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 Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 12:37 pm
I feel so heavy now. gonk
But okay, I'm not.
>_<
I like hiking. Depending on the scenery. :3
I'M GETTING NERVOUS!
I have a feeling the director is expecting something like this
- I mean there's a reason why there are choreographers in the crew?! And and a band, and and ... gonk
I also hope I don't semi forget my lines like those people out of nervousness.
emo
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 9:05 pm
I'm thinking everyone hates me because they won't comment on my pictures I posted. crying
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Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 4:59 am
Nothing but bad luck. I'll never take that way ever again, either. I'm so stressed and anxious because how I'm reminded of what happend nearly two years ago, no more then twenty feet away. To top that off my back is hurting because this is almost how it was in june of '05. That beer helped calm me a little but my adrenilane is going to be a bit higher then normal for a while. Journal entry for this thought.
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 3:11 pm
Hi Prussiah, Prussiah I'm thinking everyone hates me because they won't comment on my pictures I posted. crying Awww cry , what pictures and where? Sonia question
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 9:09 pm
slai Hi Prussiah, Prussiah I'm thinking everyone hates me because they won't comment on my pictures I posted. crying Awww cry , what pictures and where? Sonia question They're in the hangout thread, lol. Picture of me ^.^
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2007 2:54 pm
Hi Prussiah,
I shall check the backlog and post there!
Sonia 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Apr 18, 2007 11:39 am
I'm so emo these days.
No self-harm included.
Just, constantly sad, tired, feeling quite lonely despite the fact that there are people out there who care about me.
Upset about the whole fight against my school.
Can't provide details, but I assure you it's quite nasty.
Upset about something I should be over by now but am not.
Basically, because I hate him so much and he is in a position to hurt me - when he critizes me it's far more painful than I would ever want to allow it to be.
But I just can't defend myself against it. I'm weak.
And it makes me so so angry, at him and at myself.
I broke down and cried and cried today.
That was very very very embarrassing. ._.
I wish I had more self-control.
Then there's the usual teenage angst bit.
I'm feeling quite ill. And anti-social at times.
Am still worried about theatre.
But there is a silver lining.
Going to Sicily next week.
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Posted: Wed Apr 18, 2007 11:48 am
Ystwyth I'm so emo these days.
No self-harm included.
Just, constantly sad, tired, feeling quite lonely despite the fact that there are people out there who care about me.
Upset about the whole fight against my school.
Can't provide details, but I assure you it's quite nasty.
Upset about something I should be over by now but am not.
Basically, because I hate him so much and he is in a position to hurt me - when he critizes me it's far more painful than I would ever want to allow it to be.
But I just can't defend myself against it. I'm weak.
And it makes me so so angry, at him and at myself.
I broke down and cried and cried today.
That was very very very embarrassing. ._.
I wish I had more self-control.
Then there's the usual teenage angst bit.
I'm feeling quite ill. And anti-social at times.
Am still worried about theatre.
But there is a silver lining.
Going to Sicily next week. If you need a listening ear (..uh, eye?) you know where to find me. sad
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 6:57 pm
That I hope I don't actually have a cyst on my ovary sad
But hope the find something wrong with me so that I can find losing 6 years of perfect attendance worth it.
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 12:01 am
So I go here to look for something interesting, and I usually do. A few days ago, I visited my neopets account which has existed for 6 years and my virtual pets are continually dying. They never will.
It would be cool if they did.
Daily chance lost its wonders to me, thus my absence, but it's an unseen lack of presence.
Gaia looks a little cooler I guess. New people on that round thing to look at. But I still tend to spend my little time online on Facebook. 1% of all internet time is used on Facebook. The other 99% is porn, myspace included, 'cause that site is all about selling yourself, though you can call me a whore 'cause I have one.
I watch Naruto Shippuden (sp?) with anime club. But that's all the anime I can stand. I'm going to Fanime though, but it's so much better than just sitting down watching anime for more than 30 minutes.
I think I'm ranting, but I don't really care. I finished 7 hours of community service, because I wanted to. But then, I feel bad about myself because the people I help probably has more money than me.
But
I think I just have a better opportunity. Which makes me feel guilty about being online too much or playing games too much 'cause I just miss out on those opportunities.
7 hours of community service doesn't really give me a right to rant, but I'm just really tired. Wahhhh.
I met a Hiroshima atomic bomb survivor last Friday. He told the tale of the event, and described the bomb as a massive djinn rising from the earth. It's a flash of brilliant colors and smoke.
One phrase I never really forgot from him was, "If I ever go back for a high school reunion, I'd be the only one there."
edit1: Perfect attendance? XD
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 7:23 pm
That I'm awesome.
I found out today I won a $10,000 scholarship from Mercedes Benz biggrin
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 7:33 pm
That is good news. Congrats Pru.
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 8:41 pm
Editor That is good news. Congrats Pru. Thank you smile
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 10:38 pm
Congratulations Prussiah!!
........Does this mean you get a Mercedes Benz? ninja
Am I the only one that feels like all the latinos that are doing the marches tomorrow should be investigated to find out if they're legal citizens? stare
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 7:29 pm
What I'm thinking:
I can't believe I'm still crusing around this site after nearly four years of dissapointment after dissapointment.
I also can't believe it's not butter.
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