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 Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 9:39 am
Kaxel the Burninator Aha! Do you think that your guides might also be male? Sorry for the slowness about getting those exercises up; I'm having a little trouble finding the will to get off of the couch ^^; Yeah, kinda. And you don't have to worry about it right now. I'm not in the mood.
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 4:16 pm
Dream Entry #4
Yay, more entries! So I haven't been posting a lot lately. Not that anyone reads this stuff, but I like having all my things in one spot like this, so it's really mostly for me.
I love water. But I don't remember when this dream took place...this one... Though it didn't have much of a point, I thought it was Pretty cool... lol
2006
--- "I have created this place...
This world of perpetual rain..."
A world inside of a world... and inside of a world still. A different dimension. A temple... and the beautiful rain. They looked all over for me, and it took them forever to find me. If I had put my worlds inside of yet another world, would they have found me?---
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 4:49 pm
Journal Entry #1
Okay, so this is the first actual journal entry I've posted. Not to be confused with a dream journal entry, of course...
So here goes.
--- September 4, 2006
On the first I was making cookies and I heard someone say "What are you doing?" I had a friend over and the TV was on, but my friend didn't say it and no one on TV did either. Which is funny, because it was as if it was right in my ear...
The whole reason I've started doing this is because my "abilities" have started to become more and more apparent every day... I even joined this guild on Gaia. Anyway, I've dedicated much of my time studying things of the sort. I've figured out that I am an Indigo child and my sister is a Crystal child. I'm extremely skeptical, but it makes sense to me for some reason...
September 7, 2007 Continued
Indigos are supposed to be tempermental because our destinies are to pave the way for the innocent and pure Crystal children with our innate senses of justice and truth, so that the Crystals can create a "New Earth". Or at least that's what I got out of it anyway...
I swear the more I learn about psychic abilities and whatnot, the more I'm convinced that these are not of the new blood, but of the old blood. Which makes me wonder if P.C. Hodgell knows more than she's letting on... In her books the Shanir are of the Old Blood, who display traits such as dream-walking (lucid dreaming), telekinesis, bonding between animals (totem animals/ spirit guides), etc. Just as the people of today. But we're slowly regaining our traits. Why, I don't know .. Maybe God trusts us to use these abilities the right way... Maybe not. I'm not sure at all. But someone I know came up with this theory:
Before Adam and Eve, there were other people on earth. These were Lucifer and his followers. The way he explained it as either they're here, but not; like in their own plain, or they've been banished to some where else... Hell? Anyway, supposedly we had "abilities" before the Fall and they were taken away when the ancestors sinned, therefore making it to where we'd have to go through God in order to use our gifts. That would make witchcraft a "sin" because it would be like rebelling(?). It all made sense to me (from a Christian's point of view)... And then later that day Kaxel and I talked about there being two ways to use our abilities: 1) the right way (i.e. going through the light and God to reach our goals), and 2) the wrong way (i.e. satanism, witchcraft((?)), etc.)---
I have no idea. XP
I just wanted to put a disclamer on here though. My opinions are mine, and mine alone. (Agree if you want.) This is what I think/believe to be true. I don't want to hear bashing. I like my opinions. Otherwise they wouldn't be mine. I'm totally open to your opinions, of course, but I'd just rather not hear you flame me. Etc, etc...
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 5:03 pm
Dream Entry #5
Okay, this actually goes with the journal entry, but I felt that this should be separated since it's a dream.
September 4, 2007
--- Last night I tried asking my spirit guides to show themselves to me in a dream. I dreamt a lot about Gaia because that's all I'd done this past Labor day weekend. But I also dreamt about a boy with short blond hair who was wearing a red t-shirt and black pants. He was sitting in a school desk and smirking at me... But it was just a flash, so I'm not really sure if it had any meaning to it... ---
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Posted: Tue Oct 02, 2007 7:44 am
Dream Entry #6
Okay, another dream. Fairly recent as of last month, but still somewhat old (as of last month). XP
As usual, I'd love to get some feedback. <33
September 7, 2007
The night before last, when I asked my spirit guides to appear before me, I had a short dream that I was doing a commercial and I had to climb up this slide that was about as tall as a 100 story building and I was supposed to slide down into a large pool that had many different pools in it. (There was another pool behind the slide without the smaller pools inside of it.) And all the girls that were beneath me as we climbed up the slide were singing in French(?!). I'm not sure if this is just because of all the work I've been doing in my French class or what... But when I got to the second to last step my body froze up. I was already afraid of heights anyways... And when I finally got up the courage to go down the slide it started tilting backwards as I tried to move up. I was so afraid that I was going to die... I thought I was going to have a heart attack before I hit the water beneath me though... And I woke up because I didn't want to die. My heart was beating harder than I think it ever has. I was on the verge of a big time anxiety attack. XP
That same night I dreamt that my sister was in A High School Musical... But it was on water... And my mom and I were there to watch in the audience, But somehow the costume director found me and made me into like, the fashion expert or something... Kind of strange and pretty dorky, I know. XD
But the point is, that's a lot of water. Do they have some kind of meaning? Or are they just gibberish?
Also my sense of hearing is becoming a lot more accurate... XP
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Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2007 6:59 am
Dream Entry #4
I don't have much to say on that, other than it's totally awesome. sweatdrop
Journal Entry #1
My aunt thinks I'm an Indigo, then she changed her mind when she read about Crystals and thinks I'm definitely one of them. I have no clue, hee hee. In any case, I didn't realize people thought Indigos were newer souls? That doesn't make sense to me. I agree that psychicism is a trait of older souls, of course my reasoning for believing that is probably very different than yours.
I have an honest question for you. Do you know much about witchcraft? I see you put question marks there and whatnot. Your theory is very interesting and makes a ton of sense! The only thing is, with witchcraft, it depends on the individual. Of course, there are those who practice 'black' magic who go to negative entities and whatnot. But, there are definitely those (most I've met) that deal with 'white' magic, and thus DO go through God, or who they perceive God to be. heart
Dream Entry #5
Definitely hang on to that description and try to look into it further. It's quite possible that's a guide of yours.
Dream Entry #6
I was about to say, yeah, that's a lot of water. eek
Water is one of those symbols Jung put in the 'collective unconscious.' For example, almost universally, rain represents purification. Flooding, living waters generally represent emotions. However, still pools of water, like the ones in your dream, often represent the unknown. The slide dream makes a ton of sense to me. You've got a lot going on with you right now as your abilities blossom; that's a lot of dealing with the unknown, and it's natural for you to be scared and skittish of entering it.
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 7:53 am
Wings of Aegis Dream Entry #4 I don't have much to say on that, other than it's totally awesome. sweatdrop Journal Entry #1 My aunt thinks I'm an Indigo, then she changed her mind when she read about Crystals and thinks I'm definitely one of them. I have no clue, hee hee. In any case, I didn't realize people thought Indigos were newer souls? That doesn't make sense to me. I agree that psychicism is a trait of older souls, of course my reasoning for believing that is probably very different than yours. I have an honest question for you. Do you know much about witchcraft? I see you put question marks there and whatnot. Your theory is very interesting and makes a ton of sense! The only thing is, with witchcraft, it depends on the individual. Of course, there are those who practice 'black' magic who go to negative entities and whatnot. But, there are definitely those (most I've met) that deal with 'white' magic, and thus DO go through God, or who they perceive God to be. heart Dream Entry #5 Definitely hang on to that description and try to look into it further. It's quite possible that's a guide of yours. Dream Entry #6 I was about to say, yeah, that's a lot of water. eek Water is one of those symbols Jung put in the 'collective unconscious.' For example, almost universally, rain represents purification. Flooding, living waters generally represent emotions. However, still pools of water, like the ones in your dream, often represent the unknown. The slide dream makes a ton of sense to me. You've got a lot going on with you right now as your abilities blossom; that's a lot of dealing with the unknown, and it's natural for you to be scared and skittish of entering it. lol Yeah. that rain dream always makes me happy... up until I think of the part where I'm found and captured... >< But I didn't mean that Indigos are new souls. I meant that people think all this stuff with psychicism is new if they're not into it, or they think the whole thing with this kind of spirituality is a new thing, but it's not. it's an age old thing that people have either forgotten or rejected... And I really don't know much at all about witchcraft. I was unsure if that term was appropriate or not. That's why I put question marks on it. I do that when I'm in doubt. And do you really think so? I have a couple of other dreams that are based around water that I have to poast this weekend... >< Thanks so much for replying to all my crap. heart It's really nice to get imput from people other than Kaxel (because she's always the first to hear about it).
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 11:17 am
Ooooooh, okay! I get ya now! heart
And, yeah...that was just the first thing that popped into my head. It's like...where you are now is scary (the heights--maybe you're in a kinda confusing state spiritually?), but it's also scary having to delve into the unknown.
But that's just my rambling. heart
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 9:09 am
Dream Entry #7
I know I said I'd update this like a week or two ago, but I got grounded. Sorry. I'm soooo behind! ><
September 19, 2007
So as of late, I've been looking for my boyfriend in my dreams... So I asked my spirit guides to keep me from wandering around before going to sleep. It was pretty strange...
--- When I started dreaming I was in a place that looked like Okeefenokee Swamp and I was in a summer camp kind of thing. And there was a preson who took my arm when I was about to get into a fight and he led me away. Now that I think about it, he was wearing a red shirt. He was Asian, and at first I thought he was my boyfriend, but then I noticed that he didn't have glasses (my bf does). And he kind of had like a Heero Yuy complex. You know the type; tough, silent... lol So the whole time he didn't even speak to me.
So I guess this had to do with a camp activity or something, but we went on a scavenger hunt. (I think we were supposed to find an alligator.) And I remember going up a hill, and at the top, there was snow. I could actually feel the coldness. It was awesome (I love snow)... And I remember at the bottom of the hill a "gate" opened up and when I looked through it I could see a prehistoric land that was bursting with dinosaurs. XD
And I remember saying "That's the kind of alligator we're supposed to find?!"---
I have no idea if this means anything at all, but I thought it was interesting... lol I'd hate to actually have to find an alligator like that... XD But I think that the prehistoric land was some kind of other plane because that's just the feeling I had. We didn't go through though. I woke up after I said that.
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 9:18 am
Dream Entry #8
And another one... ><
September 20, 2007
I had some prophesy dreams. I don't entirely remember all of it, but I do remember my sister saying something about a tornado, and then Friday afternoon there was a tornado warning. We spent a couple hours in the laundry room... XP That sure did suck.
And another really interesting dream...
--- There were three people (one of them was me, one was my mom, and I don't know who the other was, but it might have been my grandmother...) and there was a metal pyramid (metal bars like a radio tower, not solid), and we had to move the pyramid and stake it into the ground using telekinesis. At first I was really doubtful, but my mother assured me that I could do it. I believed her and when I tried to help, our combined power made it possible to secure the pyramid.---
And then the next day my friend told our group about "The Secret" in mythology. So it pretty much goes hand in hand.
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 2:17 pm
Dream Entry #9
September 21, 2007
Okay, so this one starts out with me in the water and I'm in child form. The water is this gorgeous azure color and you can see straight to the bottom. But there are clumps of cement underfoot and even though I'm wearing shoes, I'm scared to death of cutting my feet on it. Anyway, I'm waist deep in this water and I'm holding onto this string that's attached to a small motor boat that's just big enough for me to fit into it. And there's a wall. This is the wall that gaurds the town that I live in and I'm leaning on it while I look for things that may be in the water. And even though I eon't find anything cool or pretty I keep looking and playing. The sky is darkening and I know a storm is coming... But being me, I'm not really afraid. Actually, I welcome the rain. So I stay there until someone comes to get me.
Right then I switch to a different place. I'm still in the same form, but somehow I'm within the walls; in the town. And I remember talking to some guy who was talking about either being a foster child or having one... I think the latter. And I was telling him that it was okay, because I was a foster child too (though I'm really not). Right then I had a kind of memory of some old lady in a house on a cliff that was by the wall. I'm guesing she was my foster mother or something...
And then I'm in front of a restaurant, still in the same form, still in the same town. This time I'm on a quest; I have to get six toothpicks. Usually,that wouldn't be a problem, but the owner of the restaurant is a jerk. So I know I'll get into trouble if I try... but I do. Then I have another mission; to get two large bricks. But as soon as I reach for the bricks I am reprimanded by a police officer. He's behind me, so I can't see him. I'm afraid. And then he says that my punishment is to be five hugs. That's when I realize that he's a friend. When I hug him he asks me how I've been doing and I tell him that "The old woman gave me a boat." I'm pretty sure that the "old woman" is my foster mother.
At that moment I am once again switched back to the wall and the ocean. This time I'm with my boyfriend. He's his current age, if not older, but I'm still in child form. He's mad at me because I haven't gotten out of the water and the storm is here. He's taken hold of me in one hand and my boat string in the other.
And then I switch again! Now there are dragons. They're western dragons instead of eastern. A blue male dragon is angry and roaring. I think that it's because he couldn't find me... And the storm is at it's worst. There's lightning and almost zero visibility.
And again I'm switched. The dragons are sitting outside on my back porch and it's night. I'm on the inside of my house looking out. I'm in dragon form and I'm standing next to my sister who is human and grown up. I'm looking at an infant dragon playing on the ground; he's also a blue male. He is recognized as my son. And then an image meets my mind's eye. I see another infant dragon, but this time, it's pink - a female. I recognize her as my daughter. Then the adult blue male tells everyone not to mention or tell me anything about my daughter. Simultaneously, I look at my sister, who tells me that she is dead. At that moment I blocked all emotion. ---
And that's it. I don't know if the whole dragon thing had anything to do with anything, but it was part of the dream. XP But yeah, more water...
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 11:45 pm
Dream Entry #10
Okay, I've just realized that I haven't told you guys about the first time I dreamt about ghosts. I don't remember when this was, but I think it was some time last year...
This one just scared the crap out of me. I slept with my parents for almost a week after that...
---So there I am, sleeping. I'm in my bed. As clear as day. And then, suddenly, I'm out of my body; I'm being summoned. I float out of my room, through the living room, and then I'm looking out the back door at my parent's bedroom window. I guess I can see through the wall or something, because I'm staring right through the porch wall. And you know what I see? I see a ghost. He's blue, and looks as if he's from the civil war. And he's sucking me in. I try to wake up. I'm trying desperately. But I can't. He's got a hold of me. A tight, deathly grip.... And I scream. That's how I woke myself up.---
And this one happened the next night. It scared me really bad as well.
--- I don't remember what exaclty happened throughout the whole dream, but it mostly consisted of me doing another out of body... I was at a crosswalk, overlooking a crowd of people. Then I feel a presence. Eyes boring into me. And when I look ahead of me, I see my great grandmother. She's got a look on her face that says she's ready to kill me. And I had that feeling that said "Girl, you better get out of here... She's coming for you!" Gosh, that had to be one of the most horrible dreams I've ever had... My own grandmother...---
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 10:12 am
Interesting stuffs, but my eyes burn far too much to read the dreams. sweatdrop
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