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hhmm...well i think i've always liked boys more than girls, but i never thought much about it until when i was 12 and got my first real crush (which i didn't quite realized was actually a crush) my friend jesika pointed it out to me what my "obsession" with this guy was. at first i rejected it, but the more i thought about it the more i came to realize that i was really and truly gay...or at least bi. it wasn't until 2 years later that i realized i didn't like girls in that way at all. i don't remember how i became an uke, but i do remember that my first experience with a guy was as seme and i wasn't very fond of it.

Well, I have an intresting story as to how I found out I was gay. Listen up kiddies...


I was at home with my brother, I was about thirteen at the time(i'm now sixteen) he being about five years older than me, and our parents and sister were out. So he turned on the tv and poped in a video, and said, 'he, get over here, this movie is great' oh what a small, naive child I was, thinking it was going to be a really great movie, when suddenly, porn appeared on the screen. I was transfixed, as was my brother, but he was concentrating on the female half of the video, where I was staring at the guy. When it was over, and we had both finished our *ahem* buisness, he turned to me and asked,'Well, what did you think? Was she hot or what?' and I responded, 'Yeah, he was very sexy' my brother stared at me, and I had no idea why, untill he repeated what I said. I was like oh my god!! I really had no idea I was gay! I started to deny it, but my brother dragged me to the computer and started showing me different porn sites (how embarresing, and just to let you know, that was my first and last time watching porn... real life porn, anyway XD...) we went to lesbian sites first, and it did nothing for me, so we went to a gay site, and low and behold, I had to do my buisness again.

I'm happy to say that my familly, my brother espacilly, was very supportive throughout the whole thing, telling me that he would love me no less, and that it's not something i can change, so I should do what comes natural and just be happy. It took a few months to ge used of the fact, but i came to accept it and I must say, I'm proud to be gay!

I first realized I was a lesbian in like. . 5th grade when I went over this girl's house and we wound up having sex. [Sex for that age, not Sex as it is when you get older.] Everytime after that, it just wasn't the same if it was with a guy. Not to mention that the connection in a relationship is completely different.

I'm not Uke or Seme, I take the middle line proudly ^_^. Besides, it's good to mix it up a little ^_^

True, I haven't had as many girlfriends as I have guy friends, but none of my girlfriends have hurt me, and we connect amazingly. ^_*

My family doesn't completely know the truth, but someday, they will. I'm sure.

Well, what led me to the fact that I'm bi is I feel so badly in love with a girl. Yeah, no way denying it when you dream about her every night o_o'..
How did I discover I played both roles? Well, I always supposed I was an uke, but now that I actually go out alot more often, I'm the one who normally takes a bit of controll over a person/people and just have my way with them. Sometimes, being bossed around is a little fun though >3.

hmm i found out i was Bisexual when i was in Grade 9 i was wondering around teh school....(like a lost lamb) when i stumbled appon a music room i went in a saw some ppl i new and there found my Senpai ^^ she is the best she was sitting @ the piano.....she wasn't playing though sweatdrop but i got 2 know her more any like her more and every time i was around her i felt happy and warm -^_^- so in gr 10 when i was leaving my Senpai to be transfered to a new skewl i told her i loved her whee ....i blushed soo much but i still love my senpai even though i can't see her i can talk 2 her in teh internet from time 2 time heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart whee ... whee 4laugh whee

well whats up there just proved i am lezbian but 2 prove i am bi i also still like guys ^^ thats y i like yaoi whee its just soo romantic

soo theres my story of how i became bi(oh yah and my senpai also likes yaoi ^^)

Well, I'm in my freshman year and it was in 8th grade when I discovered I was gay. Before that, I had thought being gay was bad thing, but when my friends began to show me yaoi, I began to realize I liked guys. I also realized that I never thought of myself being with a girl or thinking about a girl in a lustful way. Maybe I thought before, "Oh she looks pretty or cute," but nothing lustful. As for the uke part, I'm not sure since I've never dated another guy, but I think I'm uke since I picture myself at the bottom. But yet I can be coldhearted and harsh at times like a seme. AHHH! scream So confused. xp

I realized i was gay because in Freshman year in high school, in gym class, my friend Clayton was in it and when we would change into our gym clothes, he would wear these tight boxer-briefs, and i looked at him and was like *lightbulb clicks over head* then i got turned on, and as to me realizing im an uke, im not too sure, i just know id love to be an uke in a relationship with a guy.