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I'm thinking that I might be able to somehow fake it tomorow at the seminar. I think my last one went pretty well, so if I'm lucky, the teacher might overlook it this time if I'm not quite up to par. If I'm really lycky, I might even be able to sell back the book to the bookstore once I'm done too! Thought I'm not counting on it.

On the bright side: I'm responsible for making sure there are people working at one of the cafeterias on campus, and today I managed to fix it so that six out of the ten open working spots for next week were filled. Karma!

It actually went pretty well. At least passable, I think. I had to make a drawing of knowledge before class too, which would've been very embarassing to fail at.

And Karma is, as far as I understand it, some kind of cosmic balance. I bad studd happens, good stuff follow as a natural balancer. I think it's also some kind of "If you do bad stuff, bad stuff will happen to you" thing.

And no hurting yourself out of guilt! Heck, I'd laugh at that. Then again, I always laugh, no matter if I get hit by a car or not (literally!). Because it's funny.

Last friday, a girl friend (not girlfriend) of mine invited me to a party they had in their corridor. Since there already was another party that I was supposed to go to, I promised that I'd come by after that. That evening/night, I worked at a club, where I met another girl friend of mine. When we talked, I brought up that I was invited to that party, and as it turned out, she lived in that corridor too, so she got my number and I had to promise her that I would (not just maybe) show up there. So there I went, and of course met them. After a while we started to talk about living conditions, and we all agreed that the way we lived, in corridors with shared kitchens etc., wasn't really a hit, but on the other hand, it would be nice to share apartment with a couple of friends. Well, we decided there and then that we'd find an apartment where the four of us could live, and I got the task of finding that apartment since I had the best experience and such. When I woke up the next morning, a thought hit me. "Oh f*ing snap! What will my girlfriend say when she finds out about this?" Then I thought, well, I'm just friends with these two other girls, and I wouldn't want the jealous type as girlfriend. If she decides I'm not worth it, I'll be a bit sad that she's like that, but I'll understand. I hope she's not the jealous type though (besides, I'll probably be living a lot closer to her as things look right now).

EDIT: Wow, reading that, I'm really starting to see how my love life would be an interesting story to write about. It's an f*ing soap opera!

EDIT2: Wow, I really feel like an a*****e for deciding to move in with two girls without taking her feelings into consideration. I think I'm gonna go homw and have a caffein-high now.