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I appreciate the unrelenting concern. xd

Seriously though, I put alot of thought and planning into each session. Ask Jenna if you're not convinced.

I give unrelenting concern because consequences involve the person scarred possibly performing acts of self-mutilation. gonk
I don't have PERSONAL experience with that, I've just been taught by a hypnotherapist before and he decided to tell some old horror stories. whee
Yeah.

...I'm too afraid to ask Jenna. stare
After all the mention of hypno-sex. xd

Yes... It's cute.. COWER TO THE CUTENESS!

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Spectacles.. Testicles.. Wallet... And.. Watch.

On saturday, I got up at 5:30 am so I could go to arlington to take my SAT's. That was Horrible! I was ALMOST finished with the essay. The guy said stop when I was in the middle of the LAST WORD!! Then on section 2, I had to pee SO bad. I couldn't concentrate. When they gave us a 5 minute break, I bolted to the bathroom. The rest of the test went ok. The math sucked but you just expect it to. Some of the math was easy as s**t and the rest was so ******** hard. I didn't do half of i the problems because I didn't know how to do them. It was funny though, because when we got bach from the first break, I forgot to take my purse off of my desk and the test guy who walks around the room didn't notice that it was on my desk. I realized it was and took it off of the desk. Another time, I accadentally went into the next section and the guy didnt notice that either. I was only in there for 1 really easy problem and then I realized that it was the wrong section and then i flipped back to the correct section.
Then, after the SAT was over, we drove up to Pennsylvania because my parents' best friends daugeter, Lisa, was having her graduation party. I went to go see pirates 3 in the theater with my brother, her brother Chad, and one of her sisters, Sarah. (sorry if that didn't make sense...). The movie was AWESOME. When we got back to their house, my brother, Chad and I went up into chads room and turned on the T.V. Guess what was on? The first Pirates of the Caribbean movie! We watched it and when it ended, my brother decided to go to sleep. Chad and I were kinda flirting during the movie but after my brother went to sleep, we were watching house and flirted even more through half of it. Before I knew it, we were making out! I really have no clue what to think about this... I dont know whether to freak out. I texted him a while ago asking him what it was all about. I also asked why he was ignoring me. I felt kinda ignored on sunday (today) during Lisas party. He called me back and said that he was just tired and he's quiet when he's tired. He never explained why he kissed me though... I really dont know how to feel right now. I've known chad since I was 5. I'm just kinda freaking out right now. I dont know whether to be happy or feel grossed out. I don't even know whats gonna happen now. I mean, a long distance relationship will be hard and all. I'm kinda thinking that we'll end up just meeting after dark every time our families visit eachother. Oh, did I mention that we were in our pajamas the whole time we were making out. He doesn't want me telling my parents about this too. He's afraid they'll get mad. He also didnt want me to leave his room last night but I just said I was tired so I could get away. I really dont understand all of this. Its just kinda weird. I really wonder if he was planning to take it further than it actually went... I wouldn't have wanted it to go like that but I wonder if I woulda just went along with it....


Um yeah, if you read all of that, sorry for all the randomness at the end.

Haha, kitty is spazzing.