Before he could repeat the name for a third time, an obstruction of yappy teenagers passed over his line of sight, and, as the wave of them sluggishly retreated to another location, the familiar man and the goat boy were gone. Sighing in defeat, Higashi moved up in line, his hand still intertwined with Laerad's own. While waiting for their turn on the line, he peered over his shoulder a few times to take a gander at the expanse of empty and filled tables and chairs that littered the court, hoping to spot the two seated somewhere. When he felt the tug of his toddler’s hand, a gentle, yet firm pull of alertness, Higashi turned his head back to its original position, only to see that a breach in the line, caused by his apparent stone-still lollygagging, formed, and the cashier stared knowingly at him, shouting “Next!” with a tinge of impatience.
Managing an apologetic smile, he walked up to the front, ordering something for himself, and then looking down at Laerad, silently wondering if the poor toddler could even see the food. Reaching a solution, he released the Eden’s hand and, without much of a warning, hoisted the yew-child up off the ground, holding him snugly in both hands.
Laerad, not quite expecting this action from his guardian, widened his eyes with apprehension, and instinctively clung onto his arms like lint, afraid he was going to slip out of the grasp and crash onto the hard, white tiled floor. It looked like a long way down, and he didn’t want to meet such a gruesome end just yet. However, the frustration of being too short to see anything was easily resolved, and soon, he began to like this new height. He was nearly as tall as his already tall guardian, and that made him feel important. To prove his “importance”, he dramatically pointed to random foods displayed behind the counter as if he knew what he was ordering.
This cracked a smile from Higashi, and he turned to the cashier to order what had been pointed. Apparently, the toddler was experimenting with different modes of personalities and emotions, and trying to assess which one was right for him. Perhaps, if Higashi took Laerad on these social outings more often, the right emotion and personality would find him, and Laerad would develop into a fine child.
Once everything was accounted and paid for, Higashi, after setting down Laerad, lifted the tray full of food, and headed towards the empty tables that were spread out between occupants like clumps of salt to a peppershaker.
And, out of the corner of his eye, he saw them again.
Stopping on his trek to the nearest empty table, he pivoted, changing his course, and headed in the opposite direction from whence they came.
Laerad, seeing where his guardian’s new course was taking them, clung on to the fabric of his pants, as if trying to stop his caretaker from continuing. They were treading into deep territory; he just knew it.
It was already too late for Laerad. Higashi had already reached the table. He wanted to end his strange feeling of déjà vu right where he stood. If the man wasn’t who Higashi thought it was, it would be no big deal; he’d apologize, be on his way, and the feeling would pass as quickly as it arrived. However, he was certain he knew this man. There could be no doubt—but he had to be sure.
He coughed politely so as to gain their attention if they did not see him approach. “I’m sorry if I’m interrupting your meal,” he addressed the man, “but you look like someone I used to know. Are you Kumoru?”
Laerad self-consciously shifted his weight from leg to leg, unleashing the fervor of his wandering eyes solely to avoid contact with the strange monster creature that loomed before him on the chair. No longer did he feel important anymore. He felt that he was some underling; weak, defenseless, and small. He did not like it at all.