Kendo is getting difficult, I can't seem to concentrate as easily as I'd like to. I think it's the lack of stress-reducers. I mean, I have friends on the team.. But I think they're being nice to me because I'm one of the best girls they've ever seen.

I don't have any friends that are girls.. It makes me feel like an extreme tomboy. I'm not.. I do like to look good. I would like to make more friends at school.. Or even people that live around me, but it doesn't seem to be happening that easily.