Life had not been kind to the blood bay stallion. Not kind at all.
Life had been good, sunny and cheerful. A beautiful mare at his side, and a new life ahead with his human friend in the Kawani village. But all too soon, things began to go terribly wrong.
While Shaitani was pregnant with their foals, Camarin had become very ill. It grieved his soul as she waned, because she was fading due to loneliness of the deepest kind. She had come to these people to find where she belonged, but had only discovered all the things about her that made her different.
He had been right there beside her as she strove to belong, even going to the lengths of burying herself in the ground, putting an end to her old self, and rising from the earth with a new name, a new identity. It had helped for a time, returning the glow of happiness to her sweet brown eyes. But alas, the euphoria had not lasted.
So she began to waste away, dying on the inside first, with her body slowly following suit. No matter how hard she had tried, she had not fit in with the native tribe, and it broke a vital part of her. What had made it worse was that the villagers, used to her previous reclusive nature, had thought nothing of her absence. So she had not recieved the support and assistance she had desperately needed, especially as her body failed.
Horrified, Eloran had watched her waste away. He had remained by her side, attempting to tend to her needs as he could. Perhaps he had become too dedicated to the woman, neglecting his too-new relationship with the pretty blue-maned mare. A gap between the two horses widened to a vast chasm while he fretted at Camarin's side. Even when the foals were born, he spent more time with the human than with the mother of his children. His blindness to this lapse in his judgment cost him dearly, though.
It wasn't long after Shaitani had disappeared with two of the baskets that the fateful day came. With a last soft sigh of sadness, his dearest human friend had laid a gentle hand on his muzzle, a look of apology in her eyes. In a moment, the light left those eyes, and she breathed no more.
Agony ripped through Eloran's soul. In a short span of time, he had lost so very much. Now he was left alone to struggle with the pain that would not leave his heart, while looking after a basket that only had him to care for it. It was a bright moment when a filly emerged from the basket, all bright eyes and gangly legs. She became his life from that moment on, his focus and reason for living.
He had led her away from the village that very same day, guiding her along trails and paths. No longer could he bear to call that teepee home, where he had spent so much time with Camarin... where she had spent her last lingerly pain-wracked days. The village itself was filled with haunting echoes of her, and he could stand it no longer.
So he had led his young daughter into the wild, to a new life, a new existence. He wasn't the best at living a rough life, but he was able to care for them both nonetheless. A secluded, sheltered glade became their home, bounded by thick berry bushes that buzzed with life. Zoet grew by the day, growing strong and confident. He was so proud of her, and taught her everything he could.
But despite his strong exterior and his ability to move on to provide for them both, an aching hollow filled with throbbing sadness had settled deep within him. He took care that Zoey did not see the pain he felt, protecting her from such hurtful things. Her life was light and happiness, he made sure of that.
Thus it was, as they grazed at the forest's edge one glorious warm evening, that he stared into the darkness that began to envelop the trees, despite the warm golden honey of the setting sun's rays, that the red bay stallion heard echoes of the past and felt the sinking in his chest at the memories. He needed to find a way to balance his life again, to find peace with the past so he could look to the future with cleary eyes and a ready heart. He struggled inwardly, knowing he had to find a way to achieve that, but lost as to how he could do it.
Zoey's laughter nearby brought him out of his reverie, and the again turned to grazing, after a good look around to be sure all was well and that the filly was safe. For now, they survived together just fine. Or so he hoped.
Chaotic Exceptions
A bunch of friends
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