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PostPosted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 6:41 pm


Wish_on_a_Cloud
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Any sex in general. Oral and a**l count to me.
Stuff like masturbation and using tampons does not count to me, though.


i would be seriously peeved if i lost my virginity to a tampon! razz

When I got my period for the first time I was given the choice to use a tampon or a pad, my mother warned me I would loose my virginity. >.> She didn't not know, however, at that age I thought when you lost your virginity you were automatically pregnant. xD I didn't want that at nine years old so I used pads, I still use them but now I can't help but laugh at why I did in the first place.
PostPosted: Wed Mar 17, 2010 8:03 pm


I actually wanted to join this guild simply for posting in here, and I'd kind of like to use this post as a personal journal space type deal. So, read if you like, but you don't have to.

I am a virgin, in my personal opinion. I am a virgin by my personal heterosexual beliefs. However I cannot call myself pure anymore, and this fact makes me want to cry at times.

I'm not a kiss virgin, though this that are I find this really cute. I had my first kiss at 14 by my "boyfriend" I use quotations because our relationship was only hugging after class. But I did get my first kiss from him after moving away.

I am not pure though.. at 15 or 16 I masturbated for the first time, it felt weird and I didn't enjoy it. That same year I was molested by mom's husband. A year later my actual boyfriend Ryan tried to force himself on me, he broke up with me the day before my birthday..

On multiple occasions I would get phone calls from guys telling me to touch myself over the phone. Saying no or turning them down always mad me feel like I was being mean despite how uncomfortable it made me feel. So I often times complied.

Two years ago my best friend at the time took advantage of me, and orally penetrated me despite my protests. Does that count as rape..? November of last ear I was molested in the same manner that my mother's husband had done to me by a family friend.

Three months ago the phone calls started again, when I told the caller he was making m e uncomfortable and didn't want to talk to him anymore, he told me he was going to kill himself. This is exactly what the other callers did and would use this to manipulate me until the became bored of me.

I am a virgin, but the things that have happened to me make me feel dirty.. vile disgusting.. damaged goods.. filthy and un-pure..

That's why I have become a Lolita, why I hide behind cute adorable things.. to make up for the truly disgusting person I actually am..

His Knight Sebastian

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