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carcer, whatever it is you need to do, you do it and we'll understand. We all love you so much. You're such a wonderful person and I wish I could be a better friend to you, because I wasn't there when you needed to talk to someone, apparently. I feel like crap for that, but I really want you to know how much I care about you. I only want the best for you. I'll IM you whenever I'm on and see you and I'm going to write you a letter soon, too. I know it's not very much of me, and it seems so stupid to try and mend all this now, but I don't know what else to do. I'm not going to ask you to tell me everything that's been going on with you unless you want to. You're always welcome to talk to me. My ears and my heart are always open to you, carcer. If there's anything I can do for you ever, you just say the word and I'll do it. You have my phone number if you need it. You can call me anytime. Nothing you say or do could make me harbor -any- kind of ill thoughts against you. Ever. There's nothing you could ever do that would make me think those things. ._.

I love you very much and I hope to talk to you soon. And when you do come back, I hope it's with a smile on your face and a load off your shoulders. ^_^

Carcer - I don't really know you that well but i still love you and hope your super plus good very soon ^_^ and when your back I'm gonna start talking to you more cause i've been talkin to the OGGers for over a year now and still dont really know any of them well because I can't stay online all the time like i used to. But i am surely going to try ^_^

On saturday night when i was goin to my friends house much to my surprise her dad and her picked me up and i was like "woah its her dad" then when we were at her house we ate mac and cheese and made cookies. then we got some diet cokes and a big thing of ice and water and we went to her room and got her japanese tea set and hat a tea party as we played memory with two decks of anime cards and you have to match the card like the ace of hearts with the ace of hearts in the other deck but the twict was that you has to lick your hand and put the spit on your forehead and slam your head into the ground to get the card. twas fun. then we were talking in eubonics fr the fun of it but i didnt do too well XDthen we played I spy in the dark twas very difficult. then on sunday we went to a park and acted like we were in Final Fantasy and went into this highgrass that went inot these woods and were collecting stuff and we dubbed them like phoenix down hi potion ether etc. then we founf a kids little voodoo shrine O.o so we took it all and kept everything in a playground play thing and we said that the mulch was tyhre fire of mount doom and you had to have invincability berries to cross and we had a pet football named toto.

later that day (around noonish) her BF came to play with us and then we went to her little brothers baseball game for 5 hours and josh (my friends BF) threw sand down my shirt. then he juist kept throwing stoof at me and it hurt. then we founf chalk andwe were drawing penises everywhere XDthen we all went to a vacant baseball feeled and ran around then it got cold and i was in a tank top and almost froze but my friend and her bf weren't they were cuddling and i felt left out cause they were lke 2 yards away from me. then Josh bought us both hot chocolate and now my tongue hurts because it got burnt.

so today my cousin walks in the door and punches me yelling "Fred Durst was here and you didnt get me an autograph!!" i almost bit him until my mom walked in >.> my mom cant keep her mouth shut. XD

ok soo um yeah feel better soon Carcer!!!!


~Kanna~

It's my two month anniversary with my boyfriend!!! <33333333333333 I'm sho happeeeeee.

And my avatar look cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute, XD.

Wooooooo!!!
carcer, that's so awesome!! <3333!!
Congratulations!! =DD
I hope you have many more anniversaries to come.

IT'S SNOWING LIKE A MOFO!

Lifes not going well. I'll be absent from gaia for awhile.

EDIT: I don't feel like sharing. sorry. All I can say is that Im afraid of myself.

Ta-kun & Tohma - hope j00s are super super plus goodlie soon ^_^

My friend Matt's little sister was jumped yesterday by some bitches at skool and me and Cece went all mafia and now we're planning to ruin their lives ^_^ I'm no nice ne? XD

My mom finally let me hook up the internet modem to my computer so needless to say i've been sitting here for hours happily ^_^ and tonight bmy sisters boyfriend carl is bringin over his DDr stuff cause eric hasnt given kmine back yet and i'm gonna kick Carls a** ^_^.

today in geometry some guys, who hate my friend Jon because he's gay and wears pleather pants to school a lot, we're makin fun of him so for like 20 minutes of our 70 minute class period we argued abou homosexuality. I said its kool and they said that only lesbianism is koo. I called them hipocrites cause they pissed me off and stuff. The jerlks woke me up from my nap crying

I've been sick all wee. I woke up this morning and couldn't breath through my nose at all lmao so i took medicine and went to get orange juice to take it with and somebody never closed the lid they just sat it on the carton and the juice poured down my arm XD

My grandpa is visiting for the weekend. so far no presents XD but hopefully i'll at least get some $$ out of it

today my church called me and asked if i could work tomorrow and so now i'm working almost all day tomorrow at my church and then i'm babysitting for 4 hours. yay $$$ i'll actually have money towards my Dir en grey tickets *is way happy*

kay i gotta go watch my brothers now

I LURVLE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!


~Kanna~

yesterday was a blast! i went to work at 8;30 and watched little kids fpr $10 and hour from 9:00 am to noon. and then at 4:00 pm i went to babysit for some people and i got finished at 8 and it was so much fun. cause their parents ordered pizza and left me a check for it and our pizza never came so i called the pizza people and it never came again so i called a 2nd time and they remade our pizza and a stoned pizza guy delivered it. XD and when their folks got home the kids said that they want me to babysit them because i'm more fun than my sister who usually babysits them ^.^ so i think i might be babysitting for them every monday now ^.^ and all together yesterday i made $62 but 30 of it i get when i get my paycheck from the preschool. and when i was working at the preschool from 8:30 - noon i mostly watched this 6 month old boy named gabriel and he was so cute ^_^ he wouldn't let me put him down so i basically help him for 3 hours. and he spit op on me and was gnawing on my sweatshirt XD so i gace him his bottle and he fell asleep in my arms and it was so cute. then i tried to put him in a crib and he woke up again. lol.

i was up until 3 am lastnigh talking to my koi on AIM. it was so much fun cause i hadn't talked to him for that long in ages.

ok i'm gonna go try to take a nap to get un sick ^_^ bai!

~Kanna~