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That's bad! eek You should tell someone. sad

... or hit him back! scream

Everyone should know self defence. 3nodding It's awful that people have to though. sad

Wahhh!! I swear, I'd love to kick his a** for you, Ta-kun!! No one touches my friends and gets away with it, not even their parents!! scream
*ahem* I'm very protective of my friends, as you can tell. Heh heh.

Actually, last night I went to the movies with a friend of mine. The movie started at 7:25pm, but because I don't have a car or anything, I had to walk. So, I left at about 6:15 because I planned to meet my friend at around 7 or so. I met up with her while walking to the center (that's what we call the center of town where the theatre is). So we go in and everything and the movies starts, it was good, we had fun, we walk home together. Once we got to the corner where we had to go in different directions, we actually just stayed there and talked for about an hour. By the time I started for home, it was 10. I called my brother's cell, because I thought my mom would be asleep and I didn't wanna wake her because she was drunk all day. Turns out she was awake and yellng at my brother, saying, "If anything happens to my kid, I'LL KILL YOU!!!" She said that because it was 10:15 and I wasn't home yet. And she wasn't even threatening ME, she was threatening my younger brother! She was sooo drunk.
Ta-kun called me while I was on my cell phone with my brother, so I told him I would talk to him online once I got back, but when I got back, I had to hear s**t from my mom because I got back at about 10:30. She said I would never be allowed to go out again. I'm friggin' 17 years old and she's saying I can't be out past 9!!!?? WTF!? She should be GRATEFUL she has a daughter like me! I barely EVER go out, and when I do, I'm always careful and I make sure to call home. I don't do drugs like most of the people I know, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I just stay in my room and keep to myself! What's the big deal about staying out with my friends on a Saturday friggin' night!? I was sooo pissed, I just went to bed, I didn't wanna hear it. I hate her guts when she gets drunk. I even told her to "Shut the ******** up, I'll do what I want!!" after she told me I wouldn't be allowed to go out again. I only curse at her when she gets drunk... *coughcoughallthetimecoughcough* It's a good thing she starts her new job tomorrow. Except I have to do an oral presentation tomorrow, and I don't wanna!! ><

eek Holy hell, that's a lot of crap. I really don't know what to say- but I wish I could just make it all better. I hate hearing that my friends have to go through s**t like that. stressed

I was just checking up on things...procrastinating my projects again...hope ttys!!!! heart Hang in there, everyone!!!!

Sounds like an awesome time!! Hope you can go and have fun and stuff...don't forget to tell us about it! ...even the Air Masturbation! xd I think that's the name... xd

Awesome. xd The bracelets are pretty ...but they make me wanna gamble... sweatdrop xd

I dn't have school today!!!!!!!!!!YAY!! -rolls around happily-Though crying All my friends are at school, and the one girl I know that's at MY school, didn't give me her phone number gonk

Oh well... crying I'm alone at home so YAY! xd Got the radio blaring loud whee FUN! ANd I get to watch some anime! Time Finally sweatdrop maybe I'll go outside a bit xd Gotta call my mom though...

(I'm just gonna shorten your name because I don't wanna type it sweatdrop Don't feel offended I'm just lazy right now... xd )

Love the bracelets Ryu!!They're cute!!

Ooo bro home -goes to greet him- he's leaving soon though crying xd

And Ta-kun, You gotta stand up for yourself, he's your dad but when he beats you THAT is NOT what a dad DOES so if he beats you, no worry to kick his a** (and from what I hear I know you can whee ) because he's not BEING a dad!Why the hell should you be the good son!?When HE'S the bad dad!?!? If you still don't want to just call the police, My dad used to beat me and my older brother aswell, but since it wasn't his REAL dad (we have diff. fathers) so he never fought back, I however didn't give a s**t, I defend myself as well as a 4 to about 6 year old could. I bit, I scrathed I kicked him, I did evrything I could, if he beats me then he's not my father, NOW I still live here but he doesn't do anything, he's a good little puppy, I don't get along that bad with him though now 3nodding


And silver, hell welcome to the club, my mom gets drunk too, and she always gets stupid and she goes on about how stupid my dad is and our whole life story, AND she gets super annoying/bitchy, pretty much evrything a drunk person does except be vioelent, that's my dad sad I neeed to buy a video camera because my mom uses the fact that she "never got drunk" to stop my 17 year old brother go hang out with friends anywhere other than their house or the movies, so I need to video tape her one day 3nodding ho yeah that'll be the day xd her AND my dad stare

That's sounds like so much fun Rioty!!! I hope you can go!!If not well...you know missing one school day isn't THAT bad twisted lol just kidding, though I hope you can go and have lots of fun!!


I'ma gonna go read some more blaugh maybe like change from my PJ's, have brunch xd watch some animes...yep fun day xd

... my dad and me got into the worst fight.

he had his "new girlfriend" *coughhookercough* over, and they were on the couch hugging, when i came home from my friend Em's house. i looked over at him, and asked him why he didn't pick me up. [the house is in Bridgewater, almost 4 miles away, and i had to walk home. ><]

he just gave me a funny look and said "i didn't feel like it, you got a problem with that? besides, you're fat anyway. excercise is good for you." [PS: not fat. i look friggin anerexic. gonk ]

i just rolled my eyes and was like "whatever." so then i walked upstairs, and saw my door open, and it's NEVER open. i looked inside, and my once perfectly clean room was totally ruined. my TV was toppled over, and my dad had crushed my mirror. well, i wasn't too pissed off, cause thats not the first time that happened. so i put my bag on the floor and went to do the dishes.

while i was walking downstairs, my dad screamed up at me "by the way, you're grounded for a month."

i ran down the stairs and was like "what!? why?!"

he claimed "my room was a mess, and i never cleaned it." its obvious that he did that while i was gone.

so, i just kept in my anger and nodded. i did all my chores and even cleaned the whole bathroom, which is uber gross, spotless, in high hopes he'd un-ground me. instead, he calls me in for a ******** interrogation. "who were you with? what did you do?"

i casually answered i was with Emily and her friends. when naming them, i accidently mentioned my friend Mike. he looked at me funny for a second, then at Darlene, his gf, and just smiled. like he did whenever someone was over who he didn't want knowing i was "a f*****t."

then, like always, he turned to Darlene and said "yeah, Damien hangs out with a lot of girls. Hopefully he'll have a girlfriend soon. Right, Damien?"

i couldn't take it. i was so sick of lying in front of his little sluts. i looked him straight in the eye, and said "whyever would i want a girlfriend, dad? I'm gay, remember?"

That... was a mistake. I should have just kept my mouth shut. I was told to go to my room until Darlene left. He said i better stay awake, or else. So i sat in my room, still messy, for nearly two hours. finally, he came upstairs, locked the door, picked up the nearest object, which, oh lucky me, was the stand to my window, and beat me with it. ehh... lucky me again, there was a buncha glass on the floor. >_< ow.

needless to say, i was a wreck at school... [eh... sorry for not telling you maron. u_u]

i ******** hate my dad. i wish he would die. i hate him i hate him i hate him... i wish my mom was still alive. i wish he hadn't pushed her so hard. i wish i could just die. so i could be with her.

... i'm such a selfish brat.