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The Others in my house.

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I got Gaveriel today 8-9-05

He grew today-

What the fist thing he said to me was-

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It was late and I couldn't sleep again so in my mind I went over my day I had gone to that new little shop and bought a bible. Yes a bible. I keep thinking about it why would I a person with no religious thoughts do with a bible, well I put it away in the guest room and now sitting here I can feel it taunting me, I can here certain things that I was taught as a child run through my mind. I look over to Foalan who is curled in his bed sleeping and I can here Laken pacing his room looking for something he'd misplaced, but the loudest thing I heard was the silent "amen." again and again in the back of my mind. Finally with a silent sigh I gave up and laid my head down to try and sleep.

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The room was brightly lit and a figure knelt by the bed, head bowed and eyes lowered lips murmering the sound of prayers that most adults would long since have forgotten, his voice lifting lightly into a hymn.

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Gavereils writings



I met the others today it wasn't what I expected it to be. The shop seems to be quite on a regular basis, but then there are these boys like Trinket who are so different from the others he was wearing a skirt... It was not what I had expected. And then these thoughts that one such as my self should not be thinking happened I thought he was cute and I shouldn't have. For I am a child of the lord and it's a sin to think of such things about another man. But then I met Alaria and had hoped it would help but it did not and now I do not know what I should do. Is it to late, am I to weak, shall I be punished for these unclean thoughts that flitter through my mind?

I shall have to wait to see what path the lord has planned for me to follow...

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Gaveriels Writings

I have sent the last week with a cold and I cant figure out how I caught it. Mom says it's from sitting out at the park till nine with out a jacket but maybe just maybe it is the Lords way of bring forth his punishment for the sinful thoughts I have been having. Though now I am beginning to think that they are normal, Darius my brother has a crush on a boy so maybe it is okay, maybe if I pray to him and tell him my problems he will understand and feel not the need to condemn me for the choice my subconscious has made for me, for does the bible not say " you shall not covet your neighbours wife or male servant." Would a male lover not be like a male servant other then the fact that both you and the other shall receive the same pleasure?

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Gaveriels Writings.

After going to the doctors and getting an endless amount of tests done we now know that i have a chest infection. But then that would explain the burning when i breathe and gross stuff i seem to cough up, and i was told that it is not the wraith of god but of a common cold bug going untreated and becomeing worse.

I shall be laided up in bed for another week and unable to take part in the home schooling anymore or at least until i am able to focus on things lobger then ten seconds. I do hope thes stupid spots leave soon i do believe im going crazy.

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