping me out with a few things the least you could do?" Shademan said softly to me, like how a father would to his beloved son. Is that what I am to him? His son? Well, if I am, isn't family supposed to stick together?

"Please don't!" This time, I completely ignored Megaman. Megaman deserved to die for his tretchery. First he betrayed me and now he was trying to keep me from my father! Oh yes, he WILL die, just as anyone who goes against my father will die: painfully and without mercy.

I looked up at the vampire navi and slowly nodded and took his hand. Shademan's comforting smile morphed into a smirk.

"Thank you...son." I smiled He called me his son! That means I am part of a family!

"Thank you..father." Shademan nodded with a kind fatherly smile at me.

"Of course. Family always sticks together no matter what." Shademan sent a nast smirk at Megaman, who blanched. I saw Megaman's expression and realized he must have betrayed someone else, probably in his family if his expression was anything to judge by.

'Even more reason for me to kill him...perhaps I can get this person who he betrayed to help me...' I thought. I couldn’t help but chuckle. Now there was an interesting thought…

“So you betrayed someone, hm, Megaman? You’re not the perfect navi the world sees you as, it seems.” I smirked. Megaman flinched.

“I never intended to. It was a secret that I overheard and before I realized what was happening I told his parents. After all, his parents have the right to know.”

"W-where did you hear that?"

"Megaman told us."

"H-how...?"

"I heard you talking to yourself about it. I thought it would be good to tell your parents..."

"Oh, and not even ask me my opinion before just coming out and telling everyone my secret! Secrets are secrets for a reason, meaning you don't tell anyone them if you do find out!"

I shook out of my thoughts. What was that? Who were those people talking? So familiar…is this a memory? I paused for a moment. Did it really matter though? Just more proof that he betrayed me. Somehow, this train of thought doesn’t really seem like anything I’d think- It doesn’t matter though. He betrayed you… Repay him…repay the favor…delete him.

‘Delete…him…’

‘Delete…him…’

The thoughts echoed as though in an empty chamber in my mind. It was all I could hear…all I was…

I could see Megaman saying something, could hear his voice, but the words didn’t process. No, if anything his voice made me even more angry. I was barely aware of the fact that I summoned my sword and I was even less aware of my attacks at Megaman. All I could think of was the pain. The pain of not remembering. The pain of knowing that he had betrayed me, but not remembering how.

But was it truly worth it? Was getting back at all humans the right way to do th-I think you need to get some sleep.

Suddenly, all I saw was darkness.

/Third Person/

Kesu smirked as he held Megaman up against a cyberwall, Megamans hands scrabbled to pull of the darkly colored navi away from him. Would this be his deletion., no.. he couldn’t loose. He had to find Lan.

'Lan' he thought sadly, his emerald eyes closed knowing that this was the end. But the final blow never came, emerald eyes opened in bewilderment.

Kesu was looking at him with a puzzled expression on his face, for a second Megaman had a good look at the other navi’s face. He couldn't see the color of Kesu's eyes, but they seemed familiar in some weird way.. they were looking at him as if trying to figure something out.

"What is the meaning of your existence?" Kesu asked suddenly, this caused Megaman to blink.

"My existence?" he said puzzled

“What does your existence mean to the world,” Kesu whispered into his ear, causing a strange shiver in Megaman’s spine and a strange sensation in his stomach.

“I.. I… don’t know,” Megaman answered, once he knew it had been to protect Lan and to be ever at his side as a best friend.. but that was no longer true.

“Heh…” Kesu said darkly, a sardonic smirk on his lips. He leaned over and whispered into the blue navis ears.

“I’ll tell you a secret, your existence is mine now, your ever move will be watched… and in the end you are my prey and I will delete you. Today was just the prologue, soon Megaman… you’ll be deleted by my hand... and by my hand alone,” he practically purred.

The hand released Megaman who fell limply to the ground breathing heavily, Kesu stared down at him his face unreadable now to the unnerved Megaman.

“What is your existence..” Megaman whispered softly, staring at Kesu confused at the emotions going through his slightly shivering body.

“My existence… my destiny… will be a secret for now little Megaman,” Kesu smirked.

Megaman felt that was a bit unfair, especially since it was looking like Kesu would end up as one of the new baddies on the net… working with Shademan was his bet.

Shademan watched all this with amusement, his form hidden by the shadows.

“My… my.. my, it seems Kesu likes to play with his future deletions,” Shademan said to himself, well.. he himself did like to play with his food. Seems Kesu took after him in some ways, he was so proud.

“Megaman… I wonder what your sin in... who did you betray... whose heart have you crushed to a million pieces,” Kesu hissed placing his hands onto Megaman’s shoulders, Megaman winced as they dug into painfully in a way that made it impossible for him to move.

“Sin.. my sin..” Megaman whispered a catch in his throat; tears made his emerald eyes waver as they slipped down. Yes his sin, he had caused Lan’s heart to break… crushed.. it was all his fault Lan was gone. Maybe forever.

“Don’t worry Megaman, all sins hurt... in the end I’ll take that hurt away as I delete you into nothingness,” Kesu whispered into Megaman’s ears once again, Megaman shivered as Kesu ran a finger down his face.

“Remember... you’re mine.. and I don’t share,” Kesu said.

Megaman gasped as Kesu grabbed his face as he let go of his shoulders, then he was pulled into a deep kiss Kesu’s tongue invading his own mouth. He was stock still in shock, yet a part of his mind... yes.. a part of him shivered in delight at the dark navi’s doing. This shocked him, and scared him… something he wouldn’t admit ever.. to anyone.

Kesu pulled away from Megaman a delighted grin on his face; he started walking away from the shell-shocked and slight aroused Megaman.

“See you around Megaman, this will be fun… remember... there are many chapters until the epilogue... and many, many more games to play,” Kesu said, then laughing he vanished into the shadow and was soon gone along with Shademan.

Megaman sat there as his senses slowly came back under his control, then like anyone sane would do he fled. Today was definitely not the day to look for Lan. Also, he had to warn papa, and the net saviors about Shademan’s newest alley. But, he would definitely not tell everything… that was just embarrassing.

END CHAPTER

Last part written by FireHedgeHog

Don't expect an update for a while...it normally takes me a while to write these...

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holy crap that was awesome...