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it has nothing to do with the conversation, I am good at conversations. So with that said.

It has to deal with the fact tha he said he would answer questiosn with sarcasm and doubt. That he is jsut tryign to learn. What makes you think that even if he learns what he wants to,m that he would still doubt our claims. That is why I chose to ignore his questiosn and not answer them. Why go through the trouble if he might not believe in the end anyway. I find it rather pointless. and by replying with doubt that has ben there for all I know all his life apparently. That automatically assumes that he would be harrassign me, by asking these questions. Therefore leading one to answer themover the internet. Which I have gotten into many debates inthe GD about. That all I can do is tell you what I am. As for your physical tangible proof, that youcan touch, hear, smell, taste, you must go elsewhere.

So again I stick with my decision to not answer these questions, it proves futile to do so...

Never question my motives, for they have good reason... stare

...you always got a opinion on something? I never said he would try to be either. I jsut know the type. as I am reapeating myself cause soem people dont get it the first time. Why msut I answer his questions, yeh he migh tbelieve and might not. Its the half he mgiht not that makes me not want to bother. Theres plenty of other places to get his answers. Seek there. Thats what I have to say on the matter.

As for the rest of your response. For all he knows I've claimed to be a one eyed purple people eater... As I dont reject questioning, I reject questioning of skeptics liek him... as I dont need someoen liek him to organize my thoughts on what I am either.

Lastly yes it s my choice, and thank you for staying out of it...

My 13th birthday.

I first fed on blood on my 13th birthday, and have done so every now-and-then. But I mostly psi-feed.

I get very tired, a little crabby, and very withdrawn.

Because I feel the Thirst, and...well, that's the best answer I can think of.


I wear the color that most reflects my mood - black. I wear what I want and what I feel comfortable or sexy in, I try not to fit into any mold. So to answer your question, No.

I listen to COS Pagan Radio, and that's about it. Although sometimes I do throw in a Bloodlit (my band that doesn't exist anymore) CD - it's mostly metal and goth music.

Yes, I'm Pagan. Mostly.

No. I tried that once and I got my a** chewed. Well, when I see my boyfriend I talk to him. If I feel like it.

Yes, my current boyfriend.

Yes. What does that have to do with Vampirism?

No. Only if I am threatened to I resort to violence, I usually prefer to magic them or use psionics.

My father.

I went to see the new Blade movie with my daddy yesterday. But it's just fiction, I know when things cross the line between real and fantacy.


Your welcome 3nodding

She has. It's on page 3. sweatdrop

lol its alright VK, you do a great job here as a mod for our guild. I jsut wish to reliven it up again. as I will be showing up atleast twice a day to start p[osting again, seeing as how I need to for various reasons to best be unsaid at the moment....

Souls? what souls? nah, I'm just kidding. Everyone always needs a skeptic to keep themselves in check. I'm a skeptic myself, but some strange things and realizations have happened to me.

1. Age 16.

2. I probably have been psi feeding since my childhood. It was something to do with my personality. I have not drank the blood of other people yet (though I plan to) but I have drank my own.

3. Well, considering I'm depressed a lot, maybe that's the effect of not feeding. I know that I'm happy when I can psi feed.

4. How can you be so sure you are a vampire?
Oh gee....A lot of it is psychological. I like blood....I have most of the "symptoms"....I have pronounced fangs. Feeling a pulse underneath my fingers seduces me. Most importantly.... when I awakened, a lot of things I did in my childhood suddenly made sense to me. I always thought most kids liked blood as kids. My favorite color was red. I thought about vampiric stuff before I knew what vampirism was. I have heightened senses-I smell very well, even though I usually have a stuffed nose. I can hear a lot, even though I cannot understand the English language often. I can see in the dark, much better than other people. I always thought these things were normal, until I awakened and started seeing all the puzzle pieces were part of the same picture.

5. Most of the time I don't, I wear jeans and a T-shirt, I wear bright colors, I wear what I want. I have black clothing but I don't wear it too often. However, I trained my mind to be completely "normal" so I don't even know if my nature is to dress in black. I think it'd be fun to assimilate myself into othic culture. I never thought that before 16 though.

6. Of course the last two questions relate to vampirism. You are trying to find if the gothic culture influences people's beliefs of who they are. I have always loved all types of music except for pop and country. Electronica I love best.

7. I was raised Catholic but none of it made sense to me. I am now Neo-pagan, I guess, because I believe that the elements of our world which people call supernatural CAN be explained by science; it's just that science is not developed enough to catch everything yet. We obviously don't know everything. PM me if you want more information on my theory, I'd LOVE to explain it fully.

8. 4 people off the internet know who I really am.

9. 2 of the people that know me are vampires.

10. I have always loved weapons. I had two swords before my awakening. Now I collect a variety of clubs, knives, and tools of a destructive nature.

11. I am definitely a naturally violent person. This scares my friends, so I'm trying to stop that. When I started paying attention to my base instincts, I found moments when for no reason I wanted to pounce on various people and tear their throats out. I am also a feline phenotype so a lot of my instincts are a mix.

12. Ha. My family is Catholic and atheist, but none believe in anything paranormal or pagan.

13. I was interested in vampires for a time but during my period of trying to normalize myself I turned off that interest. I awakened shortly after release of the movie Underworld the the following production of Dracula at my school, in which I played Van Helsing. I started to realize that I shared many characteristics with vampirism, such as the bloodlust.

You're welcome. knowledge is power.

We should have a debate some time. I've heard some of your counterpoints to various people's answers, and I've thought of them myself as well as developed counters to those. However, when you come down to it, we never know anything for sure so this belief in vamiprism really comes down to a faith, a faith not unlike a belief in Jesus or Buddha.

heh devil's advociate... I worship him...

so is the skeptic gonna come back?