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I seriously hate my ******** brother. >< I SERIOUSLY do! No, I don't have my ******** permit, and that makes me lazy!? ******** it! I need to get a ******** passport made, and it's not like it takes a few hours to do it! I need to show my school ID and everything. I don't even have an ID card for this year, I don't even have one for last year! I have it from my sophomore and freshman year, that's it, and I doubt they'll accept that. ******** DMV, they make it so ******** hard to get a ******** permit. And it's MY fault I don't have it yet, so says Michael. <******** a*****e. I hate him. He always makes me feel like crap, he always makes me feel worthless. Just because I have a few friends and he's got all these friends that I know are ******** drug dealers, gang members, whores. None of my friends are like that, and they never will be. I don't make friends with just anyone, I choose carefully, not the first person I see with a ******** car.

Yeah, so I'M lazy, because I don't drive myself everywhere. I WALK, and yet, I'm lazy because I don't get rides in people's cars. Like yesterday when I was walking in the rain to get home from school after anime club. Not to mention I was sick, and still am. My throat hurts, it feels like total s**t, it's scratchy and it itches and makes me cough when I talk too loud, but I was walking in the rain anyway, because I'm lazy. Then, right when I'm at the corner of my street, Michael comes along with some chick who's driving him home. I don't know this chick, and he probably only knew her for a couple of hours, but she's driving him home and then asks me if I want to get in the car, even though I'm at the corner of my ******** street. WTF!?

Oh, and Jessica, the one who decided to laugh at me for walking home (because apparently, when you turn into a senior in high school, walking should be considered the most horrific and degrading thing in the world), she now calls Michael her "friend" and gives HIM a ride home everyday! He tells ME that he walks home without me because he never knows where I am. I can only be in a few places. Monday after school, I have a club meeting for the executive board, Tuesday-Thursday I'm at Natasha's locker, and Friday I'm at anime club meetings. Oh yeah, like it's really hard to find me considering that's been my after school schedule for the past 2 years! So he tells me he's already walked without me, but I found out that Jessica gives him a ride home every single ******** day. Why? You ask why she does things for him and not me? Why she suddenly befriended him when they used to hate each other? Why, it's because Michael is really good friends with a boy that she likes and he won't get in the car with Jessica unless Michael comes too, because he doesn't want Michael to have to walk home while he gets a ride. Jessica and Michael are both ******** assholes. That's not ******** right; that's not ******** fair. After hearing her ******** problems all the ******** time and comforting her and trying to get her to stop cutting herself, she goes and stabs me in the back. I feel like s**t. I feel unwanted. I'm not needed. I hate people. They ******** suck.

Wow... I'm sorry about your brother, Silver. I hope you feel better.

Maki: >< Your bro deserves to be kicked in the balls. I'll probably end up doing that by meeting him anyways rolleyes

I took the PSAT's today. x.x;;

Down go my math grades on that! X_X I didn't finish that at all =.=.
<-- kept looking over friends shoulders for answers then checking to see if they were right... because he sucks at Math. I think I did ok on the grammer. o.o;; I hope I did...

After the PSAT's, my mom brought me to Dunken Donuts for a bagel and hot chocolate. I saw some classmates there too and one of them had a fuzzy little Chiwawa (I have NO clue how to spell that) in her pocket of her hoodie. It was cute so I pet it! ^^ (it wasn't the ugly kind either it was black and brown and FUZZY! o.o;; ) Then this woman comes in and starts yelling at her mom because she "was chit-chatting in the parking lot in front of a parking spot" =.= I don't need to hear about this crap when I finished testing... the other woman says in responce "I was not chit-chatting, I was giving someone directions!" "No you weren't you were standing there chit-chatting blah blah blah blahdsfiutvgrtawjgcd!!" "You're acting like a 15-year-old..."
Ok that made me laugh. >_> so then she starts complaining to the people that the girl had a dog in the place =.= when she was on the other side of it and nowhere NEAR food... they didn't do anything about the dog either xd ! The people that own this Dunkin Donuts are... um.. Indian? I think. >< but they asked for your order twice to make sure they got it right. The woman who was complaining about the person giving directions, and the dog said "These people are so stupid. They can't get my order right blah blah blah blah blahfsygfhfgr!" Then I kinda looked at her and she goes "What do YOU want?! scream " And I look at her " eek " then turn my attention to my bagel. Nyummy bagel! whee So then she goes on about "This is why foreigners should own a restraunt! They're stupid and they should learn how to speak some ******** English"
rolleyes some people really need to chill. I bet she's gunna vote for Bush, she seems like that kinda person.
I got home at 11:30 and slept till 3pm. Sweet sleep. Oh man... I SLEPT! *dances*

gonk gonk gonk

I just HAD to announce the fact that I just watched The Butterfly Effect.

IT WAS SO ******** AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^o^

Hehe. And the end made me cry. T__T

I wouldn't talk cuz I sound LIKE A GIRL!!!!! gonk cry cry cry cry cry

That's cause Kara's an uber wimp! gonk She got scared of The Ring!!!

XDDD That was my favorite part!!! ^___^!! Remember the part where Evan was in the therapy place, in the wheelchair?

"That's where my memories are, mommy! : biggrin oes a wheelie::"

XP

"So, should I get on my knees now, and suck your d**k?"

"Well, if you really wanna prove yourself... *zip*"