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I have a praise report on my friend. His appendix burst a few weeks ago and we were all worried. He is recovering now and should be out in less than a week!

lol, I got al four taken out. I've been popping Oxycodone so I havn't really felt that much pain. After teh surgery when the Novocain started to wear off..... now that is a whole different story! gonk

Also, my friend is waiting for his bloodwork to come back. If it shows up good, then he will be able to come back tomorrow! Yay!

Ahh...Wisdom teeth, yeah, they put a needle in my arm, and then woke me up (it was like no time had gone by) but with 4 less teeth! I took Hydrocodone (spell?) and was pretty disoriented part of the time.

Well, I am not really going to get into detail, but could I ask for you to keep my sister and her family in your prayers please? Thank you.

God has blessed me with so much, and I just want to let everyone know I am thankful, as I do all the time to God himself. He is great!!

Not a lot of people in this guild knows me, actually none do, I've had a people talk to me about some of the things I’ve gone through but here is what’s been going on my life pretty much from July to now. Well about late June, me and my ex girl friend weren’t doing so well, I couldn’t handle the stressing relationship that made me come to believe I was a piece of s**t that could never make her happy. So instead I turned away thinking Hentai would make me happy, I have no clue why but I became so addicted to it. Finally I talked to my girl friend telling her I couldn’t handle the relationship with her and that we were over.

So I and my friend Kim were talking to a friend of hers named Ami. Now after about a week of talking to her me and Ami became good friends and well connected and found out we were very much alike. It was probably July the 1st she told me that she had a crush on me; well I thought she was a good friend and said I didn’t know. Well around July 3rd, her younger sister Mai died from a new strand of Heart cancer at age 14, she was devastated and it through her into a suicidal rage which luckily her older found her after she passed out. I believe it’s a miracle she’s alive from over 52+ self inflicted cuts on her body from her arms, wrists, breasts, legs and p***y.

She was able to keep in contact with me via phone and her brother’s laptop for most of July while she healed. During that time we decided we’d go out because I soon found out I cared deeply for Ami. We talked for awhile and always kept each other happy, until news of two weeks later her mother committed suicide from the recent events.

She got depressed and other things happened, she was finally released from the hospital and I was to go visit her (2 hour drive) but she said in a few days she’d be going back to Osaka, Japan, because her family’s business Hikari Corp. wasn’t doing so well so they wanted her to come back and help out. Now I’m sure some of you have never been Japan, I have had the displeasure of having to go their. To be truthful her job is a showgirl for the company, dress as sexy as you can but business casual, say some facts but mainly be sexy then the board will actually talk with the other companies. After hearing this she told me of how Japanese culture was a lot different from American and how some of the simplest things were completely off in the other.

But most of this is useless information unless you truly care, but to get to present date she told me she’d be gone no more than 6 months. I was heart broken afraid to let her go afraid she may not come back or hear news she committed suicide. Well this Monday we talked about sex and other things, as she told me that she lied about being a virgin and that May her ex boy friend had raped her, sadly yes he did. We talked and I learned some things I never knew about her. For one I never knew she was bi, which shocked me, I knew she wasn’t a Christian but now I knew it would be harder to witness to her. Well Tuesday we talked again about the same subject and she sighed and told me she was pregnant maybe 2 months in. I couldn’t believe it she’d only 17 and I don’t turn 17 until December 17th. Well luckily she is against abortion and wants to keep her, I say her because yes we know it’s a girl. She decided it name her Mai, in memory of her younger sister who died so young, so young to die and go to hell, I didn’t tell her this, knowing she’d get upset and most likely get depressed again. I feel more than ever how odd and cruel it may seem but this unwanted pregnancy may be a way to lead her to Christ.

For those of you who actually read all this and wish to help, Please pray for me and her, I’m so afraid I can’t stand to take her being unsaved another day. But please my brothers and sisters in Christ please pray for us, and that God gives me the strength to witness to my love, Ami. Every prayer how long or short makes every difference. Thank everyone of you who prays for us


After talking to Ami today, I came acrosos some dreadful news. It seeems that this morning she went to visit the doctor and was told the baby had died. Sadly she got it drained and flushed out. This truly is saddening for us as we both are hurt deeply. But at least another soul is on the way to God in heaven. Thank you for whoever has prayed for us if any and we still need your support, Thank you

Wow, I cannot imagine what I would do if all of that happened to me.... I was suicidal a long time ago and would probally go back to how I was. You seem to be handling it pretty well and I would like you to know that I'm praying for you and your girlfriend....

That reminds me of my ex-Sunday School teacher's brother-in-law. He had a something to do with his brain (I'M brain dead now....) and he was rushed to the hospital. Only like 6% of the people that have this kinda thing live (I think that's about right), and even less show a chance of recovering at all. It has been several months and he has been defying the doctors everyday. They said that he would be blind and mostly deaf, he can see and hear. They said that he will never walk, well.... he kinda can-ish. They said that he would never have a chance of talking, he can. It is truly a miracle what happened with him. We had my whole church and many others praying for him, we even had a church on the opposite coast praying for him >.< This just goes to show the power of prayer....