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 Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 7:33 pm
SIN: I do do.. crying All my friends are very busy now too...*sigh*
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 5:51 pm
Neo Princess Emeraude SIN: I do do.. crying All my friends are very busy now too...*sigh* Aye. and guess what, I ended up fainted and having an small seizure in wal-mart on the thirtieth. they offered me a job by friday. jsut waiting to ehar back about how to fix this issue with scheduling. YAY FOR BIOLOGY CLASS!! biggrin
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 9:40 pm
I've begun to no longer speak at all socially. I end up screwing up what I am saying, even if it is an insult.
I just do not know yet what is going on and am tired if it being an issue :S so how is everyone else?
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:52 pm
Sephiroth- I'm just wondering-is it social anxiety or a speech impairment? When my brother was little, he said "s" words funny and had to go to a speech therapist.
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 8:39 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:46 pm
Conan The Barbie Doll Sephiroth- I'm just wondering-is it social anxiety or a speech impairment? When my brother was little, he said "s" words funny and had to go to a speech therapist. Used to be able to talk very fast. i blend some sounds together llike used ends up use and used to is uisto or something like that update on that though- doctors think I have another brain tumor. ebtween hallucinations : people who ar enot physically there: heightened senses, vision problems and swing attitude... so i am trying ot find away to get myself an MRI.
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Posted: Fri Jan 22, 2010 8:07 pm
SIN: eek *huggles tightly* crying I'll pray for you... *huggles*
Calfornia weather...is very strange and scary lately. eek sweatdrop We have had a couple of tornados, thunderstorms, mud slides and rain, rain rain. I guess it will get worse because of El Nino....I can handle the other stuff...but tornadoes scare me. crying
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 11:54 pm
Neo Princess Emeraude SIN: eek *huggles tightly* crying I'll pray for you... *huggles* Calfornia weather...is very strange and scary lately. eek sweatdrop We have had a couple of tornados, thunderstorms, mud slides and rain, rain rain. I guess it will get worse because of El Nino....I can handle the other stuff...but tornadoes scare me. crying somehow forgot you were in cali neo, coulda visited and said hello last spring!
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 9:07 pm
SIN: My grandma had an operation to remove cancer in her mouth yesterday. She came through it with flying colors and might come home tomorrow...they think they got all the cancer out. *sigh* smile My grandma is one tough cookie, she seems to be doing great. *nods* I will help take care of her when she comes home.
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Posted: Mon Feb 15, 2010 12:11 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 10:00 pm
SIN: I have been taking care of my grandma the best I can since her surgery. Recovery has been not as easy as the surgery, but grandma is doing much better now. biggrin I have wireless internets now, grandma got it for me as thanks for taking such good care of her. biggrin I go so fast now! eek
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 5:56 pm
Neo Princess Emeraude SIN: I have been taking care of my grandma the best I can since her surgery. Recovery has been not as easy as the surgery, but grandma is doing much better now. biggrin I have wireless internets now, grandma got it for me as thanks for taking such good care of her. biggrin I go so fast now! eek I'm happy for her. tell her I said hello and wish her well. That should bring a good smile to her face. thanks emeraude. have a good night.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 3:40 pm
Because I figure it's worth it.
I want to apologize to you guys, girls, women. PEOPLE. for being someone you couldn't understand. For being someone with a conflicting viewpoiint that was indecipherable and at large, abrasive or insulting.
I want to apologize for being a friend to some in ehre, for far longer than I have been, letting their opinions dominate my own and betraying them in that fashion.
I want to apologize to those that are sitll ehre tha tonly gaze at my name and shudder. Be it for my amount of typing errors, how depressive and destructive I am, or jsut ebcause they cannot stand the thought of me.
Most of all I want to apologize for not changing, not giving in to what you say or think you want, and for believing that without me to irritate, infatuate and change your life in a small, insignificant way that you would not enjoy other things so much.
I'm sorry that i'm not the kind of person you are attracted to in a social setting and that things are so bad, that I ended up being someone hated. as tanya once told me- the entire guild hates me and has wanted me gone. Chels, form wha ti remember being told ove the phone wanted me out for quite some time. but gave me a great amount of chances.
I won't be here for a long time...in the midst of trying to prove myself not only to myself but to someone rather important to me so- hopefully the guild will come back to life... and if not I'm sorry for being it's infection.
hope everyone stays right. Much Love ~ Matt
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:23 pm
*pokes guild* sweatdrop sweatdrop I hope everyone is alright. The winds and weather is as usual making my sinuses and allergies unhappy.
My kitty has a funny new habit. She sees her reflection in the t.v. stand glass and will sit and howl at it in the mornings. And sometimes she stares at herself! rofl She is too cute. biggrin
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 10:24 pm
Neo Princess Emeraude *pokes guild* sweatdrop sweatdrop I hope everyone is alright. The winds and weather is as usual making my sinuses and allergies unhappy. My kitty has a funny new habit. She sees her reflection in the t.v. stand glass and will sit and howl at it in the mornings. And sometimes she stares at herself! rofl She is too cute. biggrin You know you've been on facebook too much if.... You try to find the " Like" button on gaia like I just did..
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