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 Posted: Fri Aug 28, 2009 12:17 pm
Noo, Macs are arrogant elitist bastards >O. Anyway, I am finally at college which means I can dress and act however the hell I want (within reason). And I am shocked at how well I've been passing just be relaxed and being me. I'm passing probably around 50-70%. It's really great. And last night my room mates and I went to a gay club (which is really near the school and apparently a reasonable ammount of straight people go to to). And it was cool because I'd never been somewhere like that before, though I've always wanted to. At first I was a little confused and depressed because I wasn't sure what to do. But eventually things got more interesting and there was even this hot guy who flirted with me....o_O; and tied several knots in my tie. I thought he was just being cute and when I got home I was like WTF DID THIS GUY DO TO MY TIE??? And it was cool. Oddly I felt strange flirting with a guy even though there were like a ton of guys making out all over the place(and there was a gay train on the dance floor). I'm not really used to it being acceptable. Anyway, I just love how everything is so ok and relaxed out here. And how so many people in this school are hot. I guess they're not really that hot, but it's art school so they all have pretty great style. Yeah...I could really ramble more...but that's about it. smile ...I like passing, and people being ok with me being a guy, and people being ok with me being bisexual, one of my room mates is bisexual. I feel so relaxed and not depressed that it's almost scaring me. I haven't felt this relaxed in who knows how long. Also...Andy, that's awesome. You gotta teach me how to do that owo. *edit* I had an epic tuna sandwich this morning.
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Posted: Fri Aug 28, 2009 1:04 pm
Heh, it's really not that hard to make.
At the sex shop they have a new "d***o" that looks real (which I'm buying next). I made mine from a vibrating d***o [it's purple o__O;]. I took the the vibrating piece out, cut off the really big "balls" [ They didn't look like balls ] and screwed a hole into the head of it. I took a pen, (with no ink part) and cut it and pushed it through the hole in the head.
I then went to the pharmacy where they gave me a free medicine spoon. It was funny...anyway, I put a hole in the end of it; just big enough for the pen to fit nice and snug.
So there you have it. I have pictures but I'll upload them later.
It's pretty cool and it works great, comes apart when sanatizing is necessary and works really well for sex. I just need to make a better harness then a shoelace. >_<
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Posted: Fri Aug 28, 2009 1:46 pm
I filled out all of the paper work, and put down a deposit. I'm getting my puppy on Monday. Now I just have to come up with a name.
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Posted: Fri Aug 28, 2009 11:07 pm
Monday I get about $300 because I sold a big $200 painting commission, some Bome figurines I aquired from a friend, and a birthday check I lost and recently found. I are excite for MONDAY haha.
also i get my mohawk back next week. I NEED to shave my head. it's like a primal urge.
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Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2009 6:56 pm
I finally got a hold of Dean Radin's book "Entangled Minds."
It's amaaaazing. <3333
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Posted: Mon Aug 31, 2009 8:58 am
Gavin- what is it about?
I'm a lit nerd, so. . . sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Sep 06, 2009 11:14 pm
I literally laughed out loud today after reading something online. I was posting some rather negative stuff about teen mothers in response to teen mothers that said "adults" were more abusive to their children than teen mothers. I took out some stats, and showed them that factually they are wrong.
The response was: kyle and again im saying the stats are retarded. not u..stats are retarded..
After I had posted these statistics, as well as sourcing them (from a very reliable source). Apparently statistics are "retarded" when somebody has different personal experiences.
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Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 11:38 am
Good news:
I'm at collegeeeeeee.~
That is all.
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Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 5:00 pm
Someone thought I said "Conner" today when I told them my name. I'm passing again!! mrgreen
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Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 6:20 pm
Can never have straight-up good without some bad. Last time, my mom actually went to a department store with me, took me up to the boy's department, and picked me up some boxers.
Today my mother took me again to the boy's to pick out pants. She asks a worker at the store whether the changing room in the boy's is unisex. The sale's rep asks her nearby coworker, and he replies, "Why, you want to go in and help him?" The male sale's rep thought I was a guy and that my mother was asking for unisex for the sole purpose of her wanting to come in as well!
So my mom took me to the girl's fitting room sweatdrop
It was a strange mix of happiness and being disgruntled.
After that, I told her I was more comfortable in the boy's, and in the next store she left me.
My mom is continually being amazing in steps that are, tacky as it is, "one small step for man, one giant leap for..." me.
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Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 6:46 pm
I'm in college cool I don't know if I said that yet either.
I'm passing without trying now, dispite no T or blockers.
Still with Eddie~
I've lost weight. o_o I thought I had gained some, but when I weighed myself I apparently lost 10lbs and some pant sizes. Eddie is giving me some of his old clothes that he no longer fits or wears- we're roughly the same size.
And I bought the cutest belt with an octopus on it. c:
..Well, it's a regular belt, but the buckle is cute.
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Posted: Tue Sep 08, 2009 1:18 pm
Wow, how many of you started college this year?! I feel so old. crying
Anyway; haircut!! It's not perfect or super stylish but at least it's out of the way, ha ha. I'm pleased. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Sep 12, 2009 7:02 pm
Yeah, lots of you are now in college .. xD I want to go too!
Today I went to my therapist session .. it was really, really awesome. n_n She set up the ajacent office so that I could watch You Don't Know d**k on a mini DVD player. Me and Pie watched it, it was kinda cool seeing it finally (I've heard it's really good.) I had to explain to him though that I didn't want to get all huge and muscled like Loren, and I also don't want a beard .. so .. yeah. xD Lawls.
And the actual session was really cool. She gave me some white sage to burn to help purify the house when I told her that there was something (I don't know what yet) kind of "watching" me in the house. (My mom and I have both heard some weird stuff lately.) She's sooo awesome though. She did the whole session free of charge. eek
On Monday I'll be able to set an appointment for bloodwork. In our next session, on October the 3rd, I'll be getting me letter. JLKSKFSJDFSDF. Omg guys, omg!
Then, I just have to wait for the bloodwork appointment, and I'm there! YAYYYY!
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Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 9:24 pm
Busy, busy, busy....But some good stuff's been happening.
Back at college for my first senior year (will be a super-senior before I graduate), which is great, though it feels different as I'm only taking one class right now... But I'll get back to a normal load when I don't need two jobs.
I'm about a month and a half on T and am fairly surprised how fast things have been changing. My pass rate has gone up from about 85-90% to 99.9% if they don't already know my birth name, even though I'm in pretty bad need of a haircut (the 0.1% is other trans folks 'cause we seem to be able to discern these things pretty well).
I just recently went to gay night at Kings Dominion (a local amusement park) and it was awesome. There were no lines for anything, so even though the event was only for 3 hours, we got to ride everything we wanted. We also got to be really queer and nobody could say anything bad about it.
Lastly I've been talking with my roommate's Brittish boyfriend, and apparently, my dual citizenship with Italy means that I can live and work in most countries in Europe with ease (hooray for the EU); I just have to update my Italian passport. I'm now quite tempted to move to the UK after graduating, especially seeing how folks in this country are taking to the healthcare debate.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 12:58 am
The Viscount Yeah, lots of you are now in college .. xD I want to go too! Today I went to my therapist session .. it was really, really awesome. n_n She set up the ajacent office so that I could watch You Don't Know d**k on a mini DVD player. Me and Pie watched it, it was kinda cool seeing it finally (I've heard it's really good.) I had to explain to him though that I didn't want to get all huge and muscled like Loren, and I also don't want a beard .. so .. yeah. xD Lawls. And the actual session was really cool. She gave me some white sage to burn to help purify the house when I told her that there was something (I don't know what yet) kind of "watching" me in the house. (My mom and I have both heard some weird stuff lately.) She's sooo awesome though. She did the whole session free of charge. eek On Monday I'll be able to set an appointment for bloodwork. In our next session, on October the 3rd, I'll be getting me letter. JLKSKFSJDFSDF. Omg guys, omg! Then, I just have to wait for the bloodwork appointment, and I'm there! YAYYYY! YAYY!!!!!!!! That is so super awesome congrats for you!! What is "You Don't Know d**k"? By Loren do you mean the photographer guy?
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