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Fantasizing Dreams Captain
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 Posted: Sat Jan 21, 2012 11:26 pm
 Ⓝatalie ⓂcⒷane
Sometimes I wish it was me instead of you
You'd be better for this then I ever would be ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± "Well look at you thinking ahead. Maybe you aren't as stupid as I thought." Natalie trying her best to keep joking around with him, but Winter's presence was bringing her rare teasing mood down. She peered over James shoulder at the Beta when she said she came here to think. Think, yeah okay. If that's what she wanted to call her obsessive stalking then whatever. Her misty colored eyes shifted onto his blue ones and she raised an eye brow. Standers? She doubted that. After seeing what he dated. If he had standers then he wouldn't dated someone like her. Ready to give herself to any male who said they'd be together forever. Pfft, yeah right. Hearing Winter speak about a love fest Natalie suppressed an annoyed sigh. There was but not any more because of her. Just because she was so unhappy didn't mean she had to go and make others feel so unhappy. Did she not know that James still cared for her in some way? He wasn't doing anything with Natalie because of Winter, meaning he still felt guilty about it and cared for her. But she was just way to deep in her own misery to even see his. As she wrapped her arms around herself Natalie eyes her carefully. Either she had some pretty bad cramps or she was in some major pain. Or get some attention. she thought bitterly since James had let go of her to be with her, which would only put Natalie in a fowl mood. Her jaw clenched tightly hearing James suggest she go on alone so he could be here, alone with that whore. "You want me to get something near your a**? What so you can have someone at your front and back? I don't think so." she snapped at him turning to face the dark part of the caves. "Catch up after your finished with your second round with her." she said coldly as she disappeared into the darkness. It may have been a stupid idea but she didn't care. She wasn't exactly thinking straight right now. Not only did Winter have to dampen her mood, but she was using pity to make James come crawling back to her. A low growl escaped her chest as she gripped the emerald in her hand tightly as she pushed on. The faint green glow was the only thing lighting her way. "No good for nothing low life ungreatful fae. She should just fall down a ditch and break her neck. Save us all the problem of dealing with her" she growled to herself as she made her way through a few turns. If he wanted to come after her, then he cold easily scent her. But there little love making might mask her scent. Thinking about what they might do only made the Alpha Female even more aggravated, and she only wished she could sink her fangs into one of those no good for nothing blood suckers. ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±     
I know I can't compare to her, and I probably never will
but if you can't accept me for who I am then you can get stabbed with silver.
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Posted: Sat Jan 21, 2012 11:44 pm
 •÷±‡±₩inter Яose Ӈeart±‡±÷• †You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate†° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ₩inter totally ignored everything else being said until James had walked over to her. No she was not alright, did she really look alright!? She would have said it out loud but that would have been stupid. She was glad he was telling Natalie to leave but right now the pain in her stomach was far greater. It felt like some dwarf had mades its way in her stomach and was punching it like a punching bag. Winter almost lost her balance until she felt James' hand on her shoulder. She felt like she was going to vomit everywhere but she couldn't do that here! She clapped a hand over her mouth while she put her other hand on his shoulder making sure she didn't fall. She missed the way it felt to touch him, even just his muscled shoulder. It was wrong to think that way right now but she missed it so much, and Natalie had taken in away from her. There was no reason to leave Winter just because he got promoted to alpha! He could still be with her! She felt as if she had no soul left and she felt weak. Her grip on his shoulder released as she fell backwards against the wall, sliding down to sit on her bottom. Her purple eyes didn't gaze at James' blue eyes once afriad she might get even more emotional. She brought her knees up and wrapped her arms around them while letting her forehead rest against her knees. So much pain. She looked down at her stomach to see that it was moving! What the hell was that!? She looked up to James her purple eyes clouded feeling like a cat had her tongue or something. "My stomach!" She hollored tears coming from her eyes, she hadn't felt something like this in her life, ever. Well, that was a lie. She felt pain almost like this everyday when she woke up. It starts with seeing an empty space on the bed she was on and then when she watches T.V later on at night. Even when she goes to the bar. Her heart was torn every second she didn't see James but she felt if she told him that he would just tell her she was a drama queen. She was seriously in pain now. When she heard Natalie her head turned slowly to the b!tchy fae and she glared at her. Round two? She hoped Natalie died in a hole, she had no idea what Winter was feeling right now! Though Winter wished she did so she could just back off of James. Just because she was alpha she thought she could get James and boss Winter around? That wasn't happening! Oh hell no! Winter couldn't even scream in pain the only thing she could do was let tears fall as the pain increased. Why did it hurt this much?It hurt even more then when her heart lurched everytime she saw the alphas together, and that alone was pretty bad. What Winter didn't know was. She was going to have a little baby werewolf. ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø †Shut up I don't wanna hear it
Get out of my way
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down†
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 12:00 am
 I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
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Ⓙαмεs Ⓖʀαʏsoɴ
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I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
Ⓙαмεs couldn't find the right words to say to Natalie as he snapped at her. Why did everything just go downhill so fast? It just wasn't right. "Natalie!" He growled a bit as she left, closing his blue eyes and turning his head away from Winter. This was seriously wrong. Was she expecting him to choose between them? Because it just wasn't going to happen right now. He let out a deep breath before opening his eyes and looking at Winter again as she covered her mouth and put a shaky hand on his shoulder. Something was definitely wrong with her, and he didn't like it. Feeling her grip on his shoulder disappear, his hold on her tightened and he put a hand on her waist, going down with her as she sat on the ground. "You need to calm down." He tried to sooth her, wiping the tears from her eyes. What the hell was going on?! His blue eyes were clouded with worry as he looked her over, keeping her hair from in front of her eyes. "Just look at me. Deep breaths." He told her softly, rubbing her arm gently. He knew that Natalie was somewhere in the cave right now, b!tching about everything that had just happened. He wanted to go after her, he really did, but he couldn't leave Winter here. Not like this. He was just too nice to do something that cruel. Even Zachary would have enough common sense not to leave her here. Dammit Natalie. Can't you act like you care, just for once? He thought angrily. He knew that the b!tchy fae couldn't help it, that was how she was. But would it kill her to at least try? James tried to push those thought aside and focus on the she-wolf in front of him. She was in obvious pain, and he hated it. As if he hadn't already caused her enough pain, and now this? "Deep breaths..." He said again, softer this time. Life was just so complicated right now. Everything was just...wrong. Everything James had ever done, and probably ever will do, if just going to cause more issues between these two. Maybe he should just give up on both of them and find another fae, that didn't hate him, or was in love with him, or anything extreme like that. Maybe then his life would be easier. As if Zach and his problems weren't enough to deal with, I just created the largest one possible. And it's all mine. He mentally face palmed. Boy did he screw up this time.
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But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he f*cks you?
Could you be more obscene? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
Ⓨour Ⓛove Ⓘs Ⓐ Ⓛie
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 12:22 am
Ⓝatalie ⓂcⒷane
Sometimes I wish it was me instead of you
You'd be better for this then I ever would be ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± Natalie growled to herself as she paced back and forth in the dark part of the cave. What did she just do? Leave the two former lovers alone? Great, just great. When she heard Winter yell out her head lifted up and she scowled a bit before she sighed. Her instincts as Alpha was telling her to go over there to see what was wrong, but the other part didn't want anything to do with her. Winter sulked around her in own misery, while Natalie just had to push her's aside, well as best she could. Usually her misery turned into her snappy cold remarks towards people because it was the only way she knew how. But did Winter care? Nope. She was way to busy mulling over the fact that she lost her dearest mate. Well once she lost her own family, then she could have something to complain about! Maybe she was being selfish and uncaring but it disgusted her how James scent always seemed to be with her, even when Natalie knew he wasn't anywhere near that ugly fae.So why the hell was it still on her? She knew they got rather close but his scent shouldn't linger on her for that long. Okay so Natalie and James weren't exactly mates, but they were still alpha's and This is so damn confusing! she thought flexing one of her hands, the nail tips thinning out into sharp claws as she dragged them across the stone.before she let out a defeated sigh. Even if she hated Winter's guts and wanted nothing more to do with her she at least had to act like a good Alpha right? No one would respect her if she just left her Beta there. She owes me. she thought as she fallowed after there scent hoping it would led her in the right direction before she saw the faint glow of the emeralds. Well at least she didn't get lost. As she approached she averted her gaze from the two as she slipped out of the cave and into the open air shutting her eyes as she lifted her head up. A soft breeze picked up, blowing her dark locks back before her eyes snapped open and she took off.
-Exit Natalie-± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±
I know I can't compare to her, and I probably never will
but if you can't accept me for who I am then you can get stabbed with silver.
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Fantasizing Dreams Captain
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 12:37 am
•÷±‡±₩inter Яose Ӈeart±‡±÷• †You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate†° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ₩inter tightly closed her purple eyes moving her arms from around her legs to around her stomach letting her legs fall flat against the ground. Tears streamed down her face the pain was too bad that she could barely talk. Calm down? Calm down!? Her heart had been ripped to shreds, her stomach felt like it would burst any minute and Natalie hated her guts and had just walked away, how could she calm down? When she felt him wipe the tears away from her eyes she opened her purple eyes her teeth still clenched memories of what seemed to be yesturday flashed through her head. She couldn't get them out and she didn't think she ever would. What he did to her was the worst thing she had ever felt in her life, and she felt some pretty bad things. Winter's purple eyes stared into his blue ones for what seemed like the first time in ages. She missed the way his face would be so close to hers and their eyes would meet as they said that they loved each other. Winter missed the way he body felt on hers, it was all just so wrong! Deep breaths? She could barely talk enough as it is! Her stomach calmed down a bit, enough for her to listen to James' instructions to calm down. She kept her gaze on him as she sat there in pain, her fists clenched. She wanted him to hold her but she knew he wouldn't. He had his new 'girlfriend'. Well good for him, Winter hoped he would regret being with Natalie if thats what he wanted. He was making a big mistake. "Why James..." She managed to blurt out painfully. ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø †Shut up I don't wanna hear it
Get out of my way
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down†
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 12:52 am
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
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Ⓙαмεs Ⓖʀαʏsoɴ
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I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
Ⓙαмεs watched with worried eyes as she held her stomach, stiffening a bit as Natalie just walked by and left. Isn't she nice. He thought angrily. He quickly focused on Winter again, not wanting his thought to wander to Natalie. Couldn't she try and act like an alpha who actually cared? As Winter met his eyes, a very faint smile appeared on his face. He missed those purple eyes, he really did. He sighed in relief as she started to calm down, feeling his heart break as she spoke. Why did he do all of this? "I don't know Winter..." Was all he could think to cay as he looked away from her. He just couldn't bare to look into those purple eyes as they were filled with pain that he caused. He did this to her, he knew that, but he didn't know why. "I don't know why...but I'm sorry...for it all..." He added softly, feeling his own eyes start to water. Even the big bad alpha cried too. Why did I do this to her...I loved her...I still do... He was just so confused. He just wanted to run away from it all, just escape somewhere that he could be alone, and think everything over. Maybe kill a few leeches for good measure. But he couldn't do that. Leaving Winter here was not an option, and he had Natalie to deal with now. Just when he was starting to think that maybe she did have a heart, and actually cared, she flipped her lid and stormed off. The female race in general was just so confusing. After a few moments, he looked back at her, shaking his head a bit. "My life has just been one big mistake." He barely whispered, moving so he was leaning against the wall beside her. His arms gently wrapped around her, holding her trembling frame close to him. He just wanted to take all of her pain away. "I'm here..." He said into her ear, his eyes closing as he simply held her. She obviously needed him right now, and he was going to be there. It was the least he could do for her while she was in so much pain. His heart would forever belong to Winter, but his mind was so set on Natalie. It was hard to be with just one of the two, and not think about the other in some way, shape, or form. Even now, with Winter in his arms, he kept thinking back to Natalie. How good he felt having an arm around her, and just being with her. "I'm so confused..." He thought out loud, shaking his head, causing his midnight hair to fall over his eye. He couldn't look anymore like a helpless lost puppy right now.
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But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he f*cks you?
Could you be more obscene? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
Ⓨour Ⓛove Ⓘs Ⓐ Ⓛie
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 1:12 am
•÷±‡±₩inter Яose Ӈeart±‡±÷• †You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate†° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ₩inter felt her heart lurch. He didn't know? How could he not know? If he didn't know he should have stuck with her in the first place. More tears streamed down the blue haired fae's cheeks as she kept a hold on her stomach. He was sorry? He didn't need to be sorry if he had stuck with her! There was no reason to go to Natalie just because she was the alpha female. That didn't make her any better then Winter! Winter had no idea what to say to him right now. Well, actually she knew what to say to him but there was so much she could say she didn't know where to begin! Winter felt like a complete piece of sh!t and James Natalie didn't make her feel much better, neither did this pain in her stomach. His life was one big mistake? What did that mean? "So I was a mistake?" She managed to ask him as he pulled her in close to his body. Her purple eyes became round and soon she had on hand around his torso and one hand still on her stomach as if that would stop the pain she felt. When he said he was here she leaned her head into his her purple eyes closed tightly. Not only was her stomach in horrible pain but her heart was too and she had no idea how to heal it. When he said he was confused she let a few more tears slip down her cheeks. "What happened to forever mister muscles..." She whispered to him, not able to talk in a full tone yet the pain was dying down but it still hurt so bad. She knew he was probably thinking of Natalie right now, but how could he? How could he be thinking of her when all Natalie did was ruin their relationship? If it wasn't for her Winter and James would be together right now. Forever like they vowed to each other. Winter held onto him tighter as if it would be the last time she ever would. She wanted to kiss him and tell him that she still loved him, now and forever but now was probably a bad time. She wasn't confused, she knew her whole heart belonged to James and now it was being taken with him as he walked around having a love fest with a b!tch who couldn't even act like a real alpha. Great. ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø †Shut up I don't wanna hear it
Get out of my way
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down†
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 1:42 am
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
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Ⓙαмεs Ⓖʀαʏsoɴ
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I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
Ⓙαмεs stiffened as he felt a hand on his torso, and her head lean into him. He shouldn't feel this way about her, but he couldn't help it. He forced himself to relax and let out the breath he didn't know he had been holding. Hearing her talk, his eyes closed and he thought for a moment. "You're the best one I ever made." He answered, not really sure how he felt about everything right now. He felt like he was in one of those sappy love movies where a girl had to choose between two guys she loved. But he was taking the girl's place and Winter and Natalie were his choices. "I'm not the same anymore." He answered her next statement, his hold on her loosening ever so slightly. He just didn't know what to do anymore. He didn't want to hurt either fae, but he knew he would have to make a choice eventually, and that killed him inside. Hurting either one of these beautiful women was just wrong. He felt his breathing get a bit shaky, and knew he was on the edge of blowing up. If he didn't calm down, he could hurt Winter, not just emotionally. He balled his hands into fists and clenched his teeth together, taking deep breaths through his nose. "I'm just so sorry..." He whispered, shutting his eyes tightly. He belonged to Winter, he really did, but it was just so hard to leave Natalie behind. He did have feelings for her, he really did, but his feelings for Winter were stronger. James didn't want to give up on Natalie, he thought he could have something with her. I sound like a chick. He thought sadly. This just wasn't right anymore! He just...he either needed to go kill something, get laid, or make out viciously with something willing. Winter was right there but...she wasn't exactly in any condition to make out with him. And he didn't want to make her believe that he was crawling back to her. Yet anyway.
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But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he f*cks you?
Could you be more obscene? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
Ⓨour Ⓛove Ⓘs Ⓐ Ⓛie
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 2:11 am
•÷±‡±₩inter Яose Ӈeart±‡±÷• †You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate†° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ₩inter felt her heart keep racing as he told her she was the best one he had ever made. Was that true or was he just trying to cheer her up? Her purple eyes opened slightly. She wished they could stay like this forever like they said they were always going to do. This felt like high school all over again. Great. When he said he wasn't the same anymore her eyes drifted tightly closed as tears started to rain down from her eyes once more. Not the same? How was he different. He couldn't be different if he still cared for her. If he was different he wouldn't be with her right now. When she felt his grip loosen she felt like she would fall off the face of the earth. James couldn't let her go, not now. If he hadn't took that alpha male position none of this would have been happening! He wouldn't have had to make a choice between the two! She knew he wanted to be able to talk to Natalie, most likely flirt with the b!tch and kiss her but he couldn't do that without wanting to do that to Winter. He couldn't want her as much as he wanted Winter. The pain in her stomach was subsiding a bit and for the first time she felt something, like a kick against the inside of her stomach. It didn't hurt as much this time. She pulled away from james momentarily and looked into his blue eyes. She could sense his confusion and sadness but her confusion rose as she felt somekick again. Her eyes became round. Oh no... She wasn't really... Winter grabbed James' hand and put it gently to her stomach. "What does this feel like to you." She asked him. If she was really what she thought she was there was no way Natalie could take James away from her. If that happened Winter would most likely kill herself and the baby or give the baby to James and then kill herself. But if she gave the baby to James, Natalie would always be there and she didn't want her child to be with that b!tch! Winters purple eyes tried to search James' blue ones for his reaction and with her free hand she wiped away her tears using the back of her hand quickly. This was so not happening. ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø †Shut up I don't wanna hear it
Get out of my way
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down†
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 2:29 am
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
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Ⓙαмεs Ⓖʀαʏsoɴ
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I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
Ⓙαмεs remained silent as she didn't say anything to him in return, just mulling over everything they said to each other. Feeling her pull back, he looked into her purple eyes, sensing a sort of urgency behind them. "Winter what is-" He shut up as she grabbed his hand, placing it on her stomach. He didn't say anything, remaining silent as he just looked at her. What was going o- What the hell was that? He thought, his eyes widening when he felt a kick. There was no way. They had been careful. His blue eyes searched hers for some sort of confirmation that this was really happening. Sure, it would explain her mood swings, and the sudden sickness that she felt, but this just couldn't be actually happening! Feeling another kick, a smile slowly appeared on his face. "Winter..." He said softly, his arm around her tightening it's hold, pulling her against his side. He was...he was going to be a father... "Winter...this is..." He struggled to find the right words, settling for something a bit better. He searched her purple eyes as he pressed their foreheads together, for any sign of rejection. His lips barely brushed against hers, the hand on her stomach not moving. He couldn't be much happier right now. His heart was beating quickly at just the thought of a child, their child, running around. A small laugh escaped him. A father! "This is..." He still couldn't find the words, and just pressed his lips gently to hers, feeling his heart race. It had been so long since he felt like this with her. It felt so good to be like this with her. His blue eyes drifted shut as the hand on her stomach moved to her hip, holding her gently. His heart was screaming for her, begging her to just be with him. Winter was all that he was seeing right now, all that he was thinking about. He knew he belonged with her. They were always together, and always meant to be. Winter and James, ice and fire.
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But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he f*cks you?
Could you be more obscene? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 3:05 am
•÷±‡±₩inter Яose Ӈeart±‡±÷• †You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate†° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ₩inter stared at James' blue eyes searching for some sort of reaction. She was ready for him to flip out or maybe even punch her in the stomach and tell her she was getting an abortion. When his eyes widened when he felt the kick she kept her hand on his as he kept his on her stomach. Her purple eyes showed shock. There were no words to describe how weird this was and how scared she was at what James would say. When a smile appeared on his face she felt relieved, hearing the soft tone in his voice. When he pulled her against his side she pressed close up against him her heart racing with a bit of nervousness. When James struggled to find words she smiled softly thinking it was a bit cute how he stumbled on his words. Winter knew he wasn't mad, nor was he about to give her a surprise abortion. When their foreheads were pressed against each other Winter felt like they were back in the past, on James' bed together. Winter, with her free hand, cupped the back of his neck gently. Winter was just so happy right now, there were no more words she could say. She was happy that he was happy and happy that Natalie wouldn't be getting in their way anytime soon. When he still couldn't find words to describe the situation Winter laughed slightly a tear streaming down her face in happiness before her eyes drifted closed when she felt his soft lips against hers. It had been ages since she felt him so close to her like this and she was glad he didn't get any closer to Natalie. There was just no way you'd be able to separate two wolves who had mated together and vowed to each other. Sure they might have major quarrels and such but nothing would keep them apart for too long. Winter felt like her soul had re-entered her body and her heart was actually her heart, beating for James. This is where they belonged, whether anybody liked it or not. Winter pulled away, their lips still brushing though. "I love you James. I always have and I always will. Please. Don't ever leave me again." ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø †Shut up I don't wanna hear it
Get out of my way
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down†
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 3:21 am
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
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Ⓙαмεs Ⓖʀαʏsoɴ
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I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
Ⓙαмεs was thrilled that she wasn't pushing him away, not that he really expected her to. It had just been so long since he had felt this way, it felt perfect. As she pulled away to speak, he chuckled a bit. "I could ever leave my perfect mistake." He replied softly, brushing his lips against hers again. He was going to be a father! How could he not be happy about that? The father of Winter's children. He could only imagine what he or she would look like. Would they have his midnight hair, and her beautiful purple eyes? Or her silky blue tresses and his bright blue eyes? Just thinking about it made him feel absolutely amazing. He brought their lips together again, a tad bit rougher this time. She obviously wasn't in pain anymore, so nothing was really holding him back. He just wanted to hold her and kiss her and love her. The only thing he was worried about was telling Natalie. She would no doubt be pissed off, and James would feel like crap about it, but that was to be expected. He just couldn't, and wouldn't, leave Winter again. He didn't realize until now just how much she meant to her. He felt so dead before, and now it was like everything was normal again. It just felt so right being like this with her. He could imagine himself doing this with Natalie, it wasn't too hard to, but it just didn't seem quite as right as when it was him and Winter. Unsure if this would be pushing a bit too far for right now, though it really wasn't far at all, he nipped her bottom lip gently, a low growl vibrating in his muscular chest. He hadn't done anything like this with anyone in such a long time that it hurt. He had even yet to kiss Natalie yet, but he had done everything with Winter. Hell, she was living with him before! How could he just deny her after all that? He pulled away hesitantly, kissing the edge of her lips gently, brushing his lips over her smooth jaw and trailing down to her neck. His teeth just grazed over her skin as he planted a gently kiss on her collar bone. This was just far too familiar to him. All of these touches and feelings he was getting. It was almost as if he had never left her.
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But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he f*cks you?
Could you be more obscene? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
Ⓨour Ⓛove Ⓘs Ⓐ Ⓛie
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 3:43 am
•÷±‡±₩inter Яose Ӈeart±‡±÷• †You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate†° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ₩inter chuckled softly her cheeks turning a bright pink. This was just all too familiar, but now they were in a beautiful cave with shining emeralds. Winter smiled as their lips brushed once again. It was probably wrong of her to think like this but what would have happened if Winter hadn't come here today at that moment? Or maybe not even have had the baby. Would he have really come crawling back to her like he was doing now? Or would he have stayed with Natalie. Winter didn't hear James say that he loved her back but then again sometimes he didn't say it, he showed it. But sure he was showing it but was it all she an act for the baby or was he really telling the truth. Winter knew she couldn't think that way it was wrong but almost every second James touched her that's what she was feeling like. When James began to kiss her again a bit more rougher, she equaled it out. She could feel the baby kicking and twitching not only at her stomach but it felt like her movements outside, helped the baby inside learn to read Winters movements. Great, this baby would know tons if James was constantly on her like so. Winters life was slowly building back up as James was holding her tight and kissing her like she had nightmares about so many nights after he left her. She knew James would have to deal with Natalie everyday since he lived with her unless something happened where one of them moved out or something with Winter really hoped happened. She wanted James all to herself and what Natalie was trying to do would never happen. Winter nipped his top lip gently feeling his chest vibrate as he let out a low growl. This was all too familiar and Winter hoped that this time, he wouldn't leave her. That he would never leave her. When he pulled away she frowned slightly but she smiled softly feeling his kisses trail to her neck and her collar bone. Winter just hoped that if James got angry or anything, their child would be in the middle of his rampage. Even with Winter there she knew James could get angry and smash things up because of Zach. She learned that the hard way. She pulled herself closer to him happily. ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø ° º ¤ ø , ¸ ¸ , ø ¤ º ° ` ° º ¤ ø †Shut up I don't wanna hear it
Get out of my way
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down†
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 8:41 am
 Allie ran into the cave and skidded to a stop.She sighed and ran a hand threw her hair.Ok.She just needed to see if Winter was ok.That would be easy.Hopefully.She started to walk deeper into the cave until she came to Winter and James.Winter looked just fine to Allie.She took a step closer to them then said,"Natalie sent me saying that something was up with you Winter. Are you ok?" Allie asked looking between Winter and James.
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 11:50 am
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
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Ⓙαмεs Ⓖʀαʏsoɴ
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I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
Ⓙαмεs smirked a bit into her neck when she pulled closer to him. He was just so insanely happy right now. But, if she hadn't come here, and wasn't pregnant, would he have really gone back to her? His thoughts couldn't help but wander. He stopped kissing her neck and just brushed his lips over her skin, pondering his thoughts. He wasn't entirely sure what would of happened had Winter not just shown up here. He may have found out about the child eventually, but maybe it would have been too late, maybe he would have already done something with Natalie. Then he would have been really screwed. It was bad enough as it is that he was having a child with Winter, and not the fae who he was supposed to be mated with. This was going to cause a lot of problems, but he figured he would deal with them as they arose. He couldn't leave her now, he wasn't that type of person. And he did love her, he really did. But he still had that soft spot for Natalie, and he figured he always would. She was just...different, and he liked different. He sensed another wolf enter, and it wasn't Natalie. It was...Allie? James pulled away from Winter to look at her. Natalie sent her? "She's perfect now." He answered, still having a hard time believing that Natalie sent her. Maybe she wasn't a cold hearted b!tch after all. He smiled at Witer and gave her a soft kiss on her forehead, his hand moving over her stomach again. "She's just having my child is all." He said on a casual tone, like it was a sort of everyday occurrence. This just felt so right to him.
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But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he f*cks you?
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Ⓨour Ⓛove Ⓘs Ⓐ Ⓛie
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