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 Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 11:45 am
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceThe boy only nodded towards Selcia when he left, what possibly could go wrong with both him and Noah gone? He bit his lip nervously, a lot. That's what could go wrong. He hoped they'd get back soon. But he wouldn't hold his breath.
Without much to do, he wondered back to his room and finally changed out of his blood stained pants into another identical pair of black jeans. He plopped down on his bed and leaned against the wall, his mind wondering back to Spencer. He could still feel her lips on his cheek as if they had never left. Immediately he shook the thoughts away, what was he doing? Surely she didn't mean to do it. And if she did there was no way she could mean anything deeper behind it. Right? But then why had she run away afterward? He groaned in frustration and stood up.
There was no reason to hide in his room, if she didn't mean it then there wasn't a reason to hide. But he even knew that he was lying. And he couldn't shake of the indescribable feeling he felt afterward either. Once more he pushed the thoughts away, he over thinking this. He opened his door and slipped out, he regretted coming out when he saw Spencer. "Hi." he said and then stopped. Why was he acting like this? Like he couldn't talk to her? He couldn't even look her in the eyes. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 11:55 am
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again...  BrotherSpencer’s head swiveled over to look at Marcus. She thought about pulling her head back in, but why? She wasn’t guilty of anything or anything. “Oh. It’s just you. Hey.” Spencer was trying to play it cool, trying to act like nothing had happened. But she was at a loss for words quickly. Spencer stepped out of her room, shutting the door tightly behind her and leaning n the door. She looked down at her hand, where the blood had dotted the bandage Noah had put around her palm. It had probably stopped by now. “I just wanted to say. Er. Thanks for bearing with me earlier. I don’t know what’s wrong with my brain recently.” She smiled up at him sheepishly. But she could only bring her eyes as far as the collar of his shirt. It just seemed wrong to look in his eyes, at the cheek that she had kissed so suddenly. “I’ll just pin it on lack of green apples and girly emotions.” Spencer chuckled softly.
She leaned back on the door, looking up at the ceiling of the hotel room. It didn’t sound like Selcia and Noah were there anymore. Where had they gone? Had they left? Had they seen the encounter and then left them alone? Oh God. She hoped not. What would they say to them? If anything? “So, where are Noah and Selcia?” She asked finally, her words filling the odd silence. She hated silences. The brunette lowered her eyes from the ceiling, but again not able to look at Marcus./ She settled her eyes right on the top of his head.
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 12:18 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus was beginning to regret saying anything to her. He didn't like the awkwardness between them. He wanted to ask her if she really met it, if she really met to kiss him but he held his tongue. There was no way he would be the first to bring that up. He leaned back on the door frame to his room, he wanted to disappear back into his room and hide like the coward he was but he forced himself to hold his ground. "No problem. We all have our moments." he said and shrugged. Forcing himself to be casually about this.
Even though he still couldn't look her in the eyes. His eyes drifted from the floor, over her and they stopped at her lips. He was silent for a moment staring before he blinked and shoved the disobedient thought back into his head. What was he thinking? Was he going crazy? "Huh?" he asked missing her question before he realized what she had asked. "Oh, I think they went shopping. I don't know when they'll be back." Soon. He wished with all his will that they'd be back soon. "I'm going to go get some candy." he said, anything to get out of that silence. He never had anything against the silence, he loved it. But at that moment he wanted nothing more but for it to vanish. The silence between them was awkward and uncomfortable for him. He started down the hall, his hands in his pockets, wondering if Spencer would follow. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 12:33 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother“Oh. Alright.” I hope they had green apples on their list. Actually, shopping was a good idea. Not only did they have not much food, she was out of green apples, and she was pretty sure that Selcia’s energy drink stash was running low. Though, it seemed like it should always be low with how much he was drinking the stuff. Perhaps they were planning dinner or something. That would be good…. Except for the fact that she would have to sit there with Marcus. She had to get this cleared up. But how? It was an untouchable subject.
Spencer hesitated, watching the back of Marcus’s head as he turned, going to walk off from her. Why? Why did he want to leave her? She royally screwed up, that was for sure. The guitarist was kicking herself over and over. Stupid! How could she have done that? She ruined what little tolerance they had for one another, that much was for sure. She bit down on her lip. “I’m sorry.” She said softly. “I didn’t mean to cause this. This… Awkwardness. Honestly.” Spencer sighed, folding her arms loosely and looking down at her bare feet, her hair falling in front of her eyes. “I was just upset. Anything seemed better than crying. Especially in front of everyone.” She couldn’t help but smirk a little bit. “It got you to forget about me bawling my eyes out and my cruelty towards you, didn’t it?” Spencer wanted to smack herself. That made her sound like she was just playing with his emotions because it was convenient. How stupid could she be? “I mean.” She coughed lightly. “Not that I was just playing with you or anything.” She nearly choked. “Not that I meant it like that.” She denied quickly. “I just. Er. Ah.” Spencer stuttered, laughing a bit nervously. You are so screwed.
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 12:51 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceStopping mid step, he listened though he didn't turn around. At first he felt hurt. Does that mean she never wanted to kiss him? Did that mean that she didn't mean anything behind it? He felt like an idiot for thinking that it was something else. What was wrong with him? He shook his head, still not turning around. "That's alright." he said forcing to keep his tone light as if he it didn't matter. He turned his head to look at her and smiled though there was something wrong with his smile. He wouldn't if he looked as fake as he thought it did. "Don't worry about." he told her and then turned once more and walked off into the kitchen. Though he honestly wasn't in the mood for any candy. He wanted to go back to his room and hide. How could he be so stupid? This was Spencer. The only girl he had ever seen that wasn't afraid of dirt. Of course she was only fooling around with him. It was his fault for thinking differently. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 1:06 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherHis smile broke her heart. She hurt him. Again. It was obvious. Anyone with eyes could see that that smile was fake. So fake. Alright? Apparently it wasn’t. But… Surely he didn’t have feelings for her? Surely he was just messing with her, making her feel guilty for being so cruel. Spencer stood there, just staring at the space where he had been. Could he really feel like that towards her? The teasing? The constant joking and things back and forth? She hadn’t thought about it that way, for either him or her. But that was impossible they were too different, it was too strange.
Spencer walked, following him into the kitchen. She grabbed his arm, right above his elbow. “Marcus.” Her tone was softer, more serious. But after that she was at a loss. What was she planning on saying? Or did she even have a plan? No, not really. “Don’t tell me not to worry about it when your smile was so painfully fake.” Spencer let her arm drop, leaning on the wall behind her. “You should know by now that unless I’m having a mental breakdown or something, I can’t show my feelings very well.” Her eyes drifted up, meeting his. “If you want me to share my feelings. You’re going to have to do it first, I hope you know.” Was that a challenge? What was coming out of her mouth? She wanted to cover her lips, to bite down hard on them to keep herself from saying anything else foolish. But she couldn’t seem to do it.
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 1:25 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus didn't turn at first, why was she pushing this? Did she want him to break? Did she want him to do the very thing that he knew he'd regret? He turned to look at her meeting her eyes. "I'm sorry. More than you know." he said softly, he reached up and put his hand right next to her head. He didn't seem to have control over himself anymore. "Sharing feelings. You make it sound so easy." he whispered and looked down at the floor for a second. "I'm not good with words, you should know that. So, I'll show you my feelings." he said looking up at her, he'd regret this. But he had already dug his own grave why not dig a little deeper? He leaned in until there was barely any space between their faces and then he closed his eyes and pressed his lips to hers and waited for her to shove him back. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 1:36 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherSpencer blinked, watching Marcus carefully. “How do I make it sound easy? It’s not even easy for me. I don’t expect it to be easy. Just doable.” She said. She was guarding her words, careful no to bring more upon herself than what she could handle. Bu maybe it was too late for that. Marcus’s next words made her quiver. He would show her. Was it what she thought it would be? Did she wanted to retreat, to flee? Suddenly he was kissing her. Her eyes closed and her heart pounded for a moment before she kissed him back. She only let herself kiss him for a bit before sanity caught up. Someone could come back. Someone could see. Besides. Where would this put them? She pulled away, a blush sprinkling her cheeks as she opened her brown eyes studying him. She couldn’t help herself. “I have no problem with that.” She said smoothly, though her mind was going crazy and her heart was pounding against her chest. “Do you?” Another challenge rolled off of her lips, like water. She just couldn’t stop it.
That was the last thing she had expected of Marcus, though. She had classified him as shy, hesitant to do anything by himself. If he was like this inside… Well she was more than dead wrong about him, that was for sure.
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 1:50 pm
 ◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Playful ✘-Happy ✘-Energetic ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
ZydrateA sigh passed his lips as he simply shook his head lightly. "No escape." he moaned softly pressing the back of his hand to his head before grinning. "I couldn't do that I would miss the sun." he stated wrapping in arm around Noah sighing once. "I suppose that I could spend time with you and fun things, but first we need the whipped cream." he purred happily. before he pulled away and grabbed a jar of peanut butter from the shelf dropping it into the cart. "Next?"
☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆ Obviously objectionable Content:
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 1:53 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceSurprised swept over Marcus when Spencer didn't push him away but instead kissed him back. The kiss went on longer then he expected but then she finally pulled away. A smiled spread across his face as he pulled back so there was a few inches between them. "I'm fine as long as you are." he spoke, the word flew from his more before he could even think.
Surely she didn't feel the same way for him as he did her. But then she wouldn't be leading him on like this. If she really did feel that way about him then were did this put them? And how would the others react to this? He was so unsure now. "If you have no problem with this then does that mean I get to kiss you again?" he asked, once again the words slipped from his tongue before he could stop them. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 4:23 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherSpencer couldn’t help but smile, suppressing a giggle, as Marcus smiled. This whole thing was making her bubbly, giddy. It was weird, but a pleasant weird. He had only pulled away a bit from her, so his next words didn’t really come as a shock to her. She studied him, shaking her head a bit as she smiled. “Only if you think you’re man enough, Marcus.” She teased him softly. “Only if you’re sure that you won’t leave me.” Her voice was a bit more worried with that one. She didn’t want to be left alone after this, to brush it off like it never happened. But she didn’t want him to reply to that. She hadn’t really meant to say it, she told herself. She didn’t want to betray her true emotions just yet. It was a terrifying thought.
So, instead, her hands slid up to his shoulders, and her lips met his again. At least she knew, now, that he wouldn’t pull away from it. It gave her a sort of protective layering, almost. Like she was freer to do more, as long as she didn’t break a certain point. She tried to squish that part of her mind that told her that she was only kissing him to protect herself. Like before. No. No. It’s not like that. I do like him. Honest.
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 4:31 pm
Rain 𝔑𝔬𝔞𝔥
Guitars 𝔄.
tuesdays 𝔗𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔰 ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ♂ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ SleepingNoah couldnt help but roll his eyes and smile at the other, really at times like these he couldnt tell if the other dreaded the sun or loved it. Love-hate relationship, that was what he came up with. Like Marcus and Spencer. He smirked at the thought however that was soon pushed from his mind when he heard the others responce and the not so innocent mention of whipped cream he felt that damned blush return to his cheeks and he had to avert his eyes, thankfully he had the excusse of the list and scanned over it "Noodles and tomato sauce" he simply just deciding it was easier to say two at a time than constantly refer to the list.
Sleeping
SleepingSleeping
sleeping And the night shall be filled with music, lonely
And the cares that infest the day a silence
Shall fold their tents like the Arabs insomniac
And as silently steal away. touching me
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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Eclipse of the Twilight Crew
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 4:58 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceBefore Marcus could respond to either of the things Spencer said her lips where back on his. His arm wrapped around her and brought her close, his free hand cup her cheek. But he did break the kiss soon, she really didn't think he wouldn't respond to her words. "I thought I told you not to insult my manhood." he said teasingly pulling back but only slightly. "And I also thought I said that I wouldn't leave you." Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 5:01 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Playful ✘-Happy ✘-Energetic ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
Zydrate Laughter bubbled from Selcia because he noted the others blush making his way to the pasta and then grabbed the tomato sauce humming happily. "Next dear, the whipped cream?" he asked giggling slightly humming as he did. this was fun but they needed to finish the shopping so that it wouldn't be to late when they got home.
☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆ Obviously objectionable Content:
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2011 5:10 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherSpencer couldn’t help but smile. “Oh, did you? I don’t recall.” She leaned into his hand. She wished her fingers were as soft as his. Hers were all calloused and scabbed over from playing guitar until she bled. Not very nice, so she opted to keep her fingers to herself. “I was just checking.” She said quietly. “I know some people say things they don’t intend to keep when someone’s in distress.” She shrugged softly. “I didn’t want it to be the same with you was all.” Spencer cursed herself. She sounded so bloody fragile. She hated it when she did that. But she knew that it had only gotten worse the last time she had tried to fix it, so she didn’t try to fix it again, though her eyes dropped in embarrassment.
Spencer sighed, leaning her head on his chest. “I’m sorry I’m so mean sometimes.” She said quietly, her eyes still watching the floor. “I really don’t mean to be. I know I always fight with you and hurt you.” She shook her head with a sigh. “I don’t know why I do it, really. Hurting other people just makes them back away, to guard themselves instead of prying into me, I guess.” Spencer swallowed, biting on her lower lip. She hadn’t meant to say that out loud. Or had she? Once again she had confused herself with her own words. It was kind of embarrassing sometimes.
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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