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 Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 1:24 pm
SCHIZOPHRENIC TENDENCIES Crap! I can't buy any Turtables. My local store in being renovated. Oh well, it gives me the ability to save up more money at least. Update: Turns out it had a fire.
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 2:22 pm
God. Why do some decent human beings have it for the worst, like myself?
1. I can't make it to Eclipse Festival. My life has no meaning anymore, seeing as this is one of those once-in-a-lifetime events (probably because Koxbox is performing live). My family's so clueless when it comes to these kinds of things, thinking that I might get hurt. I know they care for me, but they need to face the fact that s**t like that doesn't happen at all in safe environments. This is the kind of thing I've wanted to do for years, so why am I not getting any support from them? Maybe I'm not cut out for it? I don't even know anymore.
2. I don't have a job that has a suitable enviroment for me anymore. My mother's company is on the verge of going under since her relationship with her company partner just went down the drain as well. Yeah, I know, that shouldn't effect the workplace, but it is. This was probably the only job option I had here. I take it to an extreme to the point of depression and anti-social tendencies when it comes to looking for employment- it's rare to find decent human beings these days in this city, state, and most of all the entire country (unless I've known them for a while or they come from a common background), and a workplace that is actually filled with people I feel comfortable working with.
3. I have two close friends who are living together...but they're stuck with the most vile excuse of a mother I have ever known about. They have been contemplating for months about where to move out to. I want to help them, but I have no options. It makes me want to cry, thinking about them having to stay with someone who is ignorant, explosive, and just mind-numbingly brain-dead beyond belief that even she doesn't even know how to deal with her children anymore.
4. I want a vacation for myself so I can enjoy myself and let all the negativity out at the moment...and right now Eclipse Festival would do the trick, although it just seems like wishful thinking, now.
As you can see, I'm in a bit of a wreck at the moment.
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 2:29 pm
Yesterday bought a game for my comptuer that i just bought from Dell and the f**ker wont even work cause Dell jipped me on my RAM grr i should have waited and bought a custom built but didnt have the cash grrrr (small problem but still i figured i would rant about something)
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 12:19 am
tonight = emotional roller coaster
go out "camping" with some friends have a couple beers, make it back tot own in time to go to the club with my friend who called me earleir to go. maybe even see some wet tittys great.
get there find out my ex is there, the one ex i just dont want to see... why i dont even know but basically i lose any and all emotional control around her... i want to hate her, but i miss her so much and i admitedly do love her which is probably why i hate her.... yah s**t storm...
so i leave, its the easiest option, i figure that's it i can jsut go home, cry a little and go to bed... no such luck.. she phones me... i dont even know how to describe the conversation other then the only thing ive said to her in about a month.... yeah i just... i dont get it, i hate it i wish this were all ******** done with. emo
i'm going back to my corner now... maybe drink some of my liquor or smoke some of my drugs.. i need something to calm me down because im freakin out a little
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 12:25 am
Some people ask me why I have no faith in humanity as a whole. After all, most people are decent, good-natured, good-intentioned, try to keep out of trouble and help when they can.
I understand that.
I just wish that the loud ones weren't stupid, bad people.
For some reason, a girl dumped a thread in the Sci&Tech forum proclaiming that since men don't like gay men but like lesbians, they must be sexist. Even beyond the plain stupidity of that stance, which is enough to make me wish that the poster's parents had never met, is the perceived righteousness, the "I'm battling inequality by making broad generalizations about one group of people while ignoring the faults of the rest of humanity."
And then added to that was the OP proclaiming that the opinions of lesbians would be valued over those of anyone else. Because of course the accused shouldn't be allowed to defend himself, that would only prevent justice from happening to perfectly innocent ******** hypocrites. I hope that people stall on the whole gene implantation work simply so that the ******** Feminazis die before they're able to breed with each other.
And eventually, I'll calm down, and realize that that was just a stupid kid who's never going to learn, and that no matter how much I vent, I'm still not going to be able to push her into a river with a boulder tied to her neck, so I should just forget about her and think about all of the good people.
At least when feminists are expressing their equality by standing on the tops of cars yelling "c**t!" it's funny.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 5:03 am
To make my rant super short:
My the ******** does weed have to be ******** $25 a gram? scream
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 5:22 am
I need to find a new place to live... ******** I hate this process.
25$ a gram? ******** I pay like 6.50 a gram... That blows man. o_o
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 9:19 am
It does blow! gonk
Luckily, I found a bag for 35$ 3.5 grams.
Now, new rant:
Why do dumb people reproduce....at rapid rates? Don't they realize that more people = more taxes? more taxes being taken out, ********. But, then again... why do stupid people with IQs of say.....60 or less reproduce in the first place? Don't they realize that when you reproduce you pass on your genetics? And also, don't they realize that the world is being over-populated as it is?
scream scream stressed
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 9:29 am
Stupid people breed so frequently because they're too dumb to use contraceptives. "I'll just pull out, that way you won't get pregnant." <******** I hate this stress that trying to find a new place is causing.. We're locked into this place for another two months, but everywhere around here is getting taken up so quickly because it's that time of the year where everyone is looking to move back into the city for school. We can't afford to pay double rent so subletting is the only real option unless we borrow some cash... Ugh.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 9:31 am
Pre-ejaculation? Is that a sci fi movie?
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 12:52 pm
Blah blah blah, more reasons why I hate people.
[Edit]: My friend is an idiot. Just because I have a temper doesn't mean I'm wrong.
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 9:26 pm
I got carded tonight. I asked for a glass of house white, and the b***h was like "Two pieces of photo ID please". Then she studied them, turned them over...
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Dangerous Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 12:01 am
Somebody stole my commie hat.
And I'm not happy with it.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 12:52 am
White Linen Somebody stole my commie hat. And I'm not happy with it. It's not your commie hat, it's the People's commie hat.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 6:52 am
Layra-chan White Linen Somebody stole my commie hat. And I'm not happy with it. It's not your commie hat, it's the People's commie hat. Okay, we all know that everyone wanted the People's commie hat, the only question is which one of the people stole our collective hat. domokun
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