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Name: Ayako
Age:15
Grade:9
Orientation:Single
Weight:115
Height:5'6"
Looks: light dirty blond hair . light light brown eyes.dresses kinda punk, always wears some type of skirt and blouse, Usuall happy looking eyes.
Personality, Random, Fun, Outgoing, very happy but not preppy happy, Always know how to cheer people up.
Bio:Lives with her sister who's in elementary school. Her own house left by her parents who left them when they were younger.




Ayako walked into third period late again from getting her sister to school. She took her seat next the window and stared happily out of it. Then she jumped when she actually heard Hanako say something everyone stared at her.

Damon felt bad for what he had done. *maybe I should back off* he thought. He went home early, using illness as an excuse. The next day Damon stuffed 5 bouquets of roses 3 boxes of chocolates, and 30 sorry bears *keychain size, all diff. colors* in her locker. In first period he walked over and gave her a letter

it said
:

Dear Hanako,
I'm sorry. I'll back off. I'll stop pestering. I just... I have an uncontrollable URGE sometimes. I cant help it. Im sorry. I love shopping. Ill go by myself then, but if you don't mind, I would still like to be your friend. I dont feel pity for you. You just... you draw me in. Seriously. I dont want to hurt you Hanako, I would never do that to you.

After stopping at his locker Damon went to class. He sat next to Hanako. "Hey. Thanks so much Hanako. Im sorry. I just need help, that's all." He smiled. Then he turned around to a group of girls whispering about Hanako "Hey girls, girls, please! Stop it! Hanako is a wonderful girl!! And if you don't stop being so rude I will be rude to you. Respect her. She is my friend now. And if you actually took the time to know her you'd understand how great she truly is!" with that his look turned menacing. "And believe me, I can and I will protect my girlies just as much as my gay pride!" It faded just as soon as it came on and he turned back around to Hanako with a sweet smile on his face, leaving the group of girls twitching in fear.
"Sorry about that Hanako. They're only sticking out for me. And theyre picking on you because you're different. But dont let that get you down. Have pride. Look where it got me! Speaking of gay pride.." Damon leaned in to Hanako's ear to whisper to her "check out matthew's jeans today!! they give his a ss a really nice accent, and his shirt! wwoooo can you say HOOOOTTTT."

Hanako felt horrible. Everyone probably hated her now. She didn't know what caused her to explode like that. It wasn't like her. When Hanako got home, she felt lonelier than ever. It was a horrible feeling that she got every time she walked through her door. She went into her room, skipping dinner that night, and looked at the picture of her and her friend that passed away in the car accident. After a while, she fell asleep. That night, Hanako had the usual dream. It was the dream where she was seven years old and her parents just divorced. Both of them were walking out of the door for the first time. They were going to do some traveling leaving her behind for the first time. As they left she tried not to let it show, but broke down when she knew they couldn't see her. That's what she still does these days. Hanako woke up crying.
Later....
Hanako was wearing her arm warmers that day to hide the cuts on her wrist. Everyone hated her now, so they wouldn't notice a slight fashion change. She sat down and the teacher marked her absent again. She looked out the window, distracted again.

"Um..... ya. I just want to wear them right now...." she said quietly. "My hands.... are.... cold," she added. She hoped that it didn't sound like she was making excuses. "I-I-I'm not feeling... well.. I'll go to the nurse," she said. Hanako tried to get up, but Damon was blocking her way.

Hanako blew a sigh of relief. She got away with it, for now. By the end of first period it was raining again, and Hanako was more relaxed. The girls glared at her, but she did her best to ignore it. In the hallway Hanako saw Ayako, and went up to her. Ayako looked surprised. Hanako stared at her feet before speaking. "I-I-I'm........ sorry...." she said shyly, and walked off to second period. Hanako spent second period drawing random pictures, and ignoring Damon's gaze on her. She couldn't talk to him, at least not now. She didn't want him to find out. If she made it past this day without getting seen, she would just put some cover up on the cuts. That's what she always did before. No one in school knew that she did that stuff, and she intended to keep it that way. Hanako spent the rest of the day avoiding Damon as much as possible. She wasn't hungry, so instead of going to the cafeteria, she went to her spot and sat under the courtyard again to watch the rain fall. By now, everyone forgot about her little outburst in class yesterday. She brought her knees up to her chest, and wrapped her arms around her legs and stared at the rain. Hanako was as invisible as she was before, and she felt a little more content, but a little lonely also. The rain was pouring so much, and she felt dazed. She wanted to get up and just sit in the rain, but if she came to class wet, it would draw more attention to herself. A drop of water hit her head, and she looked up. Water came through the cracks of the roof and poured on her face only. She went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Which she really hated to do because of what she saw. Hanako couldn't stand to look at herself, but she had to at times. When she saw her reflection she laughed. Her eyeliner had smeared around her eyes and were streaming down her cheeks from the water. It looked like she had been crying black tears. She wiped away some of the large smears, but left the rest the same. Her current look should keep people from talking to her for the rest of the day. She looked at the clock and there were still twenty minutes left of lunch, so she went back to her spot and sat there in silence.

Damon grabbed his lunch and saw the oh-so-cute boy sitting next to Hanako. He could swear he felt his heart jump a beat. He rushed over to sit next to Hanako and the boy. "Hey!!! Aww honey you're eyeliner smeared...." he looked up. "Oh, haha there's a hole in the roof! u werent crying, that was the rain." He then looked at the boys face for the first time, and his heart pretty much stopped. He turned on his man charm. " May Hanako introduce me to this man?" He smiled at Hanako, hoping she would catch the hint of flirt in his voice. *I wonder if he's gay* he thought

After introducing themselves to each other, Damon decided to help Jacob his first day of school. They had the same schedules, which made Damon happy. Damon was in Hanako's class this period, so he decided to hurry before everyone crowded in, so he could talk to her. "Jacob," he said, on the way to class. "just so you know, Hanako will push herself away from you. She has some sort of deep dark secret that she's not ready to reveal. So don't push it, or she will end up hating you. I am her friend and I have been in a fight already with her, when we became friends only 2 weeks ago. She probably thinks im only friends with her out of pity but that is not it. She fascinates me. How could someone as beautiful as her not have all the attention in the world?! I mean seriously, she deserves to be on top. She definitely has a gold heart underneath those charcoal clothes. And she thinks nobody likes her, but that's not true, all the guys talk about her!" Damon paused. "But I dont think of her that way. To me she's a friend only. Im gay." He paused and waited for the reaction that so many guys have done before when he told them. It didnt seem to bother Jacob. He smiled. "Thanks," he told Damon. "I may be pretty known, but alot of people are weirded out by my se xuality." They entered the classroom and sat down next to Hanako. "Hey, girlie." Damon took a minute to study Hanako's face. She was pushing herself farther away then possible. "Hanako. I know there's something behind that face. You dont have to tell me, but if you do I promise I wont judge you. Oh, and also, I will find out eventually. Dont push yourself further away because of that. I can tell that you're lonlier then ever, and I dont want that for you. You deserve to be happy." Damon paused "And quite frankly, im willing to do ANYTHING to make that happen."