Dear Diary,
It's been ages... It's been more than ages. This will be my last entry. They want me to come back to them. Gabriel has been growing phenomenally. I've been out of his life for.. woah, has it been a year already? They made me stay away.. and be distant. They told me it'd be best for Jullian and Gabe. They're always telling me what to do, and they never leave me alone. They're always talking all together.. so hard to understand. That's why I've been gone for so long.. they finally let me free-- long enough to write this entry. Maybe I won't even have enough time to even finish writing. With everything they have been telling me, i could write a book. ha.. It's also been hurting me..so much to the extent that I'd rather be dead. But that won't happen. Because they won't let it happen.
They've already killed so many other people, but I feel somewhat more important then the rest. Nono. I am. I am more important. How could I not be? I'm... Basa. I've been watching Gabe though... and Jullian, too. It's strange... Gabe's still himself. A rebel.. but now that I've been gone... he has nothing to rebel against, other than the law and that won't do him any good at all. As for Jullian, he's also the same, though it doesn't look like he's grown at all.
Maybe he needs more attention.. Gabe never seems to care so much. I've wanted to jump in, during some of the conversations I see them have... but I know I can't. They would have my head for sure. No matter how important I am to them... THE NERVE GABRIEL HAD, TO TAKE JULLIAN TO A CONCERT.
My head hurts. I feel as if it's time for me to... depart. One last thing I've noticed.. Gabriel hasn't been with Aubry at all. I thought he cared for her so much... I honestly peeked in on his journals. Hey.. I'm a 'parent' right? Not exactly a good one, but that doesn't mean I don't try. I need to go..
I've called a friend to watch them for me. She just got out of the "home" we lived in. Now she's back here, on gaia. She's a bit.. off centered. She thinks... she's a tele. She seems GABE material.. Jullian, I don't know about him. Her name's Malerie.. Mal for short. Even though she's left our old "home" we some how have.. a connection? Sometimes we can connect, I guess. There have been times where she knows what I'd been thinking. Likewise for her to me. I'm sure I'll still be able to keep an eye out on Jullian and Gabriel this way.. I hope all goes well.
I think it's time now.. that I leave. It feels like it, oh boy it sure does feel like it. I hope they don't come after gabriel and jul-
