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 Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 2:24 pm
Ryuu waited until Naster had finished his scolding and waited for him to slam with the door. He knew his brother all to well and the yelling was part of it. But for the first time in his life he was really hurt by the things his older brother had said. Ryuu was certain about two things in his life: His love for his brother and his voice.
The young boy turned his head towards Morgan and smiled a little sad at him. "I'm fine. I don't mind. It's the only way Naster pays attention to me..." Ryuu ignored the rest of the band and followed his brother to the bathroom. He wanted to proof that he could sing and knew what he was talking about.
The boy was nervous but he knocked on the door and begged for his brother to answer.
"Naster... I-I'm sorry... But I just wanted you to notice me, you never do... I-I L..." The last words died in his mouth. he couldn't tell his brother that he loved him. it would complicate things a lot and he'd probably loose a place to stay. And worse, he'd loose his brother. Slowly he slid down against the wall and sat there until Naster would reply to him.
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 3:04 am
Morgan listened and watched him go. He wanted to do something to help but he knew better then to interfere he knew if he did Naster would do much more then yell at him and right now he did not want that to happen. He picked his guitar back up and began to play the song again and again trying to make sure that he played it properly while the rest of the band watched on.
Naster growled but opened the door taking hold of his brother he got him up and into the room with him closing the door. "I notice you Ryuu but you can't be interfering in my band practices. When I repremened someone its for the good of the band not to have you come to the rescue thinking that you know better. " he told him his voice still upset and not very kind. "You don't know much about music but I understand that its not your thing. So find something that you enjoy doing and do it. Stop interfering in my band and things that do not concern you" he told his brother before backing up and standing there simply staring at him.
The lead singer was not usualy so cruel to his younger brother but he could not help himself there were some things that had been bothering him recently and he was not sure how to express it so instead he began to take it out on the band and his brother. He began to pace knowing that the band would be ready to start practicing again but he wanted to be sure his brother understood him first.
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 4:18 pm
Ryuu had been listening to his brother without saying a word. Just staring it him with sad eyes. He wanted to say so much but wasn't able to speak. He was used to Nasters personality but it seemed a lot worse this time. The young boy wished he could help his brother with the thing that was bothering him. It was easy for Ryuu to see that something was wrong but it seemed like the wrong time.
"I'm glad you notice me..." He said with a soft but sad voice and looked at his feet when he felt the eyes of his older brother staring at him.
"You don't know anything about me, Naster, nothing! You don't even care, you don't want to know me! Go back to the band, go practice, I'll be fine on my own!" Tears welled up in Ryuus eyes and he was surprised by his own sudden burst out. He didn't want to say all those things and at the same time he wanted to say a lot more. He felt abandoned by the only one he loved although there was no way Naster could know that.
For a last time he glanced at his brother with eyes filled with tears of anger and sadness. He than walked out the bathroom straight into the bedroom and dropped down on a bed near the window. Ryuu tried to stop his tears but he wasn't able to and the rain outside made him feel even worse. He just wanted Naster to go back to the rehearsal and ignore him.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 2:05 pm
Naster watched and listened to his brother feeling badly but he shook his head. "I do notice you Ryuu and I do know allot about you but you keep trying to interfere in my band " he told him lightly shaking his head when his brother ran from the washroom crying. He felt badly but there was really nothing he figured he could do right now but upset the situation even more so. Instead he walked back out glaring at the members of the band. "Alright break is over come on everyone lets get this right this time. No getting side tracked hum Morgan" he hissed at his guitarist.
Morgan has stopped playing when Naster came out. Hearing the leader yelling at him yet again he cringed. "I wont Naster don't worry" he told him hating this. Right now he just wanted to go and comfort Ryuu. He had seen him leave and could tell that he was really upset. The tears on the younger males face when he had fled to the bedroom spoke volumes but he knew if he moved from practice or screwed up that Naster would have a royal fit on him.
The band practiced for hours doing their songs over and over again until Naster was satisfied with the sound and everything. He dismissed them and went to the bedroom. " Ryuu I'm sorry but you can't interfere like that. You make me look stupid" he spoke as he walked into the bedroom shutting the door behind himself.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 2:31 pm
Ryuu had been listening to the practicing the rest of the day. He had been crying for a long time and he wasn't even hungry. The rain was still pouring down and after a while he felt a little bit better because of the bad weather.
The young boy stared out of the window when he heard a sound behind him. Naster had walked in and started to speak to him. Ryuu listened to his older brother and his eyes became bigger when he heard Naster speak what was going on.
At first Ryuu didn't know what to say or think of that. he'd never thought that his brother he adored would feel stupid if he interfered. The boy stood up and looked at his feet.
"I-I'm sorry, Naster, I didn't mean to do that. To give you that feeling." he gasped and looked at the taller male standing by the door.
"And you don't look stupid, never..." Ryuu spoke so softly that it was very hard to hear. A blush spread over his face and he couldn't stop it. How hard he tried not to blush, the more he did. At that moment he realized that the band was somewhere else and he was alone with Naster, in the bedroom. That last thought made his face crimson red and he immediately turned around to look out the window so the older male wouldn't see it.
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 4:32 am
Naster couldn't help but notice the blush on his brothers face before he turned away. A slight blush crept over his own cheeks as he heard the younger male speaking. Knowing that the band members would not dare enter the brothers room without his express permission he did not bother to lock the door as he strode over to his brother wrapping his arms around him gently from behind pulling him lightly against himself so that Ryuu's back was against his brothers front being able to fully feel each other. Naster was wearing very tight pants and a tank top at the moment so there really was no hiding his well toned body.
His hand trailed first down his brothers cheek feeling the still moist skin easily telling him from the simple touch that he had been crying. "I'm sorry to have made you cry Ryuu that was not my intention at all" he told him pressing himself more firmly against him as he trailed his hands over him more exploring his shoulders and chest lightly with his fingertips.
Morgan and the other band members steered clear. Morgan kept thinking about Ryuu though and wanting to be with him right now but he knew that Naster would murder him if he followed and interfered in his family affairs.
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 12:56 pm
Ryuu was in total shock when his older brother wrapped his arms around him and pulled him closer. he couldn't stop the blush to spread over his entire face when he felt the soft touches of Naster's fingertips over his cheek, shoulders and back and a shiver ran down his spine.
He wanted to turn around and kiss the other male but he didn't dare doing that. The door wasn't locked and besides that what would Naster say if he actually did? It wasn't really normal to love your brother in this way.
"I hope your telling the truth. you've hurt me..." The boy whispered and he leaned against Naster's chest. He started to play with the fingers of his brother's hand that was still wrapped around him. Ryuu finally relaxed a bit and he turned his head to smile at the taller male standing behind him.
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 1:07 pm
Naster smiled "I am brother I am " he whisphered in return to his younger brothers statement noticing his head turning and the smile on his lips he closed his eyes and leaned his head down pressing their lips together in a soft gentle kiss as he tightened his hold on him while doing so. His body swayed from side to side a little but was still firmly pressed against his brothers body.
Right now he was not thinking simply doing. One of his hands traveled up Ryuu's side over his stomach tracing around his bellybutton dipping into it then pulling out it slide up words tracing around his nipples never stopping its movements as it trailed sensuously over his skin.
His hand tightened some on the hand that he was holding one finger began to rub over it. It was as though something had come over the older male but it was something pleasant that was for sure.
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 1:39 pm
Ryuu's eyes widened when his brother bend down and kissed him. Although the boy had wanted to do the same he never expected Naster to want the same. he shivered with every touch of Naster's soft hands on his body and he moaned softly when he felt the hand tease his nipples.
The young boy turned around and wrapped his arms around Naster's neck and kissed him back, pressing his older brother against him. Ryuu almost lost himself in the moment but than he realized again that the door was unlocked and that he was kissing his own brother.
He released himself out of Naster's arms and stepped back. "It's not oke. You're my brother..." he whispered. The boy kept staring at his feet to avoid Naster's eyes.
"I'm sorry..." His voice sounded sad and disappointed of his own action.
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 2:05 pm
Naster stared at him when he pulled away having been greatly enjoying the kiss and the feel of his brother in his arms. "So holding you is not ok being with you is not ok " he growled out his body showing the effects of what they had done together. Those minor events had left the older male abruptly feeling things he did not want to right now. "You live to torment me even after I apologize and it is obvious that it was something we both wanted don't you Ryuu" he spat at him before exiting the room heading into the washroom turning on a cold shower.
Morgan watched as Naster came out of the bedroom looking rather upset. Knowing better then to bother him he watched and waited before turning and going into the bedroom. "Ryuu are you alright " he asked softly going over to the younger male touching his cheek lightly. He knew that the lead singer could be viscous when he was upset and he had taken things out on his younger brother earlier. Morgan loved Ryuu and wanted to tell him but he kept chickening out.
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 2:20 pm
Ryuu looked up from his feet and started into the torment face of his older brother. He wanted to be with his brother like they were a few minutes ago. He now wished he'd said nothing and just had continued the one and only thing he'd love to do most.
The young boy stayed alone in the room, staring at the door Naster had just walked out and he didn't know if he had to follow him, leave him or start to cry. Totally lost in his own thoughts he looked upset.
Ryuu didn't expect Morgan to walk in and was even more surprised when he was touched on his cheek.
"I-I'm allright... I guess." he mumbled. the boy wasn't even sure how to feel or act in the presence of the guitarist and just stood there, his arms hanging down, glancing at the far distance.
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 4:46 am
Naster stood under the spray of cold water shivering but he did not care really because it was helping with what that contact with his brother had caused to his body. Slowly he turned up the water but refused to get out for a long time. When he did get out he did not go back into the bedroom instead he avoided it at all costs not wanting a confrontation with his brother right now.
Morgan smiled at him "Your not alright Ryuu I can tell. I'm not going to pry into what ever happened to upset you but I do want to help make you feel better. I care about you Ryuu" he told him as he pulled him into a hug and kissed his cheek then caressed his cheek lightly.
The other band members move about but did not go near the bedroom or the washroom while Naster was in it. Everyone knew that the vocalist and leader would tear them apart if they disturbed him or upset him further right now. They watched as he went to a corner and started to write assuming he was writing music or something of the like.
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 1:57 pm
Ryuu was totally surprised by the sudden hug and cheek Morgan gave him. The thing that he'd never expected was that the guitarist seemed to like him. A blush spread over his face and he kept his arms by his side, not knowing how to act.
"M-morgan... why are you doing this?" The boy finally dared to ask it but he wasn't certain if he wanted to hear the answer. Ryuu also wondered what happened to Naster and he couldn't help thinking of his brother while being hugged by Morgan.
The young boy was so confused that he didn't know what to think, say or do anymore and he just stood there in Morgan's arms. Hoping that no one would enter the room, especially not Naster.
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 2:52 pm
Morgan kept a gentle hold on him looking into his eyes he smiled at him sweetly. "I'm doing this Ryuu because I care about you as I've told you already. I care about you a great deal and want to make sure that your happy" he told him softly before kissing his forehead gently. He noticed that the boy was not moving either away from him or to touch him any further. "Ryuu let me love you please " he spoke very softly against his ear.
Naster kept writing for a little while but then he stood putting away his things before he went back to the bedroom. Stepping inside he saw his guitarist holding onto his brother who was not making any more to push him away. He could hear the words spoken by his guitarist that he wanted Ryuu to let him love him. "Morgan get out" he hissed at the guitarist taking a hold of him trying to drag him away from his brother and out of the room. "Ryuu what the hell is going on in here" he demanded hurt in his voice.
The guitarist cried out sharply as he was grabbed. "I didn't do anything Naster please let me go " he told him not wanting to leave but truly not wanting to anger the leader any more then he already was.
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Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 1:39 pm
Ryuu was totally in shock when Morgan spoke the words to him. He'd never considered this to happen. For the second time that day he wished he'd not run away from home to live with his brother and his band. It had been the biggest mistake ever.
The young boy stood there as frozen with his eyes glancing down at his feet. he didn't know what to say or feel. He liked Morgan, as a friend, a close friend but he couldn't picture him as his lover. Ryuu shook his head and tried to look at the guitarist who was still holding him, but he can't.
He'd not heard anyone approach but when he saw Naster appear his eyes became bigger and bigger and tears started to well up in his eyes. Ryuu knew he'd messed everything up and there was no way he could save this situation.
The young boy still stood there, glancing at his brother with eyes full with tears.
"Naster. It's not what you think! I-I...." He just couldn't finish his sentence but he ran towards his older brother and wrapped his arms around him. Ryuu stood on his toes and leaned in, kissing his brother. Tears still running down his face but he didn't even notice it anymore.
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