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 Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 3:03 pm
I might be able to get a job pretty much right out of college. *crosses fingers* It would be similar to what I already do....but I'd get paid a lot more than $8.25 an hour, and get actual benefits.
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 8:33 pm
My, my....
Well i must say that i have many things that i need to rant and get out of my system...but i'll start with two.
The first thing is: Coming out. Im young, only 13...yet i know im bi-sexual. I really want to tell my friends and family, because i know it will make me feel hella better about my self, and i wont be as depressed as i am. I know my mom wouldnt care, and my friends would accept it...but my grandparents and my dads side of the family is a whole different story. Their extremely religious (and im not.) and they are already angry at me for making the decision to be homeschooled. And im scared if i tell them they'll hate me and disown me. Im already under too much stress as it is and its building up with this
The second thing is: My self esteem. I have virtually no self esteem. When im around my family and friends i feel ugly, even though i know im not. Im not skinny but im not fat either...and when im out with them i feel really uncomfterble about the way i look. And i know that they arent trying to hurt my feelings, but when they comment on my image, and how i need to be more feminine in the way i dress, i feel like curling up in a dark corner and crying.
Sorry about my crappy spelling.
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 1:36 am
Oh. My. God. The Jack's Mannequin concert totally made my life. It was so incredible. Andrew McMahon is the most amazing performer. He get's me every time. I had such a rush going, just listening to him and watching him play. God... I want that. Not him, but... Well, yes him, but I mean that feeling every night. Stepping out on stage and playing to that kind of crowd. That would be the best way to live. On stage, under the lights... Thousands of people singing your songs back to you. Oh my god. I love music.
Anyway, today, we got in from Van late. I finished my group project, and then I took a nap, because I was soooooo tired. Yeah, I forgot to actually turn on my alarm, and I just woke up. It's 1:30 in the morning, and I have a meeting at 9:30, and three entries to write for my abnormal psych class. I'm going insane. SO I should probably get back to those, rather than write anymore here.
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 9:15 pm
I'm in for it this week.
I'm still graduating.
I wonder if CSUS will still accept me if I got a D+. I'm willing to retake it in the summer, at highschool, community college, wherever.
I'm only stressed about how dissapointed everyone else will be.
In the end everything will work out. Life isn't dependent on my highschool grades.
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Posted: Wed Dec 06, 2006 8:02 pm
Boyfriend held me hostage for two hours last night, and I'm killing myself.
Eh, today isn't the greatest.
I'm also grounded.
But, I'm going to Oregon with Doug for chirstmas, so who cares.
I love him so much.
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Posted: Tue Dec 12, 2006 7:49 am
I have my one and only exam today, in abnormal psych, and then I'm heading home for Christmas. Thank god. There is so much juvenile bullshit going on, and I hate it. It's so stupid. I thought we were all suppose to be adults, but apparently not. Ugh. Can't wait to get home. This time tomorrow, I'll be back in Calgary.
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Posted: Tue Dec 12, 2006 10:30 pm
I wish it would all go away. The pain. The doubt. Everything.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 7:06 am
Soleq-Hang in there. I know that it isn't easy, but things can get better.
We have had a rather mild winter thus far. No complaints from me.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 12:30 pm
@sense: Why is god's name is your hair GREEN?
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 3:20 pm
I'm home... It's fine. I decorated the tree last night. Woo. By myself. Woo. It's miserable. I slept until 2 today. It was good. And yeah... That's it. I went Christmas shopping. Two more people and I'm done. Thank god. I'm going to go and do a whole lot of nothing now.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 8:47 pm
Just taking a quick break from...8 hours of studying statistics. By 12:30 tomorrow I will be done. Right now I just feel like throwing up.
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Posted: Fri Dec 15, 2006 6:01 pm
xLaurelX @sense: Why is god's name is your hair GREEN? I've just changed it around a bit for the holidays. Sometime after Christmas I will change it back to it's normal blue pincer cut.
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Posted: Fri Dec 15, 2006 7:28 pm
Sensedog xLaurelX @sense: Why is god's name is your hair GREEN? I've just changed it around a bit for the holidays. Sometime after Christmas I will change it back to it's normal blue pincer cut. All across the site (or at least in LI) you are probably giving heart attacks to people with the sudden color change xp And I totally got a B on my statistics test. I am so happy right now blaugh Edit: Arg! I hate it when I hit "edit" instead of "quote"!
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Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 10:17 am
Sensedog xLaurelX @sense: Why is god's name is your hair GREEN? I've just changed it around a bit for the holidays. Sometime after Christmas I will change it back to it's normal blue pincer cut.
Anyway, Gaia's getting really superb with their coding. I looked at it the other day and looked at their new stuff. I just wish they had the Battle System going instead of all the flashy new things. And I just saw Gaia Online in my Rolling Stone magazine too and it said something about a CEO? So, they must be getting some good money now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 6:25 pm
I enjoy the new donation items.
I'm not calling them "monthly collectables".
My boyfriend gave me a kitten for christmas, and he's ADORABLE <3
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