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::Blinku:: Omigawdshoe! That was crude! scream NO, MY LIVER DOES NOT CHOSE TO MAKE OUT WITH YOU! stare ::Twinkie floats off to make biscusts:: Pishaw! ninja

Shoe, you are NOT selfish, your in a horrible situation that no one deserves to be in, apart from the people who do it. You have to stand up for yourself, I can't give you much advce because i'm fortunte to have gotten out of that situation by simply standing up for myself, and I still had my mother to call the police. Though I'm sure pissing him off was pretty fun it wasn't worth getting the crap beaten out of you. You have to get out of there, ""clean your room"" and as you do so pack your stuff, go to Mike's house, since he's a guy your father won't remember his name because it's a guy and he hates all the guys you know thinking that they're gay and all, so he won't remember them. Call from there, or ask someone to call for you. And don't worry times are though, but you'll get your share of great times that'll stomp right over all the bad times 3nodding

Dude you gotta stop those voices before you do xd trust me there not good, and if you shoot him, you'll go to prison, but since a this rate you prrobably won't give a s**t think of it this way....

If you kill him, you'll be happy once, if you get him in jail, you can go and laugh at his face every day when he's behind the glass and watch him get shocked if he gets pissed off and starts banging the glass blaugh

Good thought? So think of it that way... 3nodding

todays rant:

I hate waking up early. Especially when you get no sleep and leaving the conforters means COLD! (I have to sleep with 3 conforters to be warm...) Blech. The string came out of my pants and I couldn't tie my pants around my waist. I almost left my homework home again. I got my camra to finally work. I'm gunna take it to school and TRY and get pics of Samus, Qiao Qiao, Neko, Yui, and some other people. Sam avoids camras, he'll run away x.x;; I saw some other buddies in the morning, and returned some stuff. Went to Orchestra. I could play better now because I finally got easier sheet music for just ME! Yesh! MEH! Ta-kun's happah! Then spanish. I out-glared everyone that gave me a hard time. There was this angry aura coming from me or something, they didn't even try to annoy me. (Maybe it's cuz of the book I threw at them? o.o;; ) Then in English... I was bored. I made a sign for the body parts I was selling. sweatdrop Lunch I ate with "teh gang" (which is just the people who like anime and drafted me into book club). Went to Chem. Almost got kicked outa me seat by some a*****e. Other people were trying to get into the fight, saying I cause trouble, yet I don't. If he sat there, he's sit and talk with his friend all the time. I coulda gotten my a** kicked cuz there were two big guys against me. Then I went to Drivers Ed. Mr.King was talking about people having the right of way blah blah blah. and in one of his examples "Little Timmy" got hit by a car. So I mumbled "like me" to myself. He yelled at me saying it's nothing to joke about. I told him that I WAS hit by a car. (7th grade, still have the scars. And my knees are really pink after that. Kinda like a scar... um... *shrug*) He wouldn't belive me. Oh well, not like I care. But some kids in my school saw it, and I was on my way to a friends party, so everyone there knew. After that was painting. I couldn't get the right purple, and I was wiggin out on my painting. =_= stupid purple... Sam and I were gunna stay after but he had to go do something last minute. Why he can't tell me this in the morning I will never know. So I stayed after for help in geometery (from hell ninja ) and went on Gaia. Blech... n00bs piss me off. domokun *wants to whack them with a stick* When I got home I did basically nothing.

Later when we were eating dinner my dad started screaming at me for being rude and other BS. Good thing I didn't give him his utensils yet o.o;; I'm scared of ANYTHING he'll do to me. But he was screaming at me cuz of stupid things too. Oh wow, I got my egg noodles before him, and it's not MY fault there was aluminum foil on my chicken leg. Roar. domokun *hides in closet* Maki says I should piss on his beloves guitar. X3

Wahhh!! Ta-kun, I'm sorry I was asleep so long. I just couldn't resist! My mom wasn't home. Do you know the joy I felt!? Do you!? It was magical... no yelling, no fighting, no nagging in my ear saying "DO THE LITTER NOW!!!!" I was in paradise!! I felt like I could fly or something!!! *sigh* I always forget to turn my cell's ringer back on. I'll remember from now on so you can wake me up!!

Well, my day...
This stupid idiot in my school, his name is Ray, failed the HSPA last year. Fot those who don't know, HSPA is the High School Proficiancy Assessment test. You take it Junior year of high school and don't graduate if you fail it. Now, he's a senior, and they're doing make-up ones for seniors who failed it last year. Basically, if he fails, he's screwed. He told me "It's stupid that I failed, it was only three points."
"Yeah, and if you don't have the ability to gain those little three points, then, apparently, you don't deserve to pass high school."
"Take into account, I have a learning disability where I can't do math."
"What is it? I've never heard of a disability that's just for specific subjects. Can I have a Sociology disability?"
"No, I'm being serious, my brain can't process numbers the right way."
"Dislexia?"
"No, it's just numbers..."
"But numbers are symbols, and so are letters. They represent something else, so how can it be just numbers? You'd have to have problems with words and reading and writing as well. Not to mention writing down the numbers."
"..."
"I'd really like to know more about this, so if it's not too much trouble, could you find out what it is so I can look into it? Thanks." *ignores Ray*

Yeah, he's an idiot. Don't blame a 'disability' just because you're stupid. Anyway, in homeroom after that, this girl tried to take my seat. I sit with the ghetto people, and I like it too, because they're cool ghetto people. XD This stupid a** huge white girl thinks she's ghetto, not to mention she gets an attitude with anyone who disagrees with her. She's a flat out b***h. But today, I got my seat back. She still didn't move out of our table, though, and she wanted to copy this girl's homework, because she never does it, but Teena had it in her locker, so Sarah was screwed. Haha. I'm mean.
Umm... I had a sub in British Lit. because my teacher was one of the ones conducting the HSPA testing. I chilled with my friend Tom and made fun of him because I can. We talked about Saiyuki. I'm letting him borrow my manga... and I told him that I was forcing him to read Gravi afterwards, and he was ok with that because he's a cool open-minded guy. I talk about yaoi with him all the time. XD He's cool.
Then there was health and we had a sub. Luke was doing HSPA testing, but Tom was there again! ^^ We had to get our height and weight taken that period in the nurse's office. I'm not gonna say my weight. >< They wouldn't convert my height for me... ;_; But, again, Tom and I chilled.
Sociology was fun, too. I did a worksheet all period! Yeah, it sounds boring, but Sociology really interests me! So I got all the answers right but 1. >< I have a quiz tomorrow, too. YAyz!!
PC Apps I got a test and it was easy. So I was bored a long time and then I played solitare. Boo.
Musical Theatre we were roleplaying. It was funny. XD The kids in my class are hilarious. I'm really shy, though, so I never go up, but I think I'm gonna try on thurday. Tomorrow there are Swing Choir auditions in that class, so it's basically a period to hear good people sing, and secretly laugh at those who think they can. It's like American Idol auditions!! Just so you know, Swing Choir is our competitive choir, we're ranked in the top three schools in the country. Boo effin' ya.
Algebra II I had another sub. Did easy work. It was good practice.
Then Chorus. The people in that class piss me off. I don't even wanna talk about it. They ALWAYS talk when they're not supposed to, and when it's time to sing, no one does. WTF? If these people don't care, I don't understand why they're there!! ><
Lunch... Jenn was depressed, Aaron is a ******** who thinks he knows everything. Cocky b***h... I was in a good mood and it went "ugh.."
I had a quiz in Astronomy that was easy. Then I completed my lab with Tom afterwards. It was boring. I thought that class would be more exciting. --_--
I came home with my brother and the house was EMPTY!!! I took a nap. Woke up at 8:30. Heh heh. I'm tired when I get home. Umm... then my mom yelled at me because she couldn't find the cat, because she thought I was still asleep when I wasn't, because she wanted me to take the phone and look for the cat for her, and then when I told her that the cat would come up by himself, she yelled at me and called me a nasty b***h. Whatever. Poor cat didn't WANT to come up, I wouldn't either. So she went down to get him herself and and when she came back up, she yelled at me again and s**t. I hate hearing her voice because it irks and perturbs me. Grr... RAWR!! But I guess it was a good day. Wow... I wrote A LOT!! XD

I hide under the computer desk when my dad gets home >_> Sorry Shoe.

Priea - I try to ignore it when I can, but when it bothers me I complain. ._. I'm just a b*****d that way. I dunno what I can really say if I DID call the police. My family doesn't have the most money because it's all going to my brother for college. (stupid older brother... perfect brother...) *imagines eating Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for 4 years* ughh x.x;; My dad brings in the most money cuz he's an optomitrist and get hundreds from one appointment (so he says. When he was yelling at me about missing a patient and loosing a few hundred dollars). I'm almost 16, my Birthdays on ther 19th this month so I still have 2 years before collage...

That's not being a b*****d. stare But I can understand being at a loss of words when actually calling the police. V_V And I'm very sorry to hear you have two more years...I'm 16 myself...junior and senior year-then I'm GONE!!!

...doesn't it sound like we're talking about jail time?? "i have 2 more years...oh man, i'm stuck for 4 more years!" xd

Happy Early Day of Birth!!...if I forget later...which I most likely will...since I can't remember my own b-day sometimes... xd heart

I'm lucky I got that into words... in all honesty, I thought it was worded strangely and people would be confused. sweatdrop

Actually I was thinking of that too sweatdrop so are you a Junior? *is a Sophmore*