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 Posted: Wed Mar 05, 2008 8:16 pm
You haven't had a greater death because it's obviously not your time.
That's how I see it.
And I understand those who want to escape.
I use to have those feelings of my own.
But as human as I am, I've given into locked up emotions.
Opening my heart, and accepting love.
I live for someone.
That is why I can not die yet.
Can not allow myself to seek that corner.
I live for them.
So I shall die for them.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 7:01 am
Not my time?
But Tsakkun... I've been here forever. And I'm so ready to go.
And seriously, escaping seems like the easy way out. I realize that now.
I haven't accepted love yet, so that may be why I'm so ready to go, you know? Just being lonely is enough to drive someone to insanity, really. I've lived for someone, but that someone can not reciprocate my feelings. I haven't given in to my emotions, instead putting them in a bottle and releasing them when needed. That's why I'm so depressed all the time.
And I must be the only one who can't die for anyone.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:16 am
You sound like a child when you speak like that :/
You've been waiting all this time?
You're still young.
You can be so willing to give your love.
Or so willing to pass.
That is disrespectful to those who have it taken.
Those who don't want to face death yet.
You should only welcome it when it comes.
And it will.
As for your love life, please, see the world first.
Understand, that no everyone can have love before they become and adult.
And not all adults even understand love.
But that's a topic for another time.
Can you teach me?
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 3:51 pm
Yes, I've been waiting all this time.
And I don't care how old I am. I just want to go.
Like...now.
Sure.
Somebody is really going to find me to be something like their significant other someday. Yeah right. If I was that special, people wouldn't die when they saw me. It's not like I'm going to live forever. And I don't want to. I don't want to be around if I'm just going to kill people. Especially if they're someone I hold close. I'm just another bad luck charm.
Tell me, is there another option, or do I just have to wait for it to come to me? If there's another way out, please, tell me. I'm not one to keep around, so I might as well find some way to make everyone's life easier.
Huh?
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 3:59 pm
I'm scared of this thread now... sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 5:15 pm
shinto_rori-okashi @Onilion:
Depends on the case, really.
@Tsakkun:
Fawning over death would be a waste of time. But you were right - some cases are taken to new extremes.
And people wouldn't really remember us unless we go out in our flame of glory, or maybe a long friendship. There's just too much going on in the world for anyone to care.
Greater death, eh? Why am I not dead yet?
Lastly, people who want to die peacefully have to escape to a quiet corner of the world - if they can.
@kuraikame:
Why? Does death make you uneasy? well many questions come to mind about what will happen after we die and then it puts me into deep thought then later it makes me wonder why must we die? is there an afterlife? what is the point in living if all the work in ur life is just gone? i actually have more but i don't feel like saying it
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 5:36 pm
Life is a fact
We live right now, that's true. It can't be an opinion. mrgreen Unless we're in a gigantumum video game that we can't escape from unless we die, then.... xd
Even if death shouldn't be feared, I'm still terrified of the pain! 3nodding xp
I don't want to lose the people closest to me, and think, "it's all going to end".
I don't want to die, because of my love towards others, and the love others given me in return.
[y'know? Family and friends(maybe a certain other[who knows(it will happen in the future[so many darn brackets(maybe I should stop)])])?].
What hurts me the most, is that I would be the one leaving them. Get it?
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 6:54 pm
yeah thats another reason why also i've lost a family member already and everyone in the group should know
also what does happen after death?????
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 7:53 pm
Lynnie, if you wish to go so badly, why don't you?
(I can't recall if you've posted the reason)
I don't want to push or anything, or be a cause.
But I'm curious.
You seem to have no desire to live, other then to see if it gets better.
A human instinct.
And you need to give love time.
You are a child still (Don't be offended)
And you can't have everything now.
Everything takes time to grow.
What's love if you can say it easily?
...My big brother would always tell me "Things will get better, after they worsen."
I would say he's an idiot, and cry because of how things were.
And they got worse.
And worse.
Then a little better.
Then worse then ever.
But I believe there is truth to his words.
I see improvement.
Not in whats around me, but in myself.
I've adapted, and I've grown.
And I still hold his words close.
Things will get better.
Ben, yes, be scared. Very very scared.
Kidding.
Why are you frightened?
Is this to deep for you?
Bryan, you're afraid of dieing because you don't know, right?
I've always wondered why people are afraid of the unknown...
Loosing family is part of life...
You can't make them stay for ever...
Then life would loose meaning.
Mareil, it's natural not to loose those close.
That shows you have a large heart.
It's a good thing to have when facing death.
But, don't hold on to tightly when the time comes.
Don't force yourself to suffer.
Those you love don't want that.
Let them grieve.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:10 pm
I know I have something to leave behind, but it's so much, it would be extremely heart-breaking to others. My friends even tell me that it wouldn't be the same.
I considered the latter.
And you're right, I have no desire to live, but I do anyway - so much is resting on me that I can't go now.
I also know that I can't have everything at my fingertips, but life's just getting to be so hard for me. And everything's just getting worse, and there's no light to be found. Being here is hard for me, when everyone I know is dying. I just want to be with them. That's all.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:16 pm
Yes... It is hard.
I do feel that.
And I now understand.
You have your friends.
If they are true, then live for them.
Love is love after all.
I've never had that aspect, so I needed to form it around a single person.
If you find no true will to live,
Live because you know others need you.
Others want you.
Live because you can still make things change.
You can cut the strings of destiny, and manipulate your own puppet.
That way, you can fully enjoy your death.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:32 pm
.... me ish speechless u have a very STRONG effect on ppl but i must say BRAVO!!!! blaugh also it's like u were able to somehow to find why im scared of death and yet i was still not sure also just so some ppl know it was my mom who died
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:35 pm
Ah. Oh see.
That could leave a last effect on someone.
Considering the connection between the two.
I've personally never loved my mother...
Perhaps I did when I was 8... But that's all.
Those feelings only remain in a personality. Nothing more.
So I would feel no loss.
As for reading you so easily,
It's just what I assume from most people.
It's common to be afraid of the unknown,
Or to be worried about were loved ones are to go.
But thank you o3o
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:39 pm
also i think u got marie correct she DOES have like a GIGANTIC heart in fact she rarle gets mad shes to jolly 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 8:43 pm
Hn. I feel she will get a grand finale' then.
One were she will still be loved in return.
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