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I'm saying that personal experience realizing you believe something like this is frightening and that I tried to push away from the idea. I only accepted it later after four years because of something a friend said and that I simply couldn't ignore it much longer.

And... I really can't tell you what and what not to do... personally I would say to not try pursuing it because you might make up something to make wishful thinking a "reality". sweatdrop

A friend of mine told me that he suspected me to be "something else", because I felt different to him. I was surprised, and I began to wonder if I was anything else... a lot. I mean, I didn't really obess over it, but when the question surfaced in my mind I got a bit frustrated with the whole thing.

Then one night, I was half-asleep, holding the question in my mind, when a voice in my head said very firmly, "Jade, you're human," as if the next sentence would be, "Now shut up and get to sleep already."

I'm pretty sure that was my subconsious talking, so unless I have some really good reason to think I'm 'kin, I'm calling myself human.