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 Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 7:53 am
Tatsuha_Uesugi TA-KUN'S BIRTHDAY IS OCTOBER 29th. YOU BETTER WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY D:<
I DANCED WITH A BANANA AT THE SCHOOL DANCE YESTERDAY! XD It wasn't Mana, or Shuichi, but he was still a banana. And some 6th grade boy dressed up like a cheerleader...but I didn't get a chance. D:
I, on the other hand, dressed as "Omou" Isshi, of Kagrra,. I got Hiro-chan to temporarily dye my hair orange-ish for the occasion (even though it turned out looking more brown because of my dark hair). ^^
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 10:56 am
xDxD!
Long time no see, OGG D:!!
I'm gunna be an aktorr in our drama club :O! I'm gunna be on stage! Whewt!!...kinda >>'. I wanted to just do sounds and lighting, but I got talked into acting ^^'...
HAPPY EARLY B-DAY, TA!!!
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 11:24 am
iMtohmaAndiLikehats
xDxD!
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 11:48 am
iMtohmaAndiLikehats
xDxD!... Omg. That like, made me laugh so much. <3
I haven't been here in a while, it seems. D=
Dude. Is it normal to get so freakin' moody with the one you used to love so very much just because they're talking with you about things? [Omg NOT you, Hoshiko! Somebody else I'm talking with right now, I swear! ;-; <3 ]
Crap. I just feel like I ******** everything up. Like, seriously.
I FINALLY got the one I loved to love me back, but then I had to go like that boy at school.
I don't know why I freakin' like him so much but I do. I freakin' think he's so cute and awesome and kind. And he's actually near me. I can actually hug him IRL and touch him.. Maybe that's why I was originally drawn to him. Because I felt so upset that I couldn't actually be near my love, so I got weak and desperate and wanted somebody who I could see every single day.
That boy's actually the reason why I've been looking foward to school every day. He gave me a reason to get up, get out and feel great about getting through school. If I could just look at him for a brief moment, I'd be satisfied.
But now I can't even get excited that somebody who can actually return my feelings is talking to me. I can't feel happy for her when she's happy. I can't feel sad for her when she feels sad. I'm a ********' idiot. neutral
I screwed it up big time. I finally had what I wanted and I threw it away for some boy. And now I fear things will never be the same.
I'm totally hating myself today.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 1:31 pm
omg...suppi-chan...i wish i could give u the biggest hug in the world right now. i know that pain and no one should have to suffer through it. it's the worst feeling in the world. my gawd...i feel horrible i wasn't online to talk to u while that happened too...did this happen right after i went away? s**t...CURSE U CHORES! [tight a** huggle.]
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 3:46 pm
-huuuug- Thanks, Hoshiko. ;_; <33333333 You rock.
Yeah. It was after you left that I went ahead and told her how I felt and such. I said we "need space". Wow. I feel like a monster. I just hurt somebody so close to me so badly. Damn.
I think I need some time away from the computer for a while..
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 4:33 pm
Suppi D:!! That's horrible ;o;! *huggle* I know how you feel, totally TT.TT! I hope everything gets better for you D:!
Inco- 
xD!!!! *gikkle*
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 5:00 pm
iMtohmaAndiLikehats Inco-
xD!!!! *gikkle*
XD
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 9:55 am
Suppi-chan -huuuug- Thanks, Hoshiko. ;_; <33333333 You rock.
Yeah. It was after you left that I went ahead and told her how I felt and such. I said we "need space". Wow. I feel like a monster. I just hurt somebody so close to me so badly. Damn.
I think I need some time away from the computer for a while..
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:39 pm
Suppi, I know I'm not really close to you or anything, but I just feel so bad about what you're going through. I can relate a lot. You feel like you're throwing something precious away and it hurts that you're doing it.
Maybe it's the fact that you want what you can't have. =/ It sounds stupid, but it's usually true that once you have something you've always wanted, you just don't feel like it's what you wanted anymore. And then you go seeking something else that you feel is out of your reach.
Love is a crazy thing. x_x I don't understand it at all. All I know is that it hurts more than it does anything else. =/ It makes you feel like you're in need of that certain person. I don't even know how to decribe it. So, I'm gonna give you a quote my friend gave me, which is how I first met her.
"Love is like a finger in a blender; it turns on and off and it friggin' hurts."
That is the ******** truth right there.
Don't worry, Suppi. Things will get better.
Like I said, I know we're not close or anything, but if you ever wanna talk to me about something, I'll always listen to you. I'll give you whatever advice I can. Don't hesitate! <3
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 1:42 pm
I poked Ta today! biggrin
And pet him. XD
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 9:29 pm
I love you Suppi smile , I know we've never talked much but you've always been so nice and sweet to me, I promise one day to return the favor to the magnitude you've bestowed upon me smile .
But in Kristina-land... MY MUMMY IS ALLOWING JOSEPH TO COME TO OUR HOUSE DURING WINTER BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!! For those who don't know, Joseph is my boyfriend, but he lives in Illinois sad . I'm so excited!
I'm also covered in cats XD.
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 3:16 pm
): I hate life guys...seriously...
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 10:13 am
Agh. x_x I just had to walk home from my bus stop in the rain, so now my head hurts...and I got my nice leather jacket all wet. And now my shoulders hurt. So much. Just from my goddamnded backpack. D:
On the other hand, the Spanish teacher gave me candy today. o_o Yaaay Jolly Ranchers.
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 7:43 pm
hectic, hectic, hectic. i want sleep. and good food. and no one to bother me. D:< ...and the OGG in my house. now. bitches. mad
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heart
speaking of which. towns. us. one neighborhood. omfgyes. or a priea will be unleashed. ...i kinda like that threat. next time someone at school's stupid/mean..."A PRIEA UPON YOUR HOUSE! scream " > biggrin ho's**t, that's right. i'm that good. cool
people are down. i'm gonna resurrect the "one good thing" thread. cuz i love j00 all and hate the sadness. ...though we all know life would be better if i ruled the world because stupid people would be hurled into the sun and all of us would live in some awesome place with good food, hot guys & girls (besides us, of course cool ), and tons o' video games and movies. ...mmm....sexy people..."a nutritious part of every diet! biggrin " ...oh wait, that's Queerios. xD
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