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 Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2012 8:31 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria walked over to a vending machine and got a Fruit Punch. Oh, her favorite. The little girl came over though, grabbing her arm and saying hide N seek. Victoria took another sip and looked down at the child blankly. "Um... No. You should play with Cody. I'm no good at that game.... Besides, where would we hide in this place?" Victoria replied gently to her and carefully removed the child's hands from her arm. She wasn't about to play a child's game. Instead she started walking over to a window, to see what the weather was like outside. Maybe, she would go outside and avoid everyone. Though, she expected that the kid would be pestering her further on playing with her. Victoria has been around little ones before they have the reputation of doing that.
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2012 9:32 pm
 Cody went looking around for his cusin and shrugged when he couldn't find her. She had to be somewhere in the building. He knew she wouldn't go outside without letting someone know. Cody went to talk to some friends of the family when Miles came running in panting. He ran over to Cody in a black hoodie over his tux. Cody laughed at him. When he pulled the hood off he cocked his head at his friend. Hiw eyes looked so ******** wierd. Thats when it clicked....EYELINER! Bro, What the hell? when did you start wearing make up again I thought you were over the phase. he said kind of wierded out. When his friend shrugged Cody pulled him around a corner behind a row of vending machines. The Goth look,Bro? It doesn't suit you but I dont think it suits anyone. You look scaring and unfriendly and like you'd rather die which is kind of depressing to look at. I don't know what is going on inside your head but you've never been a depressing guy so why the change? 
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2012 11:15 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria shook her head, looking outside. It
seemed boring and too hot! She was home sick. Not from the apartment but,
from Montana. Sure, the city was kinda neat but, she wasn't the apartment
type or the type for cities. A friend texted Victoria and they started talking, her
friend started saying how much she missed her and wished she still lived
there. Victoria harshly bit her lip because she was desperately trying to hold
back tears but, couldn't and went passed some people then walked out the
back door in a hurry. Once outside she just kept walking until she came by a
tree and leaned against it to let the tears flow. Great just what she needed, a
little break down. Of all places, it had to be here and now. A little make up
streamed down in a few tears and she sat down against the tree, with her legs
pulled against her chest and her arms wrapped around them. "I ******** hate
this...." She muttered in a whisper to herself. She could very well be one of
those kids that hated her life. At least right now. Having pretty much the only
one that you could call family die was bad but, almost dying yourself was also
bad then being taken from the only place you felt comfortable just made things worse..
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 8:37 pm
Cody gave the address to his friend and told him to go meet people and say hi to his mom. Cody walked outside feeling kind of suffocated by everything going on around him. He was always trying to be 'Cool' and funny but the mask is starting to fade and he doesn't seem as perfect any longer. He un-tucked his shirt and took off his jacket slinging it over his arm and he walked around he found a bench not too far from the tree victoria was sitting on but hadn't even notcied she was out here until she spoke. Cody got up and walked over to the tree. What do you hate? he asked sitting beside her. If it was me I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings or anything. Hey, Are you crying? he asked wiping a tear with his finger. He felt bad for what he did on their first encounter. He just never thought about it before hand. He just did it. Cody frowned and wiped away another tear. I am so sorry. What ever it is. I'll leave. he said standing
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 9:53 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria glared at Cody for a moment before looking away and sighing. "Well..." She began and wiped away tears onto her sleeve. She didn't really know what to say and just shook her head. No, it wasn't him.. Well, at least not completely. He didn't make her cry but, he did piss her off. More tears flooded from her eyes and she shook her head again. "You don't help things but, you didn't hurt my feelings. It's just... I hate this city and... I..." She started saying then sighed again before hiding her face. "You wouldn't understand.You should just go back inside and forget you saw me here... I... I'm fine." Victoria told Cody. Instead of her voice sounding harsh she sounded pained and gentle more than anything. She didn't think he could understand her no one seemed to or even give two shits about anything she would say. Why would he? Besides, him provoking a harsh attitude she acted like that anyways. It was her way of hiding how she felt.
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
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Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 11:15 am
Cody put his hand on her arm to let her know he would listen if she wanted to explain. I may not know what it's like for you but you would never understand me either. Miles used to dress like you to hide. He didn't want anyone knowing how he felt or what he was going through. I had found him cutting himself in the bathroom and we talked and I helped him find a different way to go through life. I don't know about you but Miles is my closest friend practically lives with me. His dad ******** sucks the guy just sits around drinking and throwing darts usually nailing Miles with one. he said kindly. Cody sighed and looked away turning his back to her. My mom said the reason her boyfriend now had a child all of a sudden was because your mother died. I don't know what that's like.. having to live with a father who never cared when you just need a loving parent. My dad died when I started middle school. He hung himself. If I lost my mother too I don't know what I would do. She's all I have. My aunts and uncles don't like me. My dad had always wanted his son to be the football star. "The Jock" I never wanted to play sports but I never would have met Miles if I hadn't. he trailed off in thought. he felt like he was telling his whole life story but he wanted her to know he wasn't the bad guy she made him out to be. Cody got up. I have to go back. I think we're gonna eat soon now that everyone has met. he said quietly. He felt so raw and exposed. Cody hung his jacket on a long hanging branch while he tucked his shirt back in. He took his coat and shrugged it on before heading back inside leaving Victoria to contemplate what he said. they would have plenty of time to talk in their new home while their parents are on their honeymoon in Hawii.
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Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 4:03 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria sighed listening to Cody talk. She didn't think he was that bad now but, she didn't feel like opening up to him. Victoria like her mother was one tough shell to crack. She scuffed when he said all she needed is a loving parent, and before that had touched her arm with her hand unconsciously, at the mentioning that he found Miles cutting once. She herself, had scars of her own.. Some looking fresher than others. "I don't need a loving parent or anyone." She muttered. She really didn't think she needed a loving parent or anyone, actually. That would explain why she was out here crying though right, or seemed more miserable? She hid, and bottled her emotions and herself. It wasn't the greatest thing in the world to do. Victoria thought for a moment and as Cody got inside, she used her phone as a mirror to fix up her make-up before hesitantly walking inside to join everyone. She looked okay now but, didn't talk or look at anyone. Victoria didn't really know why she came in. Being outside and alone was better than being in a room full of people she didn't even know. Well, not truly know enough to be comfortable around. It was sad to say but, she would probably feel more comfortable sticking around Cody than her so called father. She shifted her wait to her other foot awkwardly, not really knowing what to do now.
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
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Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 9:29 pm
Cody waved Victoris to come sit by him. Miles sat on the other side of him dressed in his old scary looking clothes and the two were laughing at something Cody's Grandfather had said about kids these days. He punched Miles in the arm and grabbed his wrist under the table pushing up his sleeve. He rolled his arm over and glanced down at a fresh cut on his wrist. Cody looked up at Miles and glared. I thought you were done with this... he shout/whispered.
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Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 11:26 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria noticed Cody waving for her to sit
by him and almost didn't until her father waved for her to sit by him. She
glared at the man and walked over to Cody taking the seat next to him. Her
father shrugged. He didn't seem to care. Neither did Victoria, she secretly
wished he would have tried harder to get her to sit by him instead. That would
have shown he kinda cared maybe. Victoria tucked her hands into her jacket
pockets once she was seated with everyone. For a moment she glanced at
everyone smiling and seeming to be having a good time. She sighed then
looked back down into her lap. She wasn't really aware of what Cody was
talking about with Miles, she saw him grab his wrist. Why? She didn't really
know. If it was because what she thought it was. She would for sure be
keeping her arms well covered.. A cut or two would be found on each arm if
they weren't covered. What ever, she didn't care.
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 12:21 pm
Cody heard Miles whisper something about nobody caring. he threw his friends arm back into his lap before pushing his plate away from him. Miles should know by now that if nobody else cared he always did. Whatever,Bro. Then aparently I don't care. We'll talk later. he said harshly. Cody's eyes sparkled with the anger that they held while he laughed and joked with everyone else. The best man stood and made a toast after the food was brought to them. He of course tried to make a joke about the daughter no one had known about. Cody put a hand on her arm and squeezed lightly. Cody glared at the man and shook his head. He wanted to throw a knife at his head for that comment/joke.
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 12:49 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria's arm flinched when Cody touched it and she bit her lip. Yep, that was a cut he squeezed... Victoria glared at the best man making a joke about her. What was his problem? You don't joke about that. "Cuz my life's a damn joke." She said for others to hear and didn't care. She then got up from her chair and walked back outside. Victoria didn't want to be in an area where jokes were going to be made about her. That bench over by the tree seemed like a good spot to sit for awhile. So, she made her way to it, to sit and kicked a rock. "What the ******** does he know?" She asked angrily to herself. She had half the mind to go back in there and brake a plate over his head.
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 8:35 pm
Cody stood up after victoria left. a*****e! he commented. He cringed a little when his mother gasped but shrugged it off. Don't ******** make jokes about people that you don't know. Go fall off a cliff, Man! he said angrily before pushing the chair over and following Victoria outside. Hey! he called. I'm really sorry about that a*****e. he added standing awkwardly by the bench.
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 10:24 pm
Victoria shook her head and glanced over at Cody, that was now here and had followed her. Her responce was a scuff and looking away into her lap. "What ever. It's nice someone can make a joke and laugh at my so called life. I should have stayed in Montana." She replied. Victoria stood up and started walking aimlessly in front of her. "Just go away." Victoria told Cody. Again, she was on the verge of tears and that could have been obvious if she was face him. She wanted to get somewhere to be alone and in fact rotting in a hole sounded acceptable to her. She felt like she was already only, she wasn't in a hole and was being forced to be around people she ddn't know. To her, life couldn't get any worce. ((Sorry, I'm useing my phone.))
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 10:39 pm
Cody nodded. Her life seemed pretty shitty and boy was he gonna ******** with the bestman tomorrow at the wedding. Alright, I'll leave. I don't think anyones life is a joking matter and i made that pretty clear after you left. No one's life should be made fun of in that manner and I apologise for his bad manners even though it should be your dad apologising for his friend. Tonight we move after the dinner so after the wedding while they're in hawii we get to unpack and s**t. I really hope it gets better for you. I would hate to be alive if I felt as alone as I'm sure you do. Please don't do anything rash. I may not know you but I do care and we are siblings now. he trailed off into thought Cody sighed and turned to head back. He turned back to victoria and tilted her chin up just before he kissed her forehead. Cody feeling like he did and said all he could walked back to the table where the bestman was being yelled at. The congregation quieted when he entered. Cody glared at all of them sensing that something had been said about him. He picked up a glass and raised it. Mom, I'm sorry the bestman ******** up but I really hope that you will be happy in your new life with this man. as long as the friends don't come around the house. We'll all be happy. To the bride and groom! he said while others repeated and clincked glasses.
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 11:26 pm
☣ Victoria Mott ☣ Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Victoria rolled her eyes when he mentioned being siblings and that he cared. She didn't believe for one second he cared. No one even her father cared. Why would Cody? Victoria glared at Cody when he kissed her forehead before leaving. After he was gone and inside, she kept walking until she was out of sight and climed up into a tree. Part of her wish it broke then she would fall and die. Victoria watched everything off in the distance and listened to the city noises. "Stupid...." She mutter silently. After a moment, she looked at her arm and added another'mark' to the colection before rolling her sleeve back down. Victoria let tears stream down her face and stuffed her pocket knife back into her pocket then leaned her back against the tree. She wasn't going to leave the tree until it was time to leave or if she was dragged out. Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home [/size
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