
"Wake up, sweetie, we have something we have to talk to you about," Were the words that woke Jay from her otherwise peaceful sleep. Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, Jay sat up and tried to get her eyes to adjust to the light that had suddenly become a very obtrusive element in an already awkward moment. This mostly had to do with the fact that Jay was completely naked and her parents were in the room. She lazily pulled her blanket up to cover herself, and leaned over the endge of the bed to pick of a stray t-shirt, which she slid over her head. She was too tired to remember that she was angry with her parents.
"Well..." Jay's mother started off, "We have been talking about that man who came to see you today... The one who claimed to be your real dad."
Jay's thoughts were suddenly plunged somewhere between and "uh oh" and and "ugh.." Her mother was uneasy, and that was not a good sign. They had either come to tell her that he was right, or that of course he was wrong, he was just a creepy man, and she was going to spend the rest of the summer locked in the boat because Delmor was becoming too dangerous. She decided to try and play it cool.
"Yeah?" Jay's voice cracked, "what about him?"
"Well, we've decided that you are becoming a big girl and should-"
"What your mother is trying to say," Jay's father interjected, "Is that we think you are old enough now to know the truth."
A book dropped inside Jay. A chapter of her life had been slammed shut, and everything was about to change. She was furious.
"you're father is right... We thought you should know...Well, you know, this doesn't come either to your father and I, but-"
"But what?" Jay butted in. She crossed her arms and glared out at her parents.
"Now Jay, this isn't easy for your mother and I... What we are trying to say is...is that you are, in fact, adopted... and that that man was very likely correct in claiming you as his daughter, though we have no idea how he found you."
"It's important to remember, sweeite, that this doesn't mean we love you any less that we would if you were actually our child.."
"You have been lying to me? My entire life? Why couldn't you have been honest with me like every other parent who adopted their children? How could you lie to someone you supposedly 'loved'? Didn't I have a right to the truth before?"
"We felt it was best to keep the truth from you until you were old enough... We didn't want you to feel like a freak..."
"I only would have felt like a freak if you treated me like one! And now I'm a freak anyway!"
"Calm down Jay, stop shouting! The neighbors will hear you fighting..."
"Oh, like they don't hear you fighting all the time, and whisper when you aren't around?"
"Now that's not fa-"
"No, I don't want to hear it, Get out of my room!" The tears burned down Jay's face as she stood up from her bed, pushing her parents away and closing the door in their faces; slamming it like the cover of that great book inside her. She exhaled and leaned against her door, sobbing quietly to herself as she heard her parents walk down the steps from the second floor where Jay's bedroom was.
She needed to gather her thoughts.
No...She needed to get out of that boat.
Jay grabbed a duffel bag and tossed it on her bed, quickly packing her most important belongings and some clothing tightly inside. She didn't care where she was going. She just wanted to go. She dressed in a few layers, so that she could carry more in her duffel. Finally, she went to her bedside drawer, and grabbed her new lighter. Jay flicked it once, letting it burn for a moment. Finally, she closed it and silently put it in her pocket.
Knowing that her parents would have gone right to bed, or at least would be closed in their bedroom talking quietly about what had just happened, maybe crying too. As she left the boat she picked up her backpack of school supplies and her boat keys, saying nothing and leaving no clue as to where she would go for her parents. They'd find out in the morning. She'd have to give them a call so they didn't send the cops after her. But she needed a place to stay before she could tell them anything.
On the way towards downtown, Jay thought about where she might be going. The only person she really knew at all on the island was a girl named Cait Kassidy, some girl in her BTY classes. Cait was the closest thing Jay had to a real friend, and the only person that Jay knew the house of. That was where she would head off, hoping with all her heart that Cait would be understanding of the situation, and that Cait was in fact her friend.