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This is a journal for shazol and her BR character, Lelix.

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Lelix has grown into a very different looking child! He posseses a new spec. gene called "Dracon." He resembles a dragon quite well with his large black horns, spiky tail, scaley black skin, and don't forget those sharp claws =O. Watch out, even as a child he looks like he could be a bit rough.
Lelix and Shazol's Journal

Welcome. This is, as said above, a journal for myself and Lelix.
All the sezzy art(if not otherwise stated) belongs to PirateElf, and if you steal it... well bad things will happen to you. Very bad.
Please restrain your desire to post in this thread unless you are:
a)PirateElf
b)another Boca Raton guardian
c)someone with my prior permission
d)dropping off a gift
e)all of the above

ToC
1]About Lelix
2]About Shazol
3]Photos
4]Friends and Family
5]Toys and Things
6](when i think of it)
7](reserved until my brain unfreezes)
8](still frozen)
9](antartica)
10](last one)

Shazol is this color
Lelix is this color
Orkhadild is this color
~~<|Lelix|>~~

Nickname: unknown
Answers to: Lelix, sweetie XD
Hair color: white, with reddish-black streaks
Eye color: red, seems to glow in the dark
Height: 3'11''
Body type: draconic, looks pretty athletic
Age: 10
Gender: male
Adopted on: March 13, 2006
Emerged on: July 17, 2006
Intimacy: hostile
Special gene: Dracon
Guardian/Owner: Shazol
Sexual preference: unknown
Personality: He seems to be rather reclusive, cold, hostile. Isn't overly shy though; he'll lash out to anyone.
Likes: privacy
Dislikes: unknown

Favorites
color: black
movie:
food:
song:
animal:
book:

Hates
color: yellow, pink
movie:
food:
song:
animal:
book:
~~<|Shazol|>~~

Full name: Shazol Asolescence
Nicknames: Shaz, Shazzy
Answers to: all of the above
Hair color: black with blue streaks
Eye color: purpley-brown
Body type: average
Age: unknown, but looks like late teens to early twenties
Gender: why, the fairer sex, of course wink
Birthday: April 28
Sexual preference: straight
Personality: fun-loving, likes to talk but sometimes trips over her words, a bit spacey, hyperattentive when worried,
likes: black, silver, books, earrings, beaches in cool weather, sunny, windy, cool days, words that convey the exact feeling
dislikes: wimps, hotness, humidity, commercials on TV, liers, having to weed, doctors, hospitals
History:
Shazol is always vague when mentioning what happened before she moved to Boca Raton, although all her snippets seem to reveal just how little she remembers anyway. She talks about God as if she has met him, and Hell as if she has been there. In this life, Shazol seems to be trying to make up for something that has happened before, as if she is a reincarnation. The mistakes she has made before seem to haunt her and drive her to be a better person. Shazol remains true to the Roman-Catholic faith even though she grumbles about God and all the contradictions quite a lot.
Shazol seems to have power over mist, smoke, fog, etc. Apparently it is easier to "anchor" the spells into the particles in the air instead of binding it directly to the air as most others do. Although it is easier to do after learned properly, the art of it is not widely practiced as the spells needed cannot be used if a person does not have an innate power for it. Manipulating air can be learned, while the power needed to anchor spells to particles is one that has to be born with.
Her power is the one and only thing Shazol prides herself in. She almost never loses control, as some of the other air- and fogbenders seem to do daily. ((to be continued/altered as time goes on))
~~<|Orkhadild|>~~

Full name: Orkhadild Monroe Vecktoyr
Nickname: Ild
Hair color: brown with blue, green, and purple streaks
Eye color: blueish purple
Body type: average
Age: 21
Gender: male
Birthday: October 7
Sexual preference: "don't swing either way"
Personality: very laid-back, loves people, always smiling and laughing, perverted
likes: sugar, multiple body mods, roller coasters, skateboarding, snowboarding, music, teasing Shazol, boardwalks, coffee, food
dislikes: surfing and Starbuck's and McDonald's
Storytime:
tbc
~~<|Picture Album|>~~
a picture is worth a thousand words
~~<|Friends and Family|>~~
people networking
~~<|Toy Chest|>~~
open the box and look inside
[reserved]
[reserved]numba three[/reserved]
[reserved]numba four[/reserved]
[r]numba five[/r]
~~<|On Adopting Lelix|>~~
I suppose it's because I honestly need a whole lot of good karma to get my life back on track. I've always loved people anyway, and any chance to keep a kid from screwing up as much as I have is one to jump at. Some kids I've seen, they're beyond anything I can give them. I'm just worried I'll do something wrong, so Lelix will turn out like them. It breaks my heart. Everything and everyone deserves a clean slate to begin with. Even if God doesn't think so....
Hm, I'm rambling, aren't I? My trains of thought tend to all be wrecks;follow at your own risk. So back to Lelix. He's a boy, obviously. Even though I've always felt more comfortable with myself around boys, I'm still not sure if I'll be able to be the best caretaker for him. Lelix just doesn't seem to give off any feeling, which makes me wonder. What if I already did something wrong to give him a complex? I suppose maybe it's because he's a boy;they're supposed to be more closed and less emotional... It's all just a big mess to me. Hopefully it'll get better when he emerges.
Little kids always seemed to like me. Now that I've my own kid, will he like me as much? I'm just going to have to wait until Lelix emerges, aren't I?
No matter how hard it is, I will try to do my best to make sure this kid gets the best the world has to offer. Another thing everyone deserves: a life with the capacity to allow them to learn to love.
~~<|*cough*|>~~

I'm sick. Isn't that wonderful? Which made me think, "What happens when Lelix gets sick?" I am a horrible patient;everyone's always told me that. But what happens when I have to be the doctor? Sympathy has never been a best skill of mine, and neither is making people feel good. Which made me think, "I'm going to be a horrible mother," Which then made me think, "Is Lelix actually going to consider me his mom?" I don't even remember my own mother;how am I supposed to act? People always say to do what comes naturally, but that to me has come from interacting with people of my age, not taking care of a child who's entire life entirely lies in my hands. I just realized that too. If anything ever happens to him, it will be my fault. That, however, I'm accustomed to. Sticking the blame on others doesn't really ever get you anything. But if anything bad ever, ever happens to Lelix, I won't be able to forgive myself. Forgiveness isn't one of my strong points either.
~~<|Dreams are Disturbing Things|>~~
I had the strangest dream last night. What it was about, I don't remember. When I woke up, I had forgotton that I had moved to Boca Raton, and ended up believing I was in the bedroom I had when I was still a child. Which was strange, because I don't even remember my parents, or if I had siblings, or anything, basically. Hell was my home for way too much time than I care to divulge. Then I realized that the table that Lelix was on was no longer there, and that all the windows in my room were open. Which was when I started spazzing and worrying insanely, until I looked down.
I had a loft bed, and the table had been floating on a bit of smoke charmed to be solid and hold it up, because I had been too lazy to think of a way to actually build something. The charm holding the table up with a puff of smoke had failed, but Lelix was still on top, on a bit of folded cloth. Thank the heavens. I climbed out of my bed and went to tuck Lelix into a pocket (there's pockets in almost all of my clothes). Then I closed the windows, because even though it was a relatively warm night, it just felt creepy to leave them open. After all that was done, I went back to the table, pulled a match out of a pocket, and lit it. I dragged some of it into a matrix, and blew onto it, sealing it into a floating elispe. I placed the table back onto it, letting it float back up. Finally, I sat down onto the armchair posistioned under my bed.
I hadn't lost control on my charms since... Well I don't even remember. Those are the only things I ever keep track of, have to control, always do the upkeep. I don't want to know what would happen if I lost total control on my power. I could manipulate smoke, fog, mist, clouds, mostly particles in the atmosphere. Now if the change of having a child in my responsibility could spawn an entire release, am I even fit to raise him? If I can't even keep the responsibility of controling myself, how am I supposed to have the responsibility of a child? I know there's no turning back now;that would be insufferably cruel. But... there's always the lingering thought that I am going to mess up, and the person who has to suffer will be the only one who's been so very close to capturing my heart. Even if he's just a lock of hair.

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