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Welcome to the Fa'e Diary of Xochitl
Like all diaries, this diary is meant to be private. This means you need to ask the permission of Shishi before you post in here. Please do not ask to buy this Fa'e child, they are NOT FOR SALE. What are the FA'E, anyway? To find out more about them, please visit the FA'E HQ. There are always lots of people there, and our HQ Sheriffs will gladly help you out if you have questions. So please, do not post here and ruin an exciting story, ok? Now, read away and enjoy the little and big adventures of Xochitl.

Random Facts About Xochitl
Reborn: 1/31/05
Gender: Female
Guardian: Shishi
Favorite Colors: The kind that are very bright. More so if they clash.
Favorite Food: Sugar and spice. Loves bittersweet baking chocolate, caffienated soda, and sweetened condensed milk - however, being reptilian and feline in nature, Xo may not be able to properly taste sweets, which accounts for her sugar tolerance. Chilis, szechuan, curry, tobasco - things too hot for many people to handle, as a general rule, Xo adores.
Personality: Haughty, insecure, petulant, stubborn, perceptive, tempermental.
Powers: Ability to perceive innate truth, extremely quick on her feet when punishment is on the horizon.
Partial to: unknown
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- what is and what should never be -


hell hath no fury like a spotted girl scorned.

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Name : Xochitl, pronouced "Soh-cheel".

Meaning: Flower. Yes, Shiva went there. No, Xo doesn't want to talk about it.

Nickname: Surprise! It's Xo. It's less of a nickname than a last resort used in desperation by those that are sort of baffled by the barrage of inexplicable consonants in her full name. Although the "Xo" sound in "Xochitl" is more of a weird cross between the typical English speakers' "ss" and "sh" and "zz" noises, Xo, phonetically, is "Zo".

In less dignified news, Shi calls her Spot, Riven long ago dubbed her Orange, Nate refers to her as Fangy on particularly bitey occasions, and Aadil insists upon calling her Crayola.

Height: 4'7"

Weight: 79 lbs

Style: Eclectic, mindless, colorful, baffling, senseless, tacky, and generally... well-worn. Much like the kid herself. Xo dresses like an epileptic rainbow who shops at Goodwill, or a little bit like a really poor Lady Gaga, with less broad pop-culture commentary and more just wearing weird s**t on her head. She has a hand-me-down, cornerless look to her that children from poor households tend to develop, though she is relatively unaware of this. She is fond of pretty things (pretty to whom being the question) and is not above festooning herself with strand on top of strand of cheap beads, paper chains, and just about anything she can force a needle through and put on a string, if the occasion calls for it. Occasions often consist of afternoons in her room cutting things out of paper.

Xo received an old sewing machine from their closest neighbor and has discovered that she really enjoys making her own things to wear, whether or not we would call them "clothes", exactly.

Xo also usually wears a set of ace bandages wrapped around her legs from ankle to maybe mid-thigh. She spents a lot of her time waist-deep in weeds, but her skin is unusually sensitive on her legs and arms and reacts badly - thus, the bandages stop the rash, and, by extension, the bitching. Habitually, Xo goes barefoot. As a result she has soles of teflon and has been known to pick thumbtacks out of her feet nearly two hours after they went in, much to everyone's horror but her own.

Age: Kid.

Language: Xo's foremost language is Nahuatl, the ancient language of the Aztecs - till relatively recently, it was the only language she spoke. This made for a lot of awkward social situations, and since she has grown she has begun to put in an effort toward improving her English. (It is doubtful that she was actually incapable of speaking English during the time she abstained. She makes it abundantly clear that she feels the language is indelicate and inferior and hard on the sinuses.)
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If you speak to Xo long enough, it becomes obvious that she doesn't think in English. Her initial impulse in thought and speech is always Nahuatl. Occasionally during conversation she will hesitate slightly in order to gather her thoughts and properly translate what it is she wants to say, and she has a tendency to cease speaking comprehensibly altogether when she is irritated. This is sort of a vicious cycle - the less she can express herself, the more pissed off she gets, until she's a sort of incoherent cyclone of sputtering and impenetrable hate, at which point it's probably best to either leave or give her something to chew on. Nate generally keeps jerky on his person for just this reason. It works.

When Xo speaks Nahuatl the only one she knows who understands exactly what she is saying is Naolin, who once also spoke exclusively the same. Shiva made the investment long ago in a hard-found pocket-dictionary of Nahuatl, which still, against all odds, survives in some unlikely pockets of Mexico. Alas, she was to be largely disappointed: much of what Xo speaks wanders just close enough to modern Nahuatl to be merely frustrating. It is clear that the language has not traversed the centuries unchanged, and what Xo has running through her head is both very, very old, and a little grammatically stunted.

Xo does have an accent, very mild in her every-day speech, that grows considerably more pronounced when she is excited or worked up or upset, which is, you know, like, maybe eighty percent of the time. She has constant issues with colloquialism and figures of speech, though occasionally her screwups are more eloquent than not.

Defining features: To address the immediately obvious, Xo hasn't got hair. Instead, she has an unruly mass of feathers, which have grown down to the middle of her shoulders. The feathers have a prismatic, irridescent quality and shift in color with the light around them in a riotous rainbow gradient, "like gasoline in a puddle", as Shiva, ever ready with the compliments, put it. Her feathers are large, but very soft - they're the size of primaries, but have the buoyant texture of down, and as a result they're almost impossible to keep in check. Xo generally keeps them tied off with string in low pigtails that hang to her collarbones in an effort to keep it out of her face. Sometimes it works.

Xo's skin is a rich gold color with orange undertones. The thick three-finger-spots of a jaguar line her entire body save her face, the soft parts of her arms and legs, and her stomach. She has the curved ears and long, expressive tail of a jaguar, both of which are covered in a very fine peachfuzz texture of short, thick fur, like suede.

Her eyes are a pale yellow-gold, her pupils are slitted. Her eyes are more serpentine than feline - the pupils of a jaguar are round - and her stare is sharp and intimidating whether she wants it to be or not. She has an interesting pattern of curving swirls complementing the corners of her eyes that do not coincide with the pattern of her skin.

She has sharp, elongated canines that often lend even her genuine smiles a bit of a sinister air, and a gold-colored forked tongue that makes her raspberries truly things that must be experienced to be believed.

Personality: Smug. Petulant. Defiant. Absolutely aggravating. Cheerfully disagreeable and merrily antagonizing. Something of a real terror at times, actually.

Xo is a creature of extremes by nature. She is capable of both extreme idolatry and blind hatred, sometimes with regards to the same person, sometimes within the same hour. She is the trying sort of child who will ask uncomfortable questions regarding the facts of life with a face of unadulterated innocence purely as a method of revenge - and also the trying sort of child who already knows the answers to said uncomfortable questions, generally from stealing and carefully studying the Wrong Sorts of Books with wind-blown women and sleepy looking men embracing on the covers, and maybe bookmarking the really icky parts for future reference. She is easily set off, infamously easy to insult, and unfortunately very difficult to placate once she is riled. Since she often cannot seem to justify an emotion in the first place, she can seem nigh well impossible to please.
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The strangeness of her household's composition, combined with her Guardian Shiva's completely inability to perform as a traditional parent, have helped to create in Xo an unsually independent, albeit attention-craving, little girl who is reasonably capable of caring for herself in daily life. Xo can cook simple meals, mend her clothes, and follow a simple grocery list at the local store. Whether she will do it with grace is another matter entirely, and she performs these menial tasks with the bitter dignity of a deposed queen living in poverty. She has a dry sense of humor that doesn't always suit her.

Xo demands deference. She has a fixation with respect and/or the lack thereof being displayed toward her at any given time. Beneath all of her snark and sauce there is a little girl who is cripplingly, astonishingly insecure. She is one of those unfortunate people who must constantly view themselves through the eyes of those around her in order to form their own self-image. Xo must incessantly seek approval and (not always positive) attention in order to feel anything about herself at all. She takes herself extremely seriously - miserably seriously - and her attitude is generally some flavor of "put upon".

Favorite foods: Xo, as an extremely active little girl, is generally disinterested in food apart from its role as something to be placed into her stomach to make it stop growling. Virtually the sole exception to this rule is chocolate: not white, not milk, but the really vile barely-sweetened baking kind. She goes crazy for it, and craves it madly. It's baffling, the stuff really is horrendous.

It has been suggested that, true to her feline and serpentine nature, Xo is actually unable to properly taste sweets. This could account for her love of very bitter chocolate and indifference to the rest; she thusly probably does not crave it for the sweetness but for the phenylethylamine, and for the unconscious sentimental value.

Physical issues:Extremely sensitive skin, occasional bouts of clumsiness. Her teeth, extremely sharp and prominent since birth, pose as much of a problem to herself as to anyone she still is inclined to bite on very rare occasions. She inflicts many a nick or cut on her own skin, and till recently it wasn't unusual for her to have bloody hands. The inside of her mouth has always been a mess. Though she's not shy about expressing her outrage or fear regarding general injury, she never seems especially bothered by what her own teeth do.

Having grown up in this way, Xo is capable of quite amiably doing some rather horrible things to herself - such as piercing her own ears with a pin and a mug of ice cubes - without much of a flinch, whereas a pinch or an accidental toe-stomp from any other individual may illicit a barrage of howls until the proper apology is extracted.

Abilities (obviously only to be acknowledged as they are learned ICly):

Innate Truth: Xo has a bit of a strange idiosyncrasy here: she can't quite be lied to. This is not to say that she can read minds - she can't - but when she is told or shown something with an element of untruth to it, somewhere in the back of her mind, she will know it, in an itchy touch-and-go sort of way. Most inconveniently for her, this ability is not something she can control, and she has absolutely no capacity for the suspension of disbelief; this means that she cannot really enjoy things like cartoons, or stuffed animals, or bedtime stories the same way other children can, as she invariably sees things only in a strictly literal sense.

Screaming: Anybody who doesn't consider this exactly an ability clearly has not had the benefit of listening to Xo during one of her more ambitious tantrums.

Bad Habits: Lying, tantrums, screaming, biting, and scratching. Xo also still has an unfortunately tendency to hiss during particularly trying situations, although she is slowly but surely growing out of this.
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- all together now -



The "Family":

User ImageName: Shiva Palkovar (Anahit Severian)

Alias: Shishi, which she loathes but uses anyway. It was first coined for her during a mission which involved the pilfering of a statuette of the God Shiva, which necessitated some sort of differentiation, as was demonstrated after a number of embarassing confusions.

Age: Around 23, she loses track constantly.

Nationality: 45% Czech, 50% Armenian, 5% German

Occupation: Con Artist, Aeronaut, Black-Market Smuggler, Grave-robber (pretty much), First-Class Drunk.

Music: The White Stripes, Queens of the Stone Age, Cream, Jimi Hendrix, Captain Beefheart, Led Zeppelin, Veal, old-school rock of all persuasions, and a giant, secret weakness for glam-rock David Bowie.

Conduct: Poor

Photograph: Entirely too serene

Personality: Raucous, crude, and relatively good-hearted. Pretends to have quite a terrible temper but actually reasonably easy-going. Gritty. Dirty. Rude. Impatient. Guilty of a sometimes slavish loyalty. Spontaneous. Aggressive. The best in her field, but absolutely incompetent in matters of every-day living. Naﶥ and easily led into sin. Stands on shaky moral ground. Can?t save money worth s**t. Chain-smoker. Drinks like a fish. Hates television. Guilty of favoring Easy Ways Out.

Strengths: Prot駩e of one of the greatest smugglers of all time, ridiculous alcohol tolerance. Unbelievable capcity for obliviousness to things she would rather be oblivious to. Has been known to create an absolutely killer pancake. Courageous in the face of things that would make smarter people mess themselves. Has a smile that has crashed planes.*

Weaknesses: Addictive personality. Hygiene. Lack of depth perception due to the loss of her left eye, which leads to frustrated, off-based gropings-at of things like toothbrushes, which leads to occasional tantrums. Apparently incapable of leading any sort of normal, healthy, reasonable life. Prone to inexplicable bursts of temper in the face of kindness. Also not terribly bright.

History: Born in South Dakota to a psuedo-intellectual single archaeologist mother with a penchant for odd names and hippie culture, and evidentally a poor grip on Hindu mythology. Raised in a commune. Ran away from home at age thirteen, to another commune, where she learned the ukulele, developed her lifelong addiction to nicotene, stayed for a week, and was promptly shipped home. Ran away successfully at age fifteen, after the fourth attempt, and hitch-hiked to New York City without being murdered somehow. Ironically and frighteningly mugged after five minutes on the streets. Slept in doorways for three weeks. Mugged again, though unsuccessfully since she had nothing to mug away from her. Brought to a warehouse out of sheer pity by her would-be attacker because of this.

Introduced at last to the Khogar-run crime-ring. Given a cot and occasional soup and instruction on how to finagle one's way illegally through life. (By the time she catches on to the whole illegal bit, and the fact that she has become assimilated in what is probably the most powerful underground ring in the United States, it has ceased to bother her; living a life steeped in good-natured crime will do that. )

Despite her complete unsubtlety and utter lack of common sense, found surprisingly adept at the sort of work she was put to, having had plenty of practice on her own time. Continued to steadily move her way up through the ranks, well past the common pick-pocket and con-artist of her colleagues. Finally introduced to Harold Khogar at age seventeen. Partnered subsequently with her senior Nathaniel Levy and put on missions of actual importance. Began to deal in stolen artifacts. Presented with her hot air balloon after a particularly lucrative endeavor, and began to procure said artifacts directly from the source. Made Harold Khogar's personal protegee. May or may not have conducted an affair with him at this time.

Began to spend most of her time dealing with objects from South and Latin America - was eventually made co-lead, along with Levy, of projects in that center of the world. Spent much of her free time in the backstreets of Durem, where she haunted the bars and made a friend or two, connections that would later be invaluable.

Sudden downfall of luck during this time of her life. Left eye taken by exploding engine during a botched mission and subsequent accident which also left her with a large scar across her stomach and some time in a local Mexican hospital that had bought Khogar's protection with a monthly offering. Subsequent, nearly inexplicable break from Khogar's good graces. Shiva and Nathaniel were split up and find themselves on the run from a Khogar who wanted them both dead. Shiva backtracked to the relatively unknown Durem, where she spent time first in a motel, her balloon safely in storage, then found herself, as her assets began to run dry, in a park, on her friend Jade's couch, and at last in the storage unit with her balloon, taking odd-jobs where she can, and getting new ones constantly.

*True story. Although it was actually just an airbourne jalopy that had only gotten about twelve feet off the ground, and it was mostly because Shiva, in her wilder, somewhat stupider teenage state, had decided to snog the pilot directly on the control panel. The whole ordeal culminated in a bruised ego on one side, and a bloody nose and a hell of a story to brag about on the other.



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Name: Nathaniel Levy

Age: 28

Sign: Gemini

Nationality: Irish, British, Portuguese, Swedish

Stereotype filed: Snide Sidekick*

Facial Hair Status: Fabulous

Is so TOTALLY not: Metrosexual

Uses: FAR too much facial product from Clinique for the above to be at all a convincing answer.

Occupation: The brains of the outfit

Temperment: Sanguine, self-satisfied, snarky, and good-naturedly stuck up.

History: Raised in upstate New York, Nate was born to a reasonably affluent family, and has had a penchant for living on the very quiet part of the wild side ever since he was but a young lad on the family Macintosh idly hacking into his mother's bank account. Never anything but pleasant and polite, Nate was dismissed from private school after private school for the undermining of authority, the corruption of school files, and once the three day disappearance of a fellow classmate who'd made a comment about his choice in shoes.

Once discovered in a newspaper article by one of Khogar's affiliates, Nate was instantly offered a "position". The extremely intelligent but hopelessly wussy Nate was paired after a period of training with the reckless but... not-so-bright Shiva six years ago at the ages of 22 and 17 respectively, as their talents complemented each other neatly. Though they met with a rocky start - due mostly to Shi's distaste for caution and Nate's intolerance for general stupidity - they have learned to lean on each other in more than just professional aspects of their lives - especially now that they are both on the run. Is romance in their future? Why, NO!

..seriously, no. Ew. There was this once on New Year's Eve but nobody likes to talk about that.

*It is worthwhile to note that while Shi stubbornly continues to consider Nate her sidekick, during ambushes or emergencies, it's always Nate that gets shot at first. This should tell her something. She prefers to attribute this to their difference in height, however, and as it is a rather tender subject the wise will not address it.


The "Household":

At Xo's birth, Shiva, as an out-of-commission (and dead broke) smuggler, was making ends barely meet by living in the storage unit used to house her broken-down balloon - which was a decided improvement over a park-bench and newspaper, at least. Xo's appearance and the subsequent motherly responsibilities changed Shiva's priorities, however grudgingly, and she began to explore her limited options in providing a more appropriate environment for the child.

Connections often stem from unlikely places, and Shiva found what she was looking for in an offer made by a local drinking buddy, a farm-owner from the very outskirts of town. Though the man's primary income is made in the stock exchange, his considerable funds made it possible for him to upkeep his farm (which had been in the family for generations) in his spare time. In exchange for selling produce by the roadside during the summer, he allowed Shiva the use of an old airplane hangar, meant for a little spray-plane decades ago, two acres away from the farmhouse by footpath. As it is insulated, reasonably sized, and has a small top floor, with a little gruntwork and renovation it has proven to be a better home than Shiva could have hoped for. It's quiet, ventilated, and is more than enough space for a girl, her fangy-baby, and a hot air balloon.

Not to mention it's a gloriously difficult place to find.

Front cross-section:
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Upper floor overview:
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- all those days are gone -


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..Good thing she came strapped down. It's Xo, who arrived as a befanged, forked-tongued little horror, albeit one that still manages to be cute, despite her best efforts. She's a whirlwind of bites and scratches and with a yowl the likes of which have never been heard within the walls of the HQ. Hell hath no fury, as they say.

xo as a baby

Name : Xochitl, pronouced "Soh-cheel".

Meaning: Flower. Because look at her. So dainty and delicate. Totally. Actually, Xo was given this name not so much to reflect her nature (clearly!) as much as to reference a poem that was, apparently, partially responsible for her birth.

Nickname: Usually Xo. Although the "Xo" sound in her full name is one with a delicate accent English has trouble touching, in her nickname it's simply devolved into "Zo". She has also been referred to as Spot, Fangy, and also vaguely understands herself to be called No-No.

Age: Infant, and she'd better enjoy it while it lasts, because the shrieking won't be tolerated forever.

Defining features: A delicate pattern of jaguar spots on her back. Protruding, very sharp canines. A forked tongue. Swirling lines that punctuate the corners of her eyes. A burnt-russet shade of skin reminescent of a woman who spends too much time at the fake-tan salon, only much more convincing. Tiny, sharp fingernails. One single, colorful feather protruding out of the top of her head, which makes her look a bit like a little kid on the Indian half of cowboys'n'indians.

Personality: Anxious and constantly bewildered. Extremely loud. Attention-hungry. Difficult to comfort, impossible to please. Furious! A little cyclone of constant motion and trouble when she isn't held down - which is something that seems often necessary. Fussy. Needy. Tempermental. Excellent lung capacity! She must be healthy enough.

Xo has thus far shown a disinterest in food that borders on the unsettling. She'll eat eventually, but only after a struggle and protest.

She has little sense of humor, save situations that involve things breaking or hitting Shi in the face. Xo takes herself very seriously and aside from her occasional wigglings in the dirt, she is very fastidious - she can stand being dirty, but only for a time, and when it is clean time, it is clean time NOW.

Xo has a tendency to bite and scratch. While the biting is a real problem, it seems, the scratching seems accidental - she behaves like a cat in water; she wants so desperately to be picked up and held, almost constantly, that she will grab and claw and cling with her nails - which are so sharp that they inflict unwitting damage pretty easily.

Her teeth, already grown, pose a problem as well - being so tiny, and already with such weapons, she naturally does not know how to handle them, and has bitten herself more often than she has anyone else. Her mouth is full of little cuts and nicks, and Shi has caught her with a pair of bloody hands on a few seperate occasions - she just doesn't seem to know how teeth work, exactly.

Powers: Aside from her amazing screaming ability? Nothing has manifested quite yet. Can't wait. sweatdrop

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Xo's feathers developed quite a bit as she aged, especially in the color department. Needy, fussy, and tempermental, she became an imperious little terror once she learned how to walk.

xo as a toddler
Name : Xochitl, pronouced "Soh-cheel".

Meaning: Flower. She resembles her namesake a bit more now with her newfound colorfulness but it still seems pretty wildly inappropriate, considering. It's a play on a poem that was present during, and seems to have had some kind of impact upon her birth.

Nickname: Usually just Xo. Although the "Xo" sound in her full name is one with a delicate accent English has trouble touching, (some cross between the s- and z- sound) in her nickname it's simply devolved into a simple "Zo". Shi occasionally calls her Spot, Riven has dubbed her Orange, Nate refers to her as Fangy on occasion, and she's still under the vague belief that No-no is just another one ("OH CHRIST NO" being an obvious derivative).

Age: Toddler. Though she is at the typical emotional and intellectual level for her age group, physically her development has begun to resemble a kitten's more than a person's - and that's not to say that her typical emotional level is generally expressed in typical ways. She has the same sort of clumsy grace as some sort of savannah cub, prowling about and scampering with surprising dexterity but still bowling herself over on occasion by something ridiculous like an overzealous tail-twitch. Despite her ability to carefully walk upright Xo has a tendency to move on all fours, especially when she runs or climbs up stairs.

Language: Xo makes a lot of terribly complicated sounds for a toddler that her Guardian, a bit of a dim-bulb herself, has only recently begun to recognize as language. The only one who understands exactly what she is saying is Naolin, who once also spoke exclusively in the same tongue. Shiva has made a recent investment in a hard-found pocket-dictionary of Nahuatl, the language of the Aztecs which still, against all odds, survives in some unlikely pockets of Mexico, but alas, she was to be largely disappointed: much of what Xo speaks wanders just close enough to modern Nahuatl to be merely frustrating. It is clear that the language has not traversed the centuries unchanged, and what Xo has running through her little head is very, very old.

It's become doubtful that Xo is actually incapable of speaking any English. There have been a few exceptions to her policy - notably a desperate blurting of Riven's name in an attempt to escape bedtime for a few more minutes, among others. In any case, it seems now that Xo simply prefers her own staccato tongue to anything else. She has obstinately refused to make the change, and even seems to derive a certain, slightly bitter joy in babbling the incomprehensible to the uneducated listener; it seems it makes her feel a bit superior, if lonely. It's a position in which she seems to feel most comfortable.

Defining features: Golden eyes; large, round pupils. Xo has an interesting series of curving swirls around the corners of her eyes that don't coincide with the pattern of her skin. A riotous tuft of soft, multicolored feathers punctuates the very top of her head like an exclamation point. As she is aging, Xo is also beginning to develop a peachfuzz texture of short thick fur, like suede, on her ears and tail.

Personality: Smug. Petulant. Absolutely aggravating. Anxious and constantly bewildered and bewildering. Extremely loud. Attention-hungry. Difficult to comfort, impossible to please. Furious! A little cyclone of constant motion and trouble when she isn't held down - which is something that seems often necessary. Fussy. Needy. Tempermental. Excellent lung capacity! She must be healthy enough.

While Xo is prone to tantrums, she is lately more often prone to bouts of watchful sullenness; she likes to observe, and to listen, especially around those who tend to overlook her cognitive abilities due to the fact that she does not yet speak intelligably. (This is something that may have actually influenced her thus-far held decision not to speak the language spoken around her - one that she has been proven to understand perfectly well.)

Xo often affects an almost comically bitter dignity during particularly trying situations, with a put-upon attitude suited to a deposed monarch living in poverty. She is notoriously easy to upset, but in fact typically does not actually cry - she just does a lot of screaming. She is actually more subject to displays of anger or outrage than of vulnerability, even when frightened or genuinely worked up.

Xo has thus far shown a disinterest in food that borders on the unsettling. She'll eat eventually, but only after a struggle and protest. The sole exception to this rule is chocolate: not milk chocolate, not white chocolate, but the really horrible, bittersweet baking chocolate. She can't get enough of this; it's actually pretty nauseating. The stuff is horrendous.

She has a strange, dry sense of humor that doesn't typically fit a child of her age - save situations that involve things breaking or hitting Shi in the face. Xo takes herself extremely seriously and aside from her occasional wigglings in the dirt, she is very fastidious - she can stand being dirty, but only for a time, and when it is clean time, it is clean time NOW. She is very invested in preserving her dignity.

Xo, predictably enough for a toddler endowed with such features as she, also has a tendency to bite and scratch. While the biting is a real problem, it seems, the scratching seems generally accidental - she behaves like a cat in water; she wants so desperately to be picked up and held, almost constantly, that she will grab and claw and cling with her nails - which are so sharp that they inflict unwitting damage pretty easily.

Her teeth, extremely sharp and prominent since birth, pose as much of a problem to herself. She inflicts many a bite or cut on her own skin, and till recently it wasn't unusual for her to have bloody hands on occasion, and the inside of her mouth has always been a mess. Though she's not shy about expressing her outrage or fear regarding general injury, she never seems especially bothered by what her own teeth do.

Abilities (obviously only to be acknowledged as they are learned ICly):

Innate Truth: Xo has a bit of a strange idiosyncracy here: she can't quite be lied to. This is not to say that she can read minds - she can't - but when she is told or shown something with an element of untruth to it, somewhere in the back of her mind, she will know, in an itchy touch-and-go sort of way. Most inconveniently for her, this ability is not something she can control, and she has absolutely no capacity for the suspension of disbelief; this means that she cannot really enjoy things like cartoons, or stuffed animals, or bedtime stories the same way other children can, as she invariably sees things only in a strictly literal sense.

Screaming: Anybody who doesn't consider this exactly an ability clearly has not had the benefit of listening to Xo during one of her more ambitious tantrums.

Bad Habits: Tantrums, screaming, biting, gnawing, and clawing. Easily riled, easily insulted, not so easily calmed. Xo also has a tendency to hiss, although Shiva is attempting to get her to "use her words" instead when things are not going her way. This hasn't been going entirely smoothly, but we will perservere.
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- boys and girls -


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Atl
Sometimes I don't know if I like Atl or not because she is sort of floppy in the way that she talks sometimes and she has no spine. She is secretly water and I know it because she showed me all about it. I don't always know if I like her or not but she is my best friend anyway.



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Tlatla
Tlatla he is a super pansy. I mean like a real pansy. He is all like look at me my head is on fire or something and I will look at you funny all of the time but I probably will just kind of sit here instead of MAKING something of it. Is what he is like. I am all let's take it OUTSIDE Tlala but he has nothing to take outside and it is the worst. He steals dates so we are probably arch-enemies.


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Zoquiyo
The smudge thing is loud and dirty and it hits things too many of the time. I could kind of do without the smudge thing. But Atl deals with it and also it is kind of handy with a bat so I am very very nice and do not hit the smudge thing, even when it clearly needs hits.



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Iztaya
He has no manners and he says the "god damn" a lot. I don't know why he would say that. Who are you even talking to, Iztaya? If you really think of it a lot for a while it doesn't make sense to say the "god damn" all of the time, like the "god damn rain" or "god damn it is hot". Nobody is god damning anything just because you SAY. Also this is why I know what powder soap tastes like. It's Iztaya's dumb stupid fault but nobody ever is listening to me. Except when I say the "god damn" thing, then they are listening very carefully.

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Tlahuilli
He is also colors. He is like me sort of except he has a thing coming out of the top of his head. Also he is a boy and he is bigger than me. He is not really like me at all actually. Anyway once when I was little he pushed me around on a rollerskate, and it tasted kind of horrible but it was chewy.


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I don't know Anen but Nan does not like him. She gives him Looks. Like THAT kind. He looks all dusty all the time and he has too many eyes. I don't think he's done anything wrong besides having too many eyes but that's probably enough for Nan.




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Cuiyotl is very very green. Also he wears a skirt. If that's not terrific then wow, I guess other things are.






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All I hear about is Yani. Yani Yani. I have not ever seen Yani, but Nan has, and she does not shut up with her stupid head about Yani. Well you know what Nan I think maybe he doesn't ever want to see me because you have to always give him the grossest cookies ever. They don't even have any sugar in them and they are gritty like putting powder soap in your mouth. I would not want to see me either, Nan.


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Her hands were purple. I think that they still are but they probably are bigger hands now.






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He is made of squiggles and he makes me itchy to look at a little bit. He is too too squiggly to believe.






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Once I heard Nate tell Nan very very late at night a story about this man who got all hit by a train on accident and his legs got all smashed up in the wheels and bent around them so that he was this little curly man all mashed around a trainwheel and they had to rush him to the hospital because there was only half of him left that wasn't all curly and mashed up. I don't know what man that it was but I really really wish that it was Totolin. Accatopa tototl tomehua nehua. Nehuatl aic tlapopolhuia, aic.

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We have tails that are kind of the same but he has dumb hair. There was one of a time when he stole somebody's rock. I think that everybody got all mad. It is really stupid. I have plenty of rocks. Anyway Atl says we have to kill him.



Other friends

JadeEye - The Guardian of one of Xo's kin, the deer-Fa'e Yanisin, Jade's been keeping an eye out for Shiva for years, and is probably one of the sole reasons Xo is still in good health and not yet possessed by child services.

Silversyren - One of Xo's "aunts", meaning another person who kicks Shi back into line occasionally, Silver bestowed upon Xo the pink elephant plush that she has since used to balance herself out and learn to walk, and simultaneously informed Shi that she should lay off the vodski maybe.
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1/31/05 - Xo finds herself in the world again, and is none too happy about it.
5/17/05 - Xo achieves toddlerhood. Her color factor increases by about eighty.
7/22/06 - Xo is kidnapped, and finds herself at the edge of the Aztec underworld.
7/26/06 - Xo comes face to face with a relic of her past, and grows.

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The story so far...


In the beginning..


some spoilers follow.


Before the sun had ever begun to set upon the people of the Mexica, the two great brothers, the dark and the light, held a great battle for the will of the believers. The belching of volcanoes and the rage of the great waves were shadowed in the cataclysms that occurred then, but in the end, whatever the means, dark Tezcatlipoca was left standing above his brother, Quetzalcoatl of light and life, and he, the Jaguar, banished the Feathered-Serpent to the East.

Quetzalcoatl left his people, but promised his return, shining from the east like the rising of the sun.

Without the opposing force of his brother to temper him, Tezcatlipoca did not choose to control the will of the people, but instead retired into hiding, worshipped only by a select few, a dark sect.

Into the void left by the two great ones stepped an opportunist, Huitzilopoctli - a war God, a being of blood, the warrior bird. It was he who took the people's faith, who drank the blood of the sacrificed and urged on the boldness of the warriors for ages upon ages, while the memory of the reign of the great brothers grew dim.

And there came a time, as there does in all great societies, when the people became distanced from the gods, when the common folk could no longer see or hear them, when their belief grew to an abstract.

It was at this time that Quetzalcoatl made his return, and the people, distracted, never noticed.

He was older, wiser, enlightened by his exile, and took the same route as his brother, quietly retiring into obscurity for the time.

But his return was not lost upon Huitzilopochtli, who grew uneasy at the idea of being unseated after so long. He came to one of the few humans to whom he could still be seen - a girl, a young priestess called Hatsutsil, a vain, lazy, beautiful thing - and, granting her access to the God's realm, bade her seduce the God Quetzalcoatl, that he might be more vulnerable.

Within Hatsutsil, pride, like a goldfish, flashed a sudden fin.

Quetzalcoatl was wary, but the girl was a skilled liar and a beautiful one, and the God soon fell to her charm, never suspecting she was under the command of the war God.

After time time, pleased with her easy success, Huitzilopoctli wondered why Hatsutsil should not have a similar reaction with his other enemy, Tezcatlipoca, and immediately bade her perform the same process on him, thereby distracting both of his significant worries at once. Hatsutsil agreed, as she knew she must, but unwillingly, for she had begun to reciprocate the life God's love, and she feared the dark Tezcatlipoca, and the wrath that should surely be her due if she were to be found out.

But she accomplished what she was asked, and found herself the terrified secret consort of the two bitterest enemies among the gods.

What would have befallen her remains a mystery, for it was then, in the year 1518, that Hernan Cortes and his men landed upon the beaches of Mexico.

Pre-Xo:

Shiva and Nate, partners who go way back, are on the run from their old employer, Harold Khogar. He unfortunately happens to be the more-than-slightly-paranoid head of one of the most infamous black-market crime rings in the northeast United States, dealing primarily in the procurement and trade of historical artifacts. Also unfortunately, he wants them dead.

When Shiva is contacted one day by the young president of a rival organization, a man named John Guildersleeve, she hesitantly agrees to work for him, under the condition that she and Nate are granted more security against the wrath of Khogar. As a result, she and Nate find themselves sent to Mexico City on their first real mission in years; they are to raid a recent archaeological dig and procure for Guildersleeve the treasure that has been unearthed in a previously unknown underground temple.

However, upon coming into contact with said treasure - a strange slab of stone engraved with complex carvings and embedded with a rare raw emerald of vast proportions - Shiva finds herself no longer entirely under her own control, touched by the strange magic of the stone. Falling further and further from her senses and self, she refuses to relinquish the stone to Guildersleeve, and flees the country, effectively kidnapping the item. She returns to her makeshift home in a local storage unit and remains there in the dark, spiraling into a hazed madness. This lasts nearly two weeks and may have continued indefinitely, if not for Nate, who, pressured by threats from Guildersleeve, divulges her whereabouts out of concern for her safety, and his own.

Guildersleeve's hitmen accompany Nate to the storage unit, where they find Shiva in a half-conscious, feral disarray, and attempt to take the stone from her. Shiva, in her near insanity, makes an effort to give them what they want - the emerald - and pops it from its base with the tip of a butterknife, upon which gem and rock both disintegrate, Shiva is possessed entirely by a violent, roving spirit thus released, and Guildersleeve's men vacate in terror.

With Anen's subsequent arrival and help, the spirit is coaxed from Shiva's body, and Xochitl is reborn.

Childhood:

Finding herself burdened with a strange toothy child, Shiva names the baby Xochitl, in reference to the poem that'd been inscribed upon the stone from which she came, and subsequently seeks residency in a more child-appropriate environment: namely, a large converted hangar on the property of a farming friend of hers, which was once used to house several small bi-planes.

In the meantime, Xo, while in the process of meeting more of her kind, made the acquaintance of another Fa'e of Aztec origin, a little boy named Naolin, who strangely arouses a certain degree of aggression in the child.

Naolin, more concretely connected to his past than Xo could ever hope to be, comes into close contact with some refugees of the faith crisis, who in turn discover Xo's confusing presence. Naolin and Xo both are kidnapped by one of these spirits, a strange being Nao considers his underling and loyal supporter, and brought to what remains of the divine plane of the gods of the Mexica: a ghostly image of an ancient city lost to plague and battle.

It is from here, the children are told, that they will be able to journey to Mictlan, the underworld, and reclaim what is theirs. Neither child quite understands the situation in which they have been placed, but both are acquiescent and eager to be praised, and the strange surroundings spark old memories and feelings in the both of them that can't be ignored.

It is in the bloody world of Mictlan, ruled by a senile old God and his comatose wife, that Xo, separated from Nao, encounters an old relic, an enormous mirror, that shows her for the first time exactly what she is. With this epiphany, she is able to grow.

Currently:

Nate in particular has unearthed some troubling news regarding the night Xo was found. Mexican newspapers, which he was perusing for an office case, reported the mysterious deaths of seven American archaeologists. The Mexican officials on the case attributed the deaths to trapped underground gases released during their excavating process. There is no mention of the incident in any American press release.

With a little effort, Nate found that this site in particular was the one he and Shiva had been paid to raid - the night before the discovery of said bodies.

Not only this, but, while running research on that particular date after this find, Nate discovered that there were several deaths in Mexico City discovered simultaneously - unexplanable deaths attributed finally to the heatwave. Shiva has insisted that multiple unexplainable deaths are not at all uncommon in a place like Mexico City, but Nate remains uncertain.

Meanwhile, unbeknownst to Nate and Shiva, Xo has made a new friend - a "woman" who calls herself Pokol, and has introduced herself as a servant of the gods from which Xo was derived.

Pokol, another remnant of the old age and a demi-god who survived the crisis by taking on the life of a human woman, professes her loyalty, but still makes Xo rather uneasy, for her unsettling mannerisms, her lack of empathy, and her unblinking stare. Regardless, Xo staunchly considers the woman a true friend, as she is the only one aside from Nao who speaks Nahuatl or understands anything about Xo's double life, which is comfort enough to make up for Pokol's shortcomings.

TBC...
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In the corner of Xo's room hangs a small Japanese-style lantern, the hypnotic, gentle glow of which helps to quiet her during the night. It was made for her specially by Shi's friend Mousekinn, who decorated it in a pattern of spots to reflect Xo's own skin.
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Rune and his guardian Jiora sent along a soft blanket in the same style - very generous of them since neither had met her at the time. It's usually found draped across a chair, if Xo isn't sleeping with it. It's a rather unnerving sight when she is - she blends right in, and it seems like there's a whole lot more Xo than there was when you left her, which is a pretty scary thought.
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A throw-pillow found in a thrift shop that came smelling of tea. Xo has a few of these.
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Cerena, bless her heart, dropped by a number of things that have served incredibly useful (especially the first aid kit, good lord).

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Socks to keep her feet warm,

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A first aid-kit, for, you know.. bites.. sweatdrop

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A blankie!

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And.. catnip, which, considering the effect it might have on Xo is unknown, is being kept far away from her for now.

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Speaking of things being kept far, far from Xo, thus far this fancy piece of weaponry Cerena also bestowed upon her is her most imposing of belongings, though as yet she hasn't even seen it, and if Shi has anything to do with it, she won't for quite a while. Someday it may serve her well; meanwhile Shi's keeping it hidden in a box of sweaters for safekeeping. Hopefully once it's broken out it won't smell of mothballs.

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Chibi Baka-Chan created this bracelet just for Xo, and it hangs in her room above her crib from a tack in the wall - it looks a great deal like the piece she created for Naolin, also. What's this bond between the two of them that everyone seems to sense?

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This little trio of dragons was dropped off by Lucifer Force, and are kept lined up in a neat row on the floor beside Xo's crib - if she ever manages to take a spill out of it, at least she'll have a few soft guards to break it.
- Quests -


Toddler quest - See page 4:

FA'E HQ
The Quest: Get Xo a LARGE PINK ELEPHANT PLUSHY. And some baby furniture and clothes and food and diapers and ... ya know ... things a kid would need to survive. XD I want to keep it small since Shishi is not exactly well to do ... thus all these items MUST be donations.


Kid quest - See page 8:

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Beginning here. Xo is kidnapped as a result of Naolin's interactions with the remains of the divine plane, and finds herself trapped in Mictlan.
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Xo as a toddler:

Vashtya - an unnervingly pleased-looking tot-Xo, clearly caught in the aftermath of some horrible deed.
Seilie-chan - heartbreakingly adorable portrait of Xo and Lolo the elephant.
Novia Dodochi - adorable little chibi.
Mouselet - one of the famous post-it Fa'e!

Xo as a rapidly-growing child:

Cerena - as part of a miniseries poured from her crack-addled mind. <3
Cerena - here they are to save the day. I feel safer already.
Sayuri_Nitta A lovely delicate prom portrait of Xo in her homemade stormcloud dress. Here she wistfully contemplates something, possibly the obliviation of Callix's kneecaps.
Gorachii Chai - an eerie shot immediately after her growth, still in and entranced by the level of blood and bone.
Nightmare Jester - a SERIOUSLY intense picture of Xo doing what she does best - looking saucy.
Surreality - An awesome, tellingly sulky portrait. (I love the swirly O.)
Surreality - Unfinished but terrific.
GOD THIS IS CUTE. - the infamous duo themselves.
Silversyren - An updated shot of Xo and an old friend. How cute!
Mayamei - Chibi Xo color explosion!
Puchiko - A full body sketch of Xo displaying uncharacteristically awesome fashion sense. I love her face.
BogusAgenda - Absolutely awesome picture of Xo in her typical role as Queen Tacky.
AvinaStar - Beautiful, delicate little picture.
Me - Xo and Lethe. It's a staredown.
Nothing remains
but flowers and sad songs
In Tlatelolco and Mexico
Where once there were
Warriors and wise men
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A Glossary: To Supplement One's Understanding of the Xo-Thing
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Mouth-Noises


Amo: No. A favorite.

Azo zan: Maybe.

Aztec: A word invented by nineteenth century Western scholars. It is important to realize that this word means absolutely nothing to Xo.

Ca ye cualli: Roughly meaning "alright" or "okay", relatively formal. Xo tends to use said formality in a sarcastic sort of way; when she uses the phrase, it's sort of equivalent to "gotcha", or alternately "you dig?"

Mexica: The title by which the people we call the Aztecs identified themselves. Pronounced roughly "meh-she-cah".

Nahuatl: The language of the Aztecs. Xo's version is a bit stunted and archaeic, presumbably due to being filtered through a certain number of centuries and deaths.

Nantli or alternately a truncated "Nan": Mother. Use of the title indicates a certain surprising vulnerability.

Niltze: Hello

Quema: Yes.

Xochitl: Flower. Plural Xochimeh. Also the name of a day in the Aztec "week": the day of Xochitl speaks to the transitory nature of life, and is thought to be a day of reflection.

Familiar Faces


Tezacatlipoca: Smoking Mirror. God of night, revelry, trickery. Twin brother of Quetzalcoatl. Often appeared as a monstrous Jaguar. Dark loner of the Aztec pantheon with small but fervent and slightly depraved following. Deceased.

Quetzalcoatl: Feathered Serpent. God of life and light. Twin brother of Tezcatlipoca, who banished him after a long battle. Prophesized long ago to have signified the end of the world with reappearance. Reappeared. No one noticed. Thus was the end of the world. Deceased.

Huitzilopochtli: Huitzitzilin. The God of War. The great usurper. An enemy and a master. Taken out of commission during the great Faith Crisis. Neither alive or dead, but perhaps currently in more than one location.

Hatsutsil: Birth name: Xoco. Human. Priestess. Arrogance, beauty and insincerity. The professional groupie of her age. The unlikely captor of the cold remains of a faith. Deceased by her own will, but not as much as some.

Huehuecoyotl: Trickster god. Supposedly deceased, but, Andy Kaufman-style, who really knows? In any case, went through a great deal of trouble to keep the distinction troublesome.

Mictlantecuhtli: God and King of the Underworld. Dottery, genial, mentally unsound, possibly extremely dangerous.

Mictecacihuatl : Queen of the Underworld. Consistantly asleep for the last few centuries.

Pokol: Not yet encountered.

Locations Revived


Technochtitlan: The capital city of the Aztecs, long fallen and since integrated into modern-day Mexico City. A ghostly, deserted reflection of the city still survives, in bare pieces, in the divine plane.

Mictlan: The nine-layered Aztec underworld; the only aspect of the pantheon's divine world that has survived more or less intact, due to its reserve of belief. The last stronghold of the gods.

Day of Birth


The Xochitl we know was "born" January 31st, 2005, according to the modern Western calendar. The calendar with which Xo is more familiar measures time a bit differently, and weighs a different sort of significance for the day on which she arrived.

Xihuitl, or Solar Year - Calli: The sign of the house. This sign is associated with the West, and represents a desire to cement trust.
Calli, or Thirteen-day Subset - Ozomatli: This thirteen-day period is governed by the quest for relief of misfortune, the cures to illnesses, the solutions to problems.
Tonalli, or Day Sign - Quiahuitl: This day is associated with the unpredictable fortunes of fate.

If you are interested in calculating your own fate, Xo-style, visit the Online Aztec Calendar.
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